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REJOICE!!!!

2010-09-13T20:06:00.003+08:00

ANYONE MISSED ME????
Have not been updating this blog for quite awhile le.
Why? Cos got update also deserted.
So i only update my other blog.
Which is, Mr Jasper Tai.
And since Dasao ask me to update, here it goes~
Hahahahas.

Lets see....
11DAYs since i updated this blog.
OH!!!! AND AND AND AND!!!!

Did i mention that WGSRCY got
North District CHAMPION
for this year's National First Aid Competition???
Hahahahas.
Yea! We did it!
All the tough trainings were worth it.
Thanks to our ever supportive Youth Officers(Mr Wee & Ms Azleen),VI(Hidayah ma'am),
the 2 NPCC CIs(Jasper sir & XinQuan sir) & our graduated Sec4 EXCOs
for training and supporting us all these while.

One night before the competition day,
I dreamt that we did better than Evergreen Sec.
At first, I tot that it was impossible.
But wad i dreamt became reality!!!
When Hadi Sir was revealing to us the results for second runner up,
I was hoping he'd say Woodgrove sec.
But, no.
So, next, first runner up.
Still not Woodgrove.
Okay. Suan le.
No hope liao le.
Confirm is Evergreen de.
BUT!!!
He mentioned
WOODGROVE SECONDARY!!!!
I was thinking,
"Sir, you got read wrongly? Or see wrongly???"
But no.
It really is us!!!
WGSRCY!!!
WOOOOOTS~~~

But then, trouble came, we dunno how to tie FA table.
Dunno how to use improvised stretcher.
Bo bian. We still went on to the finals.
Didn't do very good.
But, we tried our best.
This shall be a lesson learnt, not to look down on ourselves.
Good experience tho.

After all that,
HOLIDAY!!!!
For that 1 week holiday,

met my Dear on Monday, Wednesday & Friday.
Monday & Wednesday at Vivo walk walk.
Friday went to Dakorkor's house with him.
They did their NPCC shirt de design.
While i was accompanied by Dasao through msg.
She told me that she would be reaching soon.
I was damn happy la.
Cos the 2 guys really CMI. =XXX
When Dasao came, Dakorkor was so shocked.
Cos he didn't know that Dasao would be coming.
Till i greeted her when she was at the door.
After they finished their stuff, we went to have KFC.
After that, we parted ways.
Dakorkor sent Dasao home while Jasper & I went to Sembawang Park.
See fireworks till 10 then go home.

After i reached home,
went to Malaysia.
Spent my weekends there.
Saturday went to restaurant for dinner.
Drank 2 glasses but got a lil drunk.
Went home and left for karaoke after the dinner.
Karaoke for 2hrs went home and sleep.

Came back to Singapore on Sunday.

Today, skool as per normal.
After skool.
Check up for my spine.
The result wasn't as bad as i tot.
But, bad news.
I SHRINKED!!!!!!
But nvm.
Why wanna play badminton?
Need to jump more le.
The doctor said that it doesn't look like it will worsen anymore,
so i dun need to go back unless i wan to.
But they need to do a DNA test to find out why it happened to me.
So yea, the next time i go there,
it'll be for a DNA test.
NOT CHECK UP!!!!!
YAY!!!!

Well...
Dat's all.
Have to finish my undone hmwk now.
Nites everyone~~~~

FAC

2010-09-02T21:52:00.004+08:00

As u see the title FAC, which means first aid competition.
This coming Saturday is the competition le.
Been having many trainings with the other cadets involved in the competition.
INTENSIVE training!!!!
Quite tiring.
Especially today.
Hahas. Did 200 Buddha claps and 2 sets of raising and putting down of the stretcher.
Of cos. With a casualty on it.
Other ppl do 3 sets I do 2 cos of my medical condition.

And. Yeaz. September is here le...
Dead me lo. Really scared of my wits.
Yea. Let's change topic then...

