Just realized that recently,i only update this blog when I'm upset. Seriously, I've nvr felt like this before. Always had tot that I can resist the temptations from using the penknife again. 可是，哭着哭着，不知不觉地又把刀片拔了出来。 I've lost too many friends through a break up, I can't afford to loss anymore friends. Especially that one special friend whom knows and understands me the best. Yet, he today really had done something I nvr tot would happen. :'(
Ærlig talt, jeg hadde egentlig ikke utvinnes fra bryte opp ennå. Ja, kanskje noen av dere har tenkt at jeg er lang over det. Jeg har prøvd smilende den bort mens det fortsatt gjør vondt meg som dritt.
Typing while bleeding... Hahas!! At least I know when to stop before I end up in the hospital. And yes, sorry I broke the promise. I couldn't tank anymore of this.
I really just need one person to care. Someone who really knows me well. That's why I've been caring so much for my friends. And yeah. Which of 3 told me off today for annoying them. "Reap what you sow" I guess it doesn't apply to me. And yes, you said that I've no life. You're right. I lost it. I'll just consider myself dead from now on okay?? I know you're happy to know that. Cos I know wad to expect when I die. I become a wandering spirit, loitering the surface of the earth, not expecting anyone to know of my existence. And that's wad I'm gonna be. So much for best friends who just treat you as ghosts.
And yes, I cut. I broke my promise. But wad's done's done. Hahas!!
Until next time.
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