I'm insane

Great... I woke up like so early in the morning so automatically... And why?
Cos my heart ached again... I miss you...Saw your tweets. Saw hers as well...
My heart is fucking bleeding. Heart surgeon shouts" There's a hemorrhage!!! Prepare for blood transfusion now!!!" Can i like just tell my surgeon. " Hey doc, this wun work. It's only temporary. My heart's dying every single day. I dun wanna go on anymore."

Everytime you told me that you're with her, started to imagine things. Do you do with her the things that we do? Do you go to the places that we used to go to? Do you even remember that we were once there!!! Why... I'm such a fool!!! I encouraged you to woe her did i? Cos you know why? When i see that you're sad, i am as well. I can't bear to see you sad. I wanted you happy. You both liked each other.I supported you to go after her. But at the same time, also digging my own grave. I died each time my heart fails on me. I've tried to forget you. Not that i want to. But you tot that that was a good idea too... I'm really lost now. She loves you. I had always loved you!!! That's why in the first place i was afraid when you told me that you are only trying to comfort her as a friend cos she just broke up with her boyfriend. I didn't want those things to happen. I told you to let her recover or maybe someone else will comfort her. But not you! In the end, both of you fell for each other yea... I know how it would feel like cos I've been there before. The first time you left me, Mr J was with me all along. I fell for him too. He cared for me and really loved me. In that relationship, I still had you in my heart, i betrayed him. But at the same time, i loved him for being the only one who would always care. I'm just afraid that that you would nvr return to me ever again. It hurts thinking about it.

People asked me to move on. It's hard. Really. There were too much memories in this relationship that we've built, you may forget them. But i nvr will. I love having those memories. Those were my happiest days. Home was so much a place of comfort and a place where we shared our love for each other. Now,  it's back to just being another confined space for me to think and reminisce about you. About us! We've created those memories together. We created it to last. I just can't believe that you've already thrown those memories together away. I still have them installed clearly in  my head! I want you back! I want you to get those memories restored back!

Now, every morning, I would wake up for nothing and start to cry about everything. I cry, for I've lost you to another girl. I cry, as i yearned for your return. I cry, for i gave you my all. I cry, for I've lost everything. I cry, for the memories that you've totally abandoned. I cry, for you're creating new memories, replacing ours. I cry, cos you are worth my tears. I cry, for I feel lifeless without you. I cry, because I LOVE YOU...

I know "sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead" We had planned for our future. Our home, our children and our family. And now that you're gone, I'm just like a housewife who'd lost the sole bread winner of the household. Everything is falling apart. You told me that you wouldn't get into another relationship for months? Or  years? You told me that it's very hard to influence you once you've decided on one thing. I know that. But why did my influence made you want her now? My heart broke when i saw that you planted a kiss even though only on the cheeks. I was afraid. Cos, it shows that you really likes her a lot!!! And i dun wan that to happen. You told me " on the cheeks only, you wan me to demo?" And do you know? When you "demo" how it went, my heart skipped a bit. Now, i know how she felt when you did that. But did you know? I guess not...

I'm a total mess now. It's only been a week. Yes, you asked me not to hurt myself. I'm not hurting myself. At least not physically. But i really hoped that it is physically. It hurts more than the cuts, my heart, is the one that is hurt. But you can't see it. It's well hidden.

I've got an exam later, yet I'm pouring my heart out here. I haven't even studied. What do i do?? Just fail this exam i think. I LOVE YOU, Dear star...

Unhappy come back

Hahahs! I'm back! But i also know that no one would ever notice that i posted another entry anyways.
So, for the time being, i think i will be posting much on this blog^^

It's been a long time since i even touched this blog... Looking at the things that i used to post here, I guess i really had hurt the guy whom I've always posted about. Now I'm getting my retribution. Yea. You warned me that he would do the same thing to me too. At that time, all i ever wanted was to be with him. I had never changed since i decided that i want him back. My dear, i still love you. No matter wad, you'll still be the best, cutest, handsomest, loveliest guy i ever wanted for myself!!! These past 1 year plus, many things have happened. We've done so many things together. We pack each others' bags before camps, we cry together, sleep together, laugh together, worry together, play together, rich together, poor together. All i ever wanted was that we do everything together! I wanted it so much that I had neglected your own personal privacy and space. I promised that i would never interfere with your NPCC stuffs. I am sorry i did not keep my promise.