This one week of u being "absent" like suffering hell...
Even though are with me.
But we hardly even talk!!!!
Now dat u've recovered, it is much better.
I got so much to say!!!!
Even till now.

Yst we walked around vivo city.
Quite fun.
Ate dinner and bused back.
Today.
Nothing much.
Training as per normal.
Before training, went to genesis room for a japan trip training.
Guess wad... POH YONG ANG also going eh!!!!!!
Thinking of him make me wanna laugh lo!!!!!
Today during training, went for photo taking for skool planner.
Quite fun process. Can't wait to see the pictures!!!
I wonder how it turned out. Too bad. Have to wait till next year to know...

I can't wait till tml!!!
Getting my report book back!!!
But I think I failed 2 subjects.
And tml after skool FAC training.
And the day after tml which is Saturday is the day!!!!
Wish us luck, WGSRCY!!!!!!
화이팅!!!!!!

BORING~

2010-08-25T00:21:00.003+08:00

HiHiHi.
I'm back!
YOG duty for me have officially ended today(or should i say yesterday).
No more YOG for me now.
except for the workforce appreciation party which i am still thinking whether to go or not.

Well, will decide lata ba.
Shall talk about wad i did in the past few days.
Last Friday, went to skool and left early for YOG duty at Bishan.
Dat day's duty was as first aider for Gymnastic-Trampoline.
Very nice.
Then after dat, went back to skool for awhile then go home.

Saturday, FAC training.
Yea. Blogged about it on my prev. post.
So, not gonna talk about it.

Sunday, went to Malaysia early in the morning and had breakfast.
Then headed down to my uncle's house.
After dat, went to a restaurant for lunch.
The food wasn't very tasty but was expensive.
Used MSN to chat with dakorkor and dasao using iPhone cos it was really boring~
After lunch, my mom went for her facial treatment while daddy, jinyee and I go shopping for some stuff.
Was actually supposed to follow my aunt for karaoke.
But, i followed my dad instead.
The wait for my mom's treatment was really long and boring~~~~~
So, off to the food court we went.
And had chicken porridge there.
Its been long since i had porridge.
Was quite nice.
After eating, went back to look for mummy to see if she's done.
Then shopped for some clothes.
And went home.
How was it?
BORING~~~~~
I know...

Monday, skool as per normal.

Tuesday.
Last day of YOG duty.
Didn't went to skool.
Woke up at 7A.M.
Then went to MRT Station to look for Quraisyah.
I was 15mins late.
But then reached Bishan on time.
Duty for Gymnastics-Artistic/Rythemic.
The girls sure are very flexible.
Amazed by their movements...
*BLINKS*
After duty, came back to skool for FAC training.
Quraisyah and I wore our YOG attire to skool. XP
By right, not allowed to la.
But still... Hahahahaas.
No one know de la.
Training today quite fine.
Very good for first timers.
But still, can be improved.
Then, had a briefing and came home.
And chiong hmwk.

These few days i have also been learning english.
Learnt the longest and 2nd longest word founf in the dictionary.
The 2nd longer word is supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.
It simply meant awesome.
And the longest word.
Which is, Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.
A lung disease.

My Dear, now U sick le.
Do take care of urself uh.
Dun stress urself too much.
Esp when u are having fever!!!

Day 40

2010-08-22T01:09:00.003+08:00

Hey reader(s) [even though I doubt that there's any...].
This few days nvr blog.
Busy. Hahahas. On the phone now.
Yog yog and more yog.
Been having first aiders' duty.
Sian but fun.
Even though we nothing to do sit there.
But then we sit there still can see the athletes do their sport.
Watch competition for free. Hehehes.
Very nice lo. Esp trampoline.
Lucky i not paramedic...
One of the competitors actually injured herself while doing a summersault cos she did not jump high enough for turning.

The YOG souvenirs very nice lo.
Wanna get one!!!!
Hahahahas.
The doll so nice.

