No motivation at all!!!

It's the last week of the June hols. Lotsa hw to be done, no motivation to even start one... Haix!!! How did I actually survive June hols hw?? Anyone remember?? Can remind me how I did survive?? Cos I forgot how... Somehow I even forgot how to study Liao!! Jialat right... Why must all these happen to me!!!! Not only that. Since that day, the house had been total hell till now! Screams around the house. I guess it had always been like that but I just didn't realize back then(?) So now that I know... I'm fwagging pissed off la... No one remind me to chill, so I screw anyone who pisses me at home. Lika walking machine gun! Piss me and see wad you get. Wait... Is this me?? Why do I sound so stranger to myself?? Urgh!!!!! FTS!! Guess I totally lost myself... 我跑到哪里去了？我是迷路了吗？怎么种觉得自己好像找不到回家的路能？家在哪里？I guess I shouldn't had gotten so deep into that foreign land. I dunno where I'm standing anymore... I'm scared. Yet, all I can do now is act like I'm totally fine and... FML!!!