You told me that your love for me started to deplete since the beginning of the year after CNY. I'm sorry i didn't realise that you were giving me hints that you were tired. I always wanted as much time as i can with you. Everytime i saw a msg from a female, i got upset. Yes, I'm a jealous girlfriend too. Last month, you created a twitter account i told you that i had an account too just that i didn't even wanna look at it as it was really very complicating. After that, i saw you always on twitter but i didn't know at all what you were thinking. You didn't told me either. If you had told me earlier that you were tired, i would have been that good girlfriend to you and visited you on every weekends that you are free!!! I was starting to really like your family. It so much noisier than my house but i liked that feeling. It's just like one family. Your siblings care about you so much! I really am envious of your relationship with your siblings. How i wish i had siblings like that too. Your family had shown care towards me too! I was really glad that someone actually cared. It was a feeling that i had once had but had lost since i was 12. I was too busy with my church stuff after i attended the adult service that i had no time to accompany my family.

Well, now that we are gone, there's only me left. Daddy Mummy showed care and concern towards me after the break up. I admit that i like being cared for. But their care have made me feel hurt. They made me feel like I've disappointed them for not being able to even maintain a good relationship with my boyfriend. I can see that they kindda miss you as well. Without your presence at home, this place became a quiet place again. I still remember how mummy would ask you to nag at me for not wanting to do things. I remember we would hug each other from the back while one of us washes the dishes. And even the times that we would quarrel for almost nothing! Those were the days yea?

It's been a week since we broke up. I admit that i still love you as much. My heart broke when you told me that she had accepted you. If I'm not wrong, it was only yesterday that you asked her. The day before, we met at the usual place. I had many things that i wanted to tell you. I even wanted to scold you i dunno for wad reasons. But, after i saw you, i was so happy, everything i wanted to say all of a sudden dispersed into the thin air. It was really nice to know that you're happy now. But, I'm still kindda heartbroken that the person who made you smile wasn't me. That day, i wanted to attack you with a kiss but you shunned. I did not elbow you in the chest on purpose. I lost balance and almost fell, so... Hahas!! It was embarrassing!!! *blushes* Like really!!! OMG!!!! I'm really sorry cos i had wanted to kiss you to tell you how much i missed you and how much i wanted you back!!! I asked for a hug afterward. Thanks for the hug!!! It was really comforting although I felt that there was a sense or resistance in you. I was happy that we can still remain this way.

I've lost you for the second time. I didn't know if i would ever get you back again this time. If I can't get you back any sooner, i would wait. I'll await the day when i get you back in my arms. For now, I'll be addressing you as "Dakorkor" like i used to when you first left me. Guess I'm still more comfortable with calling you dakorkor than calling you star or byeol. I dunno what or how things will turn out later on in life. But one thing for sure, my love for you will nvr ever change! I just hope that we can maintain like this or that this relationship of our could improve. You told me that your feelings of friendship and love towards her is now equal but higher than mine. And that you treat me more as a friend now than a lover but both less than hers. I just hope that this chart is proportional and that your love for me can increase more even if our friendship were to suffer. If i could ever get you back, i will change for the better, for our future. Above is the song that you used to always listen to. Now I'm the one who's loving it ;(((( LOVE YOU ALWAYS, sinyee.

REJOICE!!!!

ANYONE MISSED ME????
Have not been updating this blog for quite awhile le.
Why? Cos got update also deserted.
So i only update my other blog.
Which is, Mr Jasper Tai.
And since Dasao ask me to update, here it goes~
Hahahahas.

Lets see....
11DAYs since i updated this blog.
OH!!!! AND AND AND AND!!!!

Did i mention that WGSRCY got
North District CHAMPION
for this year's National First Aid Competition???
Hahahahas.
Yea! We did it!
All the tough trainings were worth it.
Thanks to our ever supportive Youth Officers(Mr Wee & Ms Azleen),VI(Hidayah ma'am),
the 2 NPCC CIs(Jasper sir & XinQuan sir) & our graduated Sec4 EXCOs
for training and supporting us all these while.

