Things just couldn't get any worse than this!

I think I'm really sick... Haiz!! The last thing I wanna get when no one is gonna take care of me. I hate this feeling. Makes me miss the hugs and the company of the one who used to sit by my bedside when I was sick. I swear I need someone right now to hug!!! I miss that scent! I'm scared!!! For no reasons... Call me a coward. But that's how I am, get scared easily by the littlest things :'(
Yst I was like. Wah... You fall sick more than I do hor... And today, I have to take back my words. But you still fall sick more than me in... let's say 3 months ba. Yst ask you take anarex for headache and fever. Today, my turn to take anarex, for severe headache!! Now all I have to do is to wait for half an hour to pass. Hopefully it would go away.
Today, I told myself that I have to finish English essay and SS SBQ. In the end, I found out that I left my SS book in skool. Can't do, so I wanted to complete my essay. Half way through the day, I was sneezing like mad. More than 10 times in a row. I swear that I could have fainted due to lack of oxygen. Sneezed so much I curled up into a ball. Soon, tears were rolling down my cheeks. Then, cried for no reasons. Hehes... Eventually, landed in lalaland for an hour plus only to be woken up by the headache. 真的很辛苦啊！Dear God, please be nice to me. Dun ever let me fall sick again without a boyfriend or a guy for me to hug! >.<
I'm not that independent. I'm slowly trying to. But just not yet.
Haix! Today actually wanna drink alcohol de. But considering the current headache that I am having, the alcohol could only make it worse. At least I'm still responsible for my own health.
As for my English essay, I done like 4/5 of it already. Just a little of the forth para and the last para and I'm done. But I think I'll only finish it tml. Cannot tahan the pain liao. Hate it when the park is just downstairs... Noisy even with windows closed. Causing more stress to my head!
Feel like just screaming downstairs "야!!!! 시끄러!!!". Even though I know maybe not even a person will understand wad I'm talking about, but that confirm will just shut them up. But, I now talk also mummy have to go "huh?!" Liao. How to shout?? Can't. I feel so pathetic! 真的很想哭了啦！