After exams!

Wooo~ Exams ended lo... Got back all my papers lo! Gotta say that there was a drastic plunge in my grades. These 5 papers which I used to ace, now all C only. English: 59 humanities: 59 D&T: 54 math: 59 science: 52
Drop very badly yet already expected. Nvr study no mood study so didn't study lo. Can say I think very good le la. But wad the hell... L1R4 get 23?! No way!!! Where do i go scoring like this?! Was really upset la...

Wednesday was marking day. Went to orchard to walk alone *forever alone* everyone's busy with their own stuffs. Went to A&F and got your present. So long since I went there lo. The last time I went there was with you. And we spent hours walking around... Memories~~

Yesterday we talked on the phone. I was happy cos you were the one who phoned me. You told me that you would call back and you did!!! I was surprised. In my phonebook, there's nvr once that I would see green arrow calls from you continuously for more than 5 times. It's always red arrows more than 10 times continuously. So I was happy that I even crossed your mind for even one second.

Think I've been really paranoid these days. See you upset I also feel very miserable ah... Dunno wad's wrong with me la. Thinking about things like if I had endured your ignorance towards me, we would have just broken up. But for some reasons I still think that it was her fault. Or was it mine?? But I've finally come to realize that I really love you even till now. I didn't thought I would lose you one day that's why I didn't take much actions as to wad you told me. Cos everytime we quarrel, it wouldn't last longer than a day. When I realize that you're starting to let go, I was desperate. I didn't know wad to do. The way you talk to me changed. Anyways, you know?? Girls can do better research than a FBI when they are jealous or upset about their boyfriends. I did my research on you. Found out things that I Kindda expected but wished wasn't true. But it's all obvious. Yet still, I can't bring myself to hate you. Now, all I can do is to 做你的小妹妹 and be there for you when you need me ba. I'm 24/7 in service for you. Call me anytime you feel like talking to someone. I'll always be there for you, never will I leave you as a total stranger again. Iloveyou... I'm sorry I couldn't let you go.