Throwing things aside and continuing with wad i'm supposed to do. I think i throw everything aside liao. Until i dun even study :/ I'm not sure wad this is gonna be but hope nothing bad... I guess I'm just immune to those things already. Hahas... How to throw those things aside making sure that i still study leh... I keep telling myself need to study but in the end... HAIZ!!!
Recently, felt really down for i also dunno for wad reason!! No one to talk to also... Fucked up life. Feel like telling God that i quit!! Haiyo... Really nvr tot of unhappy stuffs la. Why people keep saying that i am doing things that way leh... Cos of the vids/songs?? If it is... Then it's cos i tot the songs were nice. Used to listen to it a lot then i share de... If it is about the posts, then it's nothing much also. Some i just feel like the quote nice also then post de. Shakespears and all... Not nice meh?? I like leh. Haiz... Anyways, dunno why some people even think that those quotes are even related to you. I mean not all are ya know??
Haiya. Lets just say many many things happen la. Now, i dun even know who to trust. Yea. I dun even think that I wanna trust myself anymore. Cos my heart just kept on being played with. Yes, everyone's doing that. Hey peeps, you know who you are la. Stop it can... Sometimes ah, you keep giving me this... I dunno... hen guai lan de feeling like i owe you de leh. And please... Stop talking to me about those things la can?? Wo hen lei liao la. I dun wanna think about it yet you keep reminding me. Tell you once and for all ah... He is my best friend. You know??? HUH??? YOU KNOW OR NOT?! F.R.I.E.N.D! Friend!!! Hao peng you! Chin han chin gu!!! So you fucking shut your cum guzzler's mouth up!! Dunno how many times i have to tell you leh... You wanna piss me off?? Go ahead. And boy ah... I just dun like you like that. Do you even know me well?? Do you even know him well?? No right?? So dun comment about anything between him and me. I had good times with him, he made me happy for that period of time. At least he can give me that. You, ma boy, just piss me off! So dun you even tell me any of your opinions about my stuff anymore or i stuck your own dick in your mouth! ARGH! I'm so gonna bite!!!
If this had nvr even happened... Guess I'm still happily playing around la. And, Guess i also wun turn into such a mess. Haiya... Wei shen mo bu yao rang wo kuai dian si diao... Fan zhen now, i shouldn't take life so seriously le. Nothing to look forward to, nothing to feel my desires, stress yi da dui. Anyways, in this life thingy, no one's ever gonna make it out alive. Lord, just take my life. I dun wan it anymore. The script too hard to act out liao... I'm not some kind of actress. I can't continue acting on like this. Je veux que vous savez tout! Mais j'ai peur de ce que tu diras, je suis donc en la poussant à côté pour le moment. Il est difficile de faux sourire à chaque fois que. Je suis fatigué, les gens ont beaucoup de commentaires sur chaque chose que je fais. Comment est-ce? Maintenant, ma vie est pourrie!Je ne veux pas que mes sentiments d'affecter notre amitié. Je veux les choses à l'aimer pour être utilisé. Le temps où je pouvais encore être près de toi malgré un autre partenaire. J'aime bien ça. Nous étions comme des frères et sœurs réels. Parlez tout et n'importe quoi, se plaindre de tant de choses. Je veux que nous soyons heureux avec l'autre. Ne pas essayer d'éviter d'autres ennemis comme chacun. Il suce que nous avons est devenu comme ça et c'est de ma faute pour abriter encore des sentiments pour vous. Je ne vais pas le montrer. Je veux juste que tu sois heureuse. Et je sais que vous n'êtes pas satisfait la plupart du temps en raison de son. Et elle n'est pas heureuse à cause de moi. Si je peux, je veux serait la rencontrer et lui dire combien vous l'aimez et qu'elle peut vous faire confiance sur ce point. Je ne veux pas vous voir à nouveau. Pas plus.
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