One night before the competition day,
I dreamt that we did better than Evergreen Sec.
At first, I tot that it was impossible.
But wad i dreamt became reality!!!
When Hadi Sir was revealing to us the results for second runner up,
I was hoping he'd say Woodgrove sec.
But, no.
So, next, first runner up.
Still not Woodgrove.
Okay. Suan le.
No hope liao le.
Confirm is Evergreen de.
BUT!!!
He mentioned
WOODGROVE SECONDARY!!!!
I was thinking,
"Sir, you got read wrongly? Or see wrongly???"
But no.
It really is us!!!
WGSRCY!!!
WOOOOOTS~~~

But then, trouble came, we dunno how to tie FA table.
Dunno how to use improvised stretcher.
Bo bian. We still went on to the finals.
Didn't do very good.
But, we tried our best.
This shall be a lesson learnt, not to look down on ourselves.
Good experience tho.

After all that,
HOLIDAY!!!!
For that 1 week holiday,

met my Dear on Monday, Wednesday & Friday.
Monday & Wednesday at Vivo walk walk.
Friday went to Dakorkor's house with him.
They did their NPCC shirt de design.
While i was accompanied by Dasao through msg.
She told me that she would be reaching soon.
I was damn happy la.
Cos the 2 guys really CMI. =XXX
When Dasao came, Dakorkor was so shocked.
Cos he didn't know that Dasao would be coming.
Till i greeted her when she was at the door.
After they finished their stuff, we went to have KFC.
After that, we parted ways.
Dakorkor sent Dasao home while Jasper & I went to Sembawang Park.
See fireworks till 10 then go home.

After i reached home,
went to Malaysia.
Spent my weekends there.
Saturday went to restaurant for dinner.
Drank 2 glasses but got a lil drunk.
Went home and left for karaoke after the dinner.
Karaoke for 2hrs went home and sleep.

Came back to Singapore on Sunday.

Today, skool as per normal.
After skool.
Check up for my spine.
The result wasn't as bad as i tot.
But, bad news.
I SHRINKED!!!!!!
But nvm.
Why wanna play badminton?
Need to jump more le.
The doctor said that it doesn't look like it will worsen anymore,
so i dun need to go back unless i wan to.
But they need to do a DNA test to find out why it happened to me.
So yea, the next time i go there,
it'll be for a DNA test.
NOT CHECK UP!!!!!
YAY!!!!

Well...
Dat's all.
Have to finish my undone hmwk now.
Nites everyone~~~~

FAC

As u see the title FAC, which means first aid competition.
This coming Saturday is the competition le.
Been having many trainings with the other cadets involved in the competition.
INTENSIVE training!!!!
Quite tiring.
Especially today.
Hahas. Did 200 Buddha claps and 2 sets of raising and putting down of the stretcher.
Of cos. With a casualty on it.
Other ppl do 3 sets I do 2 cos of my medical condition.

And. Yeaz. September is here le...
Dead me lo. Really scared of my wits.
Yea. Let's change topic then...

This one week of u being "absent" like suffering hell...
Even though are with me.
But we hardly even talk!!!!
Now dat u've recovered, it is much better.
I got so much to say!!!!
Even till now.

Yst we walked around vivo city.
Quite fun.
Ate dinner and bused back.
Today.
Nothing much.
Training as per normal.
Before training, went to genesis room for a japan trip training.
Guess wad... POH YONG ANG also going eh!!!!!!
Thinking of him make me wanna laugh lo!!!!!
Today during training, went for photo taking for skool planner.
Quite fun process. Can't wait to see the pictures!!!
I wonder how it turned out. Too bad. Have to wait till next year to know...

I can't wait till tml!!!
Getting my report book back!!!
But I think I failed 2 subjects.
And tml after skool FAC training.
And the day after tml which is Saturday is the day!!!!
Wish us luck, WGSRCY!!!!!!
화이팅!!!!!!

BORING~

HiHiHi.
I'm back!
YOG duty for me have officially ended today(or should i say yesterday).
No more YOG for me now.
except for the workforce appreciation party which i am still thinking whether to go or not.

Well, will decide lata ba.
Shall talk about wad i did in the past few days.
Last Friday, went to skool and left early for YOG duty at Bishan.
Dat day's duty was as first aider for Gymnastic-Trampoline.
Very nice.
Then after dat, went back to skool for awhile then go home.

Saturday, FAC training.
Yea. Blogged about it on my prev. post.
So, not gonna talk about it.

