Today sucks. Yes. I texted you that msg saying that maybe we shouldn't even be friends cos I still love you. I meant it. And I tot that I really lost you for good. For the next 3-5 hours, I was regretting it. All I wanna do was to give you a call straight away and hear your voice. Not like it's very nice. But it just somehow comforting. Afterwards, I realized. You're my drug!!! I can't pass a day without hearing from you. All I wanna do was to be by your side. Since 2 years ago, I've already decided to stay devoted to you. I confine every single thing to you without missing a detail. Even if in our relationship I think that I liked someone.
Leos are very strong in their determination. Once they are determined to devoted their time onto something, they will make sure they die still being devoted. They make sure that they will be there for you.
So I guess I just fit into that category. Sometimes, I just pray to God that he'd make me be bed ridden in coma so that I wouldn't be missing you that much that it hurts.
It was a difficult decision to let you go fully neither was it easy to do wad I tot I can. I dun have the will to. I know I wouldn't be able to take it. It's just too torturous. Life's mess without you with me.
It's been really hard on me. Didn't say that it was easy for you either. But you have her. I only had you. Worst can I dun even have anyone now. You are my everyone. All I needed was you!!!
Hope we really can talk later...
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