And the BMX guys so HOT!!!!!
Singapore!!!! Too bad Singapore nvr win.
Flying bikes on dat day.
Cool lo~!!!!!

Today morning woke up and met Mr J.
Then went to skool with him for RCY training.
He came to help out with our OA.
During training, went into RCY rm and told ghost stories.
And we started to talk about the ouija board and the experiences we had while playing with it.
Quite scary, but still kindda interesting.
After the talk, joli wanted to try playing.
But many ppl freak out and run away.
So at last, no.
After training, went out with Mr J.
He headache and went home after dat.
Dats all for the day.

Ps. Dakorkor, promises are meant to be broken. =xxxxxxxxx

YOG

2010-08-16T23:53:00.003+08:00

Hi, readers!!!
Many of you might be expecting me to be asleep by now.
But no. I woke up just now and took a shower.
And after dat decided to update my blog.
JIC dis isolated blog still got any readers...
I am back after 3-4 days.
I have been busy with YOG stuffs.
I was chosen by one of the teachers to represent our skool with 7 other schoolmates as host to the YOG athletes in one of their CEP.
My 7 group members and I are to represent Monte Negro, tbd out about that country and share with them wad we know or wad we have learnt.

Friday:
Woke up early as normal, got ready for skool and headed down to skool.
But it was a lil diff on friday.
I wore a red shirt and a jeans to skool.
And I went all the way to the main gate if the skool instead of the backgate.
Met Mike there then I heard from 주환 dat he won't be joining us.
So yea. Mike and I along with JieShi who came lata waited outside the gate for around 30 mins, then we decided to go into skool to look for the teacher.
When we were in skool, ppl stared at us as if we are some visitors or a new teacher in the skool.
After awhile, met Ms Luo and she drove us to NIE where the YOG is at.
The whole thing starts at 12, but we went there earlier to prepare.
But I didn't get my pass.
I was prev already registered for YOG with RCY HQ.
So I waited 3 hours outside for a day pass.
Emo-ed with my lollipop while I was waiting.
I even made friends with 2 Indian athletes from India as they dunno how to use their phones provided to them.
The whole event was fun.
Met and took pictures with hot guys and babes.

After the event, met Mr J at wdl inter and bus down to meet chuachua to get my uniform and pass and etc. And cab home with Mr J.

Saturday:
Met Mr Joe at wdl MRT stn then he drived us down to NIE.
Then reached there, same activities.
Took a pic with tian yuan too.
Today no JieShi but got WeiJun.
After everything ended at 4, wanna meet Mr J.
But got other things to do.
Then so, went home to sleep instead and the end for Saturday.

Sunday:
Mr J and dakorkor went to army market.
They bought many things.
After hey finish their shopping.
Went to sembawang park a night.
It was awesome!!
Then we cab home.

Today:
Today As per normal, lessons.
Go skool listen till lessons end I went to NPCC rm find dakorkor and wait for dasao.
Then talk talk talk.
After dat met Mr J and he gets getting chills down her spine.
Cos I kept tickling him. Tuennplaynplay playbfore awhile before gg home.

And dats the end.
I am sleepy now.
Gonna stop here.

Wad a day...

2010-08-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, Mr J!!!!!
Even though it's our anniversary today, I am still very very moody.
Really sowie~~~
I know from yst, it's the 2nd time I push ur hand away and walked away from you.
But I seriously dunno wad I was doing.
In fact, I was asking myself wad I am doing...
Okay.... Zzzzzzzzzz.
My mood today swing very fast okay...
I can be very calm and happily joking with u now and in split seconds emo and dun talk at all.
I hate the feeling!!!!
ESP when it is today!!!!

Updates on my results:
English- pass
Chinese- fail(dun need to say I also know will fail!)
Math- also FAIL(no time to finish paper...)
Geography-pass
Chemistry- pass
Physics- pass
D&T- PASS I thnk cos I heard it from the others...