Sunday, went to Malaysia early in the morning and had breakfast.
Then headed down to my uncle's house.
After dat, went to a restaurant for lunch.
The food wasn't very tasty but was expensive.
Used MSN to chat with dakorkor and dasao using iPhone cos it was really boring~
After lunch, my mom went for her facial treatment while daddy, jinyee and I go shopping for some stuff.
Was actually supposed to follow my aunt for karaoke.
But, i followed my dad instead.
The wait for my mom's treatment was really long and boring~~~~~
So, off to the food court we went.
And had chicken porridge there.
Its been long since i had porridge.
Was quite nice.
After eating, went back to look for mummy to see if she's done.
Then shopped for some clothes.
And went home.
How was it?
BORING~~~~~
I know...

Monday, skool as per normal.

Tuesday.
Last day of YOG duty.
Didn't went to skool.
Woke up at 7A.M.
Then went to MRT Station to look for Quraisyah.
I was 15mins late.
But then reached Bishan on time.
Duty for Gymnastics-Artistic/Rythemic.
The girls sure are very flexible.
Amazed by their movements...
*BLINKS*
After duty, came back to skool for FAC training.
Quraisyah and I wore our YOG attire to skool. XP
By right, not allowed to la.
But still... Hahahahaas.
No one know de la.
Training today quite fine.
Very good for first timers.
But still, can be improved.
Then, had a briefing and came home.
And chiong hmwk.

These few days i have also been learning english.
Learnt the longest and 2nd longest word founf in the dictionary.
The 2nd longer word is supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.
It simply meant awesome.
And the longest word.
Which is, Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.
A lung disease.

My Dear, now U sick le.
Do take care of urself uh.
Dun stress urself too much.
Esp when u are having fever!!!

Day 40

Hey reader(s) [even though I doubt that there's any...].
This few days nvr blog.
Busy. Hahahas. On the phone now.
Yog yog and more yog.
Been having first aiders' duty.
Sian but fun.
Even though we nothing to do sit there.
But then we sit there still can see the athletes do their sport.
Watch competition for free. Hehehes.
Very nice lo. Esp trampoline.
Lucky i not paramedic...
One of the competitors actually injured herself while doing a summersault cos she did not jump high enough for turning.

The YOG souvenirs very nice lo.
Wanna get one!!!!
Hahahahas.
The doll so nice.

And the BMX guys so HOT!!!!!
Singapore!!!! Too bad Singapore nvr win.
Flying bikes on dat day.
Cool lo~!!!!!

Today morning woke up and met Mr J.
Then went to skool with him for RCY training.
He came to help out with our OA.
During training, went into RCY rm and told ghost stories.
And we started to talk about the ouija board and the experiences we had while playing with it.
Quite scary, but still kindda interesting.
After the talk, joli wanted to try playing.
But many ppl freak out and run away.
So at last, no.
After training, went out with Mr J.
He headache and went home after dat.
Dats all for the day.


Ps. Dakorkor, promises are meant to be broken. =xxxxxxxxx

YOG

Hi, readers!!!
Many of you might be expecting me to be asleep by now.
But no. I woke up just now and took a shower.
And after dat decided to update my blog.
JIC dis isolated blog still got any readers...
I am back after 3-4 days.
I have been busy with YOG stuffs.
I was chosen by one of the teachers to represent our skool with 7 other schoolmates as host to the YOG athletes in one of their CEP.
My 7 group members and I are to represent Monte Negro, tbd out about that country and share with them wad we know or wad we have learnt.

Friday:
Woke up early as normal, got ready for skool and headed down to skool.
But it was a lil diff on friday.
I wore a red shirt and a jeans to skool.
And I went all the way to the main gate if the skool instead of the backgate.
Met Mike there then I heard from 주환 dat he won't be joining us.
So yea. Mike and I along with JieShi who came lata waited outside the gate for around 30 mins, then we decided to go into skool to look for the teacher.
When we were in skool, ppl stared at us as if we are some visitors or a new teacher in the skool.
After awhile, met Ms Luo and she drove us to NIE where the YOG is at.
The whole thing starts at 12, but we went there earlier to prepare.
But I didn't get my pass.
I was prev already registered for YOG with RCY HQ.
So I waited 3 hours outside for a day pass.
Emo-ed with my lollipop while I was waiting.
I even made friends with 2 Indian athletes from India as they dunno how to use their phones provided to them.
The whole event was fun.
Met and took pictures with hot guys and babes.

After the event, met Mr J at wdl inter and bus down to meet chuachua to get my uniform and pass and etc. And cab home with Mr J.

