Yes, that's wad I'm thinking...

I did something that I know you really hate. I know. Wad was i thinking?!
I was thinking about you. Well, no worries. I'm still alive. Wun hunt you even if im dead too. I remember you took my penknife away just because you were afraid that I would do that again. You did the right thing? I had to experiment using other things. And apparently, those thing only made it swell with only 2 drops of life liquid.
Now, all thats left are scars I guess... It feels good. It's like I've finally relieved my mind for once. But this wun cause permanent scars or send me to hell, heaven or hospital. I hate myself for doing something that I shouldn't have done. I should have endured till my exams ends. But how can I? The way you treat me cooly. And how you would ignore me and stuffs. Is that how 2 persons who deeply love each other would behave?? NO!!!
I didn't like the way you treat me esp when I know that the person who's trying to "comfort"(?) you is the girl that I was afraid you'd leave me for.
Being a stalker for a month on twitter, I know everything, yet I cant do anything about it until things started to backfire. I've already told myself to "close one eye" but by doing that, I'm losing you to her each and everytime I ignore it.
You told me that we broke up because of NPCC. Is that all? Or is there also another reason behind it as well??
You left me telling me that you still love me. I was discouraged. I hadn't done my job well, so you wanna leave me. Fine, I'll give you the space that you needed. But, have you ever considered how I felt when I actually know it all?? I tot that you were just trying to be friendly and wanted to help her since she broke up. I tot that you were that nice person that I still had in mind. But when?? When did your heart change?? You told me that it was after the break up. Am I right?? If so, why did you already act so lovingly towards her even before those things happened?? I always had those questions in my mind. Did I ever asked you about it??
I think I did. But wad was your ans?? You would tell me I dunno. When I asked you about your relationship, you told me that you were just friends. Wad about us now?? Wad about the us that we both promised to not hurt one another?? Where has it gone to?? Any ideas?? Well, seriously, I dunno wad more I could say.
But I really do still love you as much as how you had once maxed your love for me.
No matter how much you could have done to hurt me.
I'll still cling onto you.
I kept lying to myself "maybe he's just trying to make me hate him or make me jealous??"
Well, if there is anything that you may have problems with, I'm just 9 buttons away, including the "call" button.
I know that you would always tell me "I can solve my problems myself!"
But if you ever need a listening ear, I'll be there for you 24/7.

The broken hearted's rants.