Now only left with Social Studies haven get back paper yet. *anticipating*
hahas. Hopefully can at least pass ba.
But dis time fail 2 subjects... Deprove....

Today go skool, get back some paper.
Updates on results up there.
After skool stayed back to male moulds/models of food which can be found in Monte Negro, using plastercine.
We made quite a lot within 2-3 hours...
I did a lil only cos I wasn't sure how to play with dat thing.
We sian le so I went to find dasao in her class.
She was doing her math, graph.
Pekchek la. Sees numbers again can get saw eye de.
But actually, quite okay la.
Cos it's actually me who nvr finish the paper.
I very happy to get 13/30 le.
Cos at first, I was expecting a single digit.
Imagine how much points the other half of the paper meant...

After doing the moulds, went back to help out with RCY.
Then settle some stuffs and after everything end, met dakorkor, dasao and Mr J.
They were waitin for me as I was having a briefing/meeting with miss azleen.

Right after everything was settled, sent dasao back home and then headed down to 888 KFC.
I ate porridge while they eat 2 piece meal.
U might think that the porrigde is only a lil.
But somehow, a lil can make me full for one whole day.
We chatted about CCA while eating.
And I heard about the 3 PPGs who complained about Mr J and dakorkor.
Seriously, they are sooooooooo CHILDISH, RUDE and BRAINLESS.
It only a lil pumping for punishment dats all.
Dun need to go to other ppl's FB to give bad comments and etc.
And by any means, they are still ur seniors/ alumnis/ CIs show some basic respect.
Thank them for coming back to train u la.
Instead they have to kena dat shit u give them... Tsktsktsk.
Lucky dat doesn't happen to my CCA... OR ELSE.

After dinner, bused down to teletubbies hill slack for awhile.
Cos I was feeding too many mosquitoes and he was feeding too many sand flies dat we left dat place and went under the block to slack
Instead.
Today's feeling might be a lil weird today, but, hope u enjoyed ur day.
And I really dun mind U being urself.
Cos I love U the way U are!
Dun change because of my dat thing.
Even though u talked and told me a lot of things today and I keep silent, but I really did enjoy my time with u.
But, I am not used to having u the way u are now, afraid dat I will blow up.
Relax~ I hardly blow up de.
So, be urself!!!!
And lastly, i will remember everything that u said.
Thanks for teaching me so much too. =]]]

Gonna go to sleep now, YOG WCV tml.
Wish me luck~
Nites~

2010-08-09T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hi!!!!
I m back after 2 days.
Have been busy preparing for performance for countdown.
Now, cos of the trainings and rehearsals, I am having cramps all day long...
Oh, before I forget... HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to all Singaporeans!!!

Saturday:
Woke up and met Mr J, dakorkor and dasao.
Went to cwp Mac to slack.
As usual, when the 2 guys, it's CMI.
They eat and talk, while dasao and I listen to music, watch video, do a-math and read story book.
After dat, Mr J sent me home to prepare for my rehearsal.
As per normal, we took a longer route home. ;p
After I reach home, prepared for 20 mins and went to meet habshah.
Blur me forgot to put my belt back into my assecories bag and so, I ended up being one of the 2 without uniform for rehearsal.
We had many, load and lots of rehearsals.
It wasn't good at all.
I can't seem to remember the sequence and stuffs...
So, obviously, there were many many mistakes.
So, I did extra practices.
But those practices required me to use my left leg a lot cos of the Nazi salute...
Rehearsal ended ard 9:30PM.
Went home and laid dead on my bed at 12.(if I m not wrong...)