Saturday:
Met Mr Joe at wdl MRT stn then he drived us down to NIE.
Then reached there, same activities.
Took a pic with tian yuan too.
Today no JieShi but got WeiJun.
After everything ended at 4, wanna meet Mr J.
But got other things to do.
Then so, went home to sleep instead and the end for Saturday.

Sunday:
Mr J and dakorkor went to army market.
They bought many things.
After hey finish their shopping.
Went to sembawang park a night.
It was awesome!!
Then we cab home.

Today:
Today As per normal, lessons.
Go skool listen till lessons end I went to NPCC rm find dakorkor and wait for dasao.
Then talk talk talk.
After dat met Mr J and he gets getting chills down her spine.
Cos I kept tickling him. Tuennplaynplay playbfore awhile before gg home.

And dats the end.
I am sleepy now.
Gonna stop here.

Wad a day...

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, Mr J!!!!!
Even though it's our anniversary today, I am still very very moody.
Really sowie~~~
I know from yst, it's the 2nd time I push ur hand away and walked away from you.
But I seriously dunno wad I was doing.
In fact, I was asking myself wad I am doing...
Okay.... Zzzzzzzzzz.
My mood today swing very fast okay...
I can be very calm and happily joking with u now and in split seconds emo and dun talk at all.
I hate the feeling!!!!
ESP when it is today!!!!

Updates on my results:
English- pass
Chinese- fail(dun need to say I also know will fail!)
Math- also FAIL(no time to finish paper...)
Geography-pass
Chemistry- pass
Physics- pass
D&T- PASS I thnk cos I heard it from the others...

Now only left with Social Studies haven get back paper yet. *anticipating*
hahas. Hopefully can at least pass ba.
But dis time fail 2 subjects... Deprove....

Today go skool, get back some paper.
Updates on results up there.
After skool stayed back to male moulds/models of food which can be found in Monte Negro, using plastercine.
We made quite a lot within 2-3 hours...
I did a lil only cos I wasn't sure how to play with dat thing.
We sian le so I went to find dasao in her class.
She was doing her math, graph.
Pekchek la. Sees numbers again can get saw eye de.
But actually, quite okay la.
Cos it's actually me who nvr finish the paper.
I very happy to get 13/30 le.
Cos at first, I was expecting a single digit.
Imagine how much points the other half of the paper meant...

After doing the moulds, went back to help out with RCY.
Then settle some stuffs and after everything end, met dakorkor, dasao and Mr J.
They were waitin for me as I was having a briefing/meeting with miss azleen.

Right after everything was settled, sent dasao back home and then headed down to 888 KFC.
I ate porridge while they eat 2 piece meal.
U might think that the porrigde is only a lil.
But somehow, a lil can make me full for one whole day.
We chatted about CCA while eating.
And I heard about the 3 PPGs who complained about Mr J and dakorkor.
Seriously, they are sooooooooo CHILDISH, RUDE and BRAINLESS.
It only a lil pumping for punishment dats all.
Dun need to go to other ppl's FB to give bad comments and etc.
And by any means, they are still ur seniors/ alumnis/ CIs show some basic respect.
Thank them for coming back to train u la.
Instead they have to kena dat shit u give them... Tsktsktsk.
Lucky dat doesn't happen to my CCA... OR ELSE.

After dinner, bused down to teletubbies hill slack for awhile.
Cos I was feeding too many mosquitoes and he was feeding too many sand flies dat we left dat place and went under the block to slack
Instead.
Today's feeling might be a lil weird today, but, hope u enjoyed ur day.
And I really dun mind U being urself.
Cos I love U the way U are!
Dun change because of my dat thing.
Even though u talked and told me a lot of things today and I keep silent, but I really did enjoy my time with u.
But, I am not used to having u the way u are now, afraid dat I will blow up.
Relax~ I hardly blow up de.
So, be urself!!!!
And lastly, i will remember everything that u said.
Thanks for teaching me so much too. =]]]

Gonna go to sleep now, YOG WCV tml.
Wish me luck~
Nites~

Hi!!!!
I m back after 2 days.
Have been busy preparing for performance for countdown.
Now, cos of the trainings and rehearsals, I am having cramps all day long...
Oh, before I forget... HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to all Singaporeans!!!

