Yeah. By the time I post this blog post, I've most likely already faced reality and think that I should let you go. You've already got her. Wad to do?? I've only got you...
But even if I pester you or things like that, you wouldn't like it. Moreover, I've already pestered you for more than over a week. I think you're irritated already right??
Well, so now I'll just be your very guai de xiaomeimei ba. But I know you'll nvr ever call me that. It's easy for you to call me by my name. But it was nvr for me. Unless we're in skool or when I'm angry.
I really hope that you wouldn't ignore me despite our relationship right now. It still hurts and I'm still afraid. It's just that now, I'll let you have your own space and probably come back when you think that it's time??
You are my first love and also the one that I love the most. My heart shattered to know that you'll no longer be by my side. But I wish you the best in NPCC, skool and your family.
We're still friends alright?? You know how I'm so afraid of totally losing you. So... Nvr do that can?? You told me that we still can maintain like this. So I hope you really meant wad you said. Trust you ;)))
For now, I'll just wait to see the day that my ultimate goal can come true. I pray to God, knowing that he knows wad is best for me.
I've nvr regretted ever giving you so much but regretted not giving you more. If fate were to bring us back together again, there is more that I would want to give to you.
Hope to see you soon^^
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