I REALLY CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE.
For the past few months, i've been acting like it's just not me.
I forced myself to do things i don't want to.
Sometimes i just find it meaningless.
I've been acting like wad u know?
A TOTAL JERK!!!
Everytime when i attend svc or CGM.
It's like "Wow need to act again.
Great." Those type.
But to them it's like who cares.
The past Fridays, Saturdays or Sundays used to be the day
which i enjoy the most.
But look at what happens now.
It's a nightmare!
Some of u might get offended or wad.
But i dun care.
I've been trying so hard.
I really can't go on.
I even had the thought of backsliding
everytime i think of the three days.
But attempting suicide is a child
play to me.
Plus it dosen't give u much pleasure too.
So y do i even border to do it.
The past memories which cause me to do dat was really
one which cannot be changed or forgotten.
Plus at dat time, i was really going through too
much dat i really can't take it any more.
I really dunno wad to do.

LIKE A STAR

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel I'm alive,
When everything else is so au fait
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song of your love,


Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

aghhhh
na, na, na,na,
naaa naaaaaaa
[Like A Star lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

ohhhhh
na, na, na,na,
naaa naaaaaaa


Now I have come to understand The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'Cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
Yeah-yeah
oh
Oooh......Ooohhhh..
ohhhhhhhh....

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I won't let my guard down for anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands.

Hihi!
I was just preparing for tml's eng exam paper and searched many webs.
Suddenly i came across this very interesting web of eng slang dic.

http://www.ingilizce.tk/?page=02/slangdictionary.htm

It's so interesting lo.
some examples.

Liquid laugh: vomit
Lippy: lipstick
Earbashing: nagging, non-stop chatter
Sunnies: sunglasses
sanger:a sandwich
Seppo: an american
Exy: expensive
Drink with the flies: to drink alone
Ankle biter: a small child
Aussie (pron. Ozzie) : australian
Aussie salute: brushing away flies with the hand
Compo: workers' compensation pay
Dead horse: tomato sauce
Figjam: "f*ck i'm good; just ask me". Nickname for peeps who have
high opinion for themselves.

Think i should stop here wanna know more,
just visit the website on ur own.
Back to my preparations.

♥NITES♥

The past...

Haix... Sian ah... Now at home doing nothing lo.
Viewing some vids from the past...
Haix. Really missed those days.
Haiyo. Mummy ah.
The vid u upload of my birthday hor.
Very unglam leh.
But nvm.
I still like it.
NoNo. I dun like it.
I love it.
Hees. I wonder wad everyone's doing now.
I'm supposed to attend YiZi's birthday BBQ at Admiralty.
But. I heard daqt someone's going so i didn't go le.
BTW, EXAM'S STARTING!!!
So Darling. Hope dat u can help me with my math.
Haas. My GOD!!!
Yst i cried for so many times ah.
I also dunno.
Suddenly think of something, then i started crying le.
Dat was at home la.
After dat went to Expo for svc.
I cried again during worship.
It's also because of dat matter.
My Darling even worse.
She went to the airport to fetch her mom.
Then she CRY CRY CRY!!!
Haix. But it's not dat we love crying so much.
We just don't want 'dat person' to leave.
If 'dat person' leave the gals will confirm cry de can.
Wah. I think i gave too much info leh.
Some ppl might know wad i talking about.
Okay i'll stop here about this topic.

Next, wanna say...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VIVIAN CHOW!!
Sorry for the Belated birthday wish.
Went to celebrate Viian's birthday yst.
We bought a necklace, ear ring and a hairband for her.
We went to cineleisure to eat and chat.
Even though it's fun. But.
Nothing to do lo.
Actually wanna watch movie.
But, nothing to watch.
Here are the 2 pics.okay. Should end here le.

♥BYEBYE♥

Haas. Too much to say.
So. I'll summarize it to the shortest possible paragraph.
So i'll use pictures.
So this post u'll see mostly pictures, pictures and pictures.
Haas. Here are the pictures.

Well went to cut hair yst.
Well as u see in the pictures.
Erm which is way at the top top top.
Haas. There is one pic with Eileen with a dino right.
Dat was wad "Boss" got for Eileen.
Leen and i was so shocked.
MAny ppl tried to get dat dino but to no avail.
But he just diao one time he got the dino le lo.
Then leen and i was like 'HUH??!!!'
And the other pics leh.
No time to talk about those la.
Haas. Btw, today got sci prac exam.
Then onion ring wad de.
Haix. Fail le la.
I totally dunno how to do de lo.

Wanna share something which i found very interesting.
I found it when i was viewing Carol's blog.

(1) Fine:
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and
you need to shut up.
(I think this is quite true, but shouldn't use that too often though. Men are
slightly slower and they take more time to get it.)

(2) Five Minutes:
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes
to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing:
This is the calm before the storm.
This means something, and you should be on your toes.
Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead:
This is a DARE, not permission.
Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh:
This is actually a word,
but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men.
A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and
wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and
arguing with you about nothing.
(Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay:
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man.
That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and
when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks:
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint.
Just say you're welcome. 
Unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and
she is not thanking you at all. 
DO NOT say 'you're welcome'. 
That will bring on a 'whatever'.

(8) Whatever:
Is a woman's way of saying FUCK YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it:
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told
a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself.
This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?'
 (For the woman's response refer to # 3.)

Cool right.
Haas. okay ba going to do my HW now.

♥NITES♥