Saturday:
Woke up and met Mr J, dakorkor and dasao.
Went to cwp Mac to slack.
As usual, when the 2 guys, it's CMI.
They eat and talk, while dasao and I listen to music, watch video, do a-math and read story book.
After dat, Mr J sent me home to prepare for my rehearsal.
As per normal, we took a longer route home. ;p
After I reach home, prepared for 20 mins and went to meet habshah.
Blur me forgot to put my belt back into my assecories bag and so, I ended up being one of the 2 without uniform for rehearsal.
We had many, load and lots of rehearsals.
It wasn't good at all.
I can't seem to remember the sequence and stuffs...
So, obviously, there were many many mistakes.
So, I did extra practices.
But those practices required me to use my left leg a lot cos of the Nazi salute...
Rehearsal ended ard 9:30PM.
Went home and laid dead on my bed at 12.(if I m not wrong...)

Sunday:
Woke up really early, then met Mr J.
Then he sent me home at 3 cos I have to report at the front gate of CHR at 4PM.
The event not really very well done...
A lot of mistakes. (zzzzzzz.)
Despite having memorized every sequence, I forgot how long to pause for.
So, MESSY!!!!!
After performing FSD, Mr J came down to support us.
Hahas. When he came, his kids goes, JASPER/SIR!!!!!
Then I went to the changing room to change out my uniform.
But, in the ladies' changing room, there were guys, OMT!!!
Mr Wee helped us to ask the guys out and we can finally change!
After we changed, went to find Mr J.
I went home and change clothes first then went to vista 7-11 to look for Mr J and his kids.
After dat, we headed back to the event and slack a lil before gg to the teletubbies hill to watch the fireworks as the other area is really crowded.
The area where we are is much quieter but also a lot of mosquitoes...
I got KISSED!!! By the mosquitoes... Bloody blood sucker insect...
Despite the mosquitoes, still enjoyed the night. =]
After the fireworks, Mr J sent me home at 12:45AM.
Everyone was asleep when I reached home.
My family still say wanna see fireworks...

Today:
Woke up later than usual today.
Woke up at 9+AM.
Did my stuffs blablablablabla and met Mr J to go to Vivo City.
After walking around Vivo, we went to City Hall, City Link, HMV to look at CDs and bought ice-cream then walk walk a lil agn.
Then came back.
Dats all.
Tml is hungry ghost festival.
Everyone try not follow he rules wor~
hahas. Good Luck~
~끝~

I was...

Today's parade was ya.
Like wad dakorkor and Mr J said, CUI!!!
Hahas. There were mistakes here and there.
The today morning met Mr J and came to skool tog with him..
While we were forming our squads, dasao came.
I kept calling dasao dasao dasao~ hahahahas.
Was supposed to be fasting today.
But stand there so long, after skool also very tiring and I was really really hungry le.
After I went home, ate noodles dat my dad bought.
Tempting okay... So I ate!!!
OMTian!!! The noodles, wah. Delicious!!!!
But, regretted... Cos after I ate, I was very very very full!!!!

Met Mr J in the afternoon, walked to cwp.
Went to popular's CD Rama and bought MBLAQ's 2nd single album [Y].
While I was making my payment, dakorkor and dasao came behind me.
We walk walk walk and chat chat chat.
Then the 2 guys talk talk talk talk to each other.
So, we, 2 gals also talk talk talk to each other lo.
Actually, we complained that when the 2 come tog, CMI!!!
The 2 of us tio ignored...
After we reached dasao's blk, dakorkor acc dasao to her door step.
Then we went back to civic de cafe gallalie(should be wrong spelling)
Mr J bought potato wedges and chicken.
I ate the wedges only.
But I very full le okay...
We ate and chat chat chat about UG stuffs and other stuffs.

After chatting sent dakorkor home.
I felt a lil guilty. Mr J and dakorkor supposed to finish their stuffs.
But cos I was also there, Mr J wanna acc me.
Left dakorkor to finish the stuffs alone.
I seriously feel very bad.
Then Mr J phoned dakorkor and told him.
Then he said if u are gg to feel guilty, I'll appoint you as the CC for RCY for next year's event.
At first diam diam. But I seriously feel guilty ah...
Felt okay after dat la.

Leaving the 2 of us tog.
Mr J did something shocking...
내 첫 _ _ _ _!!!!
*cold sweat* But I quite like it... Oops. =XXXXX
Hahas. Pikachu was back for a while.
Hahahas. Then we slacked ard the area..
Till 9.30pm +++
Then Mr J sent me home.
Thanks Mr J~
I took a long extend route back home.

And now I m at home.
Very tired Liao...
Got FSD tml, so might be sleeping anytime.
Nites~