Sunday:
Woke up really early, then met Mr J.
Then he sent me home at 3 cos I have to report at the front gate of CHR at 4PM.
The event not really very well done...
A lot of mistakes. (zzzzzzz.)
Despite having memorized every sequence, I forgot how long to pause for.
So, MESSY!!!!!
After performing FSD, Mr J came down to support us.
Hahas. When he came, his kids goes, JASPER/SIR!!!!!
Then I went to the changing room to change out my uniform.
But, in the ladies' changing room, there were guys, OMT!!!
Mr Wee helped us to ask the guys out and we can finally change!
After we changed, went to find Mr J.
I went home and change clothes first then went to vista 7-11 to look for Mr J and his kids.
After dat, we headed back to the event and slack a lil before gg to the teletubbies hill to watch the fireworks as the other area is really crowded.
The area where we are is much quieter but also a lot of mosquitoes...
I got KISSED!!! By the mosquitoes... Bloody blood sucker insect...
Despite the mosquitoes, still enjoyed the night. =]
After the fireworks, Mr J sent me home at 12:45AM.
Everyone was asleep when I reached home.
My family still say wanna see fireworks...

Today:
Woke up later than usual today.
Woke up at 9+AM.
Did my stuffs blablablablabla and met Mr J to go to Vivo City.
After walking around Vivo, we went to City Hall, City Link, HMV to look at CDs and bought ice-cream then walk walk a lil agn.
Then came back.
Dats all.
Tml is hungry ghost festival.
Everyone try not follow he rules wor~
hahas. Good Luck~
~끝~

I was...

2010-08-06T23:38:00.003+08:00

Today's parade was ya.
Like wad dakorkor and Mr J said, CUI!!!
Hahas. There were mistakes here and there.
The today morning met Mr J and came to skool tog with him..
While we were forming our squads, dasao came.
I kept calling dasao dasao dasao~ hahahahas.
Was supposed to be fasting today.
But stand there so long, after skool also very tiring and I was really really hungry le.
After I went home, ate noodles dat my dad bought.
Tempting okay... So I ate!!!
OMTian!!! The noodles, wah. Delicious!!!!
But, regretted... Cos after I ate, I was very very very full!!!!

Met Mr J in the afternoon, walked to cwp.
Went to popular's CD Rama and bought MBLAQ's 2nd single album [Y].
While I was making my payment, dakorkor and dasao came behind me.
We walk walk walk and chat chat chat.
Then the 2 guys talk talk talk talk to each other.
So, we, 2 gals also talk talk talk to each other lo.
Actually, we complained that when the 2 come tog, CMI!!!
The 2 of us tio ignored...
After we reached dasao's blk, dakorkor acc dasao to her door step.
Then we went back to civic de cafe gallalie(should be wrong spelling)
Mr J bought potato wedges and chicken.
I ate the wedges only.
But I very full le okay...
We ate and chat chat chat about UG stuffs and other stuffs.

After chatting sent dakorkor home.
I felt a lil guilty. Mr J and dakorkor supposed to finish their stuffs.
But cos I was also there, Mr J wanna acc me.
Left dakorkor to finish the stuffs alone.
I seriously feel very bad.
Then Mr J phoned dakorkor and told him.
Then he said if u are gg to feel guilty, I'll appoint you as the CC for RCY for next year's event.
At first diam diam. But I seriously feel guilty ah...
Felt okay after dat la.

Leaving the 2 of us tog.
Mr J did something shocking...
내 첫 _ _ _ _!!!!
*cold sweat* But I quite like it... Oops. =XXXXX
Hahas. Pikachu was back for a while.
Hahahas. Then we slacked ard the area..
Till 9.30pm +++
Then Mr J sent me home.
Thanks Mr J~
I took a long extend route back home.

