Ruining things...

Didn't start my day quite well today. Start of skool, was talking to you. Dunno why all if a sudden we talked about quarreling. Then, suddenly I told you that I'm still staying penguin. Yea. That fucking changed the attitude of you towards me. Ruined my own day. Fuck!!! For the rest of the day, I really dunno wad to do. You'll be with her for the rest of the day. So we can't text cos she really dun like. Dun see you doing that when we were together. Ask you dun contact her yet you still texted her when you're with me. In know you say Is different case ma. But I dun see the difference. The only difference I see is how you treat us and her differently lo. Yea. You created twitter cos of her, you go find her when you told me that you were with your guy friends and I even suspected that you left me cos of her too!*smirk* Dunno wad to say la. But yea, you became the person you once said that you wouldn't.

D&T today as usual. First hour of D&T intensive, slack cos teacher wasn't there when we needed them. Did some modeling and testing. And dizzy for whole day even with no optical illusions staring today. I'm angry at myself la!!! Why am I falling sick now lo... Haiz! Gonna go for counseling again soon cos Ms Stella goh wanna talk to me. Think I really needa talk to her also. Gonna have a good round of crying session with her again. I really needa cry man... I had been really down recently but nothing seems to be coming out! Pathetic me... Cannot cry Also needa go counseling, I'm sick!!

Teacher de expectations on peishan and I really very high. They wan us to finish everything by next week?! Oh bitch please, we're not robots. I'm already stressed enough that white hair is growing in my scalp! My flower only need to do 6-7 pages of DD?? Crazy man~ physics teacher and English teacher also got give homework when we also having our own intensive. I'm dying le lo... Everybody seems to be wanting me to do more. One day, I'm just gonna collapse under the stress.

Came home at 430 and now, I think I'm gonna go sleep le. Good night, take care and sweet dreams!

P.s. 난 니가 보고싶어서.