And now I m at home.
Very tired Liao...
Got FSD tml, so might be sleeping anytime.
Nites~

Last day of CA

2010-08-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

Finally I can 松一口气了.
Been really stressed out recently cos of the CA.
Now dat it has ended, I can relax le.
But still, need to worry a lil for the results...
Today was the last 2 papers, for me, D&T and physics.
Physics was simple. =]]]
As for D&T, I was a lil confused.
Dunno understand wad the question wan lo.
So, I can say dat I wun pass D&T.
Or only borderline pass only.
Left the last question blank. =XXX
It asked for 2 applications for 4-bar linkage.
I forgot to read up on the applications.
So, yea...
I studied a lot on the mechanism.
The front part of the chapter esp.
But it all didn't come out in the paper.
Suay ah.
But I wasn't the only one.
Hahahahahas. Peishan also.
So both of us was complaining about how hard the paper was...

Before the tests, during math lesson, Mr Joe told us that there is one particular question which has a problem, so all of us will get extra 4 marks.
Super duper frustrating lo!!
I spent nearly 1/4 of the test duration on dat particular question with no ans.
Which resulted to me not being able to complete the rest of he paper...
I am very much irritated alright...
Waste my time, marks and BRAIN CELLS on dat question!!!!($&@'!-/;•¥+£€%#%)
And dat particular teacher still announce to the class, "Sinyee, u tot u super woman ah. Use ur last 5 mins to complete the last graph question..."
I was embarrassed in front of the whole class.
Now everyone know dat I didn't finish the paper. Zzzzzzzzz.
I know I didn't finish the paper due to the poor time management.
My wrong.
But, dun suan me in front of the class.
I hate it okay.
But I am just gonna keep dat teacher anonymous.
But, pls la Cher. Next time dun do it le. Sian si ren leh...

Was punished during lesson cos I forgot today got SS.
I nvr brjng TB and file which contains my notes.
Cher wanna use today.
But I forgot to check timetable today.
So I nvr bring.
Standing in class quite fun though.
But tiring. I was fasting for the whole day.
And only had a banana for breakfast.
Pity me la...
When I stood up, Yvonne said "woo~ both of our class' woodgrove idols are standing up." cos Edwin also nvr bring, kena punish.
Was it supposed to be a compliment????
Hahaha. Dun care.

After skool, CCA.
We had a rehearsal for tml's parade.
I really very hungry uh...
And my contacts very dry le...
Felt like sleeping...
Btw, I've got my YOG pass already!!! Yay!!!
Tml Miss Azleen is gg down to HQ to get our uni and cards for transport.
Lucky she is gg not us.(actually we have to go)
But due to the parade and FSD training after dat, she decided to help us collect instead.
How nice right.
Cos it's from 3-6.
If I were to go then I think tml wun be able to meet Mr J le.
But since Miss Azleen is gg on our behalf, YAY!!!!
Today was all marching marching and marching.
Come home leg cramp.
So rested a while before shower.
Dats all.
끝! Have to report to skool early tml and Mr J and dakorkor are coming to skool tml morning.
Mr J is meeting me on the morning to go skool tog. Yes!!!
Shall sleep le. Or else cannot wake up.
Nitey~

Disappointments...

2010-08-05T00:28:00.002+08:00

MATH!!!!!
Disappointing.... I studied so much.
But I still left half of the paper undone.
Pretty much wasted...
The questions dat Mr Jung gave in one paper of 40 mins is just too hard and too much dat even my LOVE didn't finish the paper.
Expected: for dis test almost half of the class WILL fail.

After the paper my LOVE cried...
She kena scolded by her mom for not completing the whole paper...
Dunno why her mom wanna scold her.
But, it's extremely discouraging ESP when she is already very sad about not completing the paper too.
She cried after the call...
MY LOVE!!! Dun cry le okok???

Stayed back after skool for physics remedial with Mr Wee!!!! (FUN!!!)
Can understand him better.
So he teach also simpler for me.

Returned home after the remedial.
Thanks Mr J for trying to comfort me uh.
But, I m really afraid of failing.
But somehow kindda expected. Haiz....
Nvm!!!! At least the geog paper today was simpler.
Physics and D&T tml.
Physics, I am very confident of ace-ing.
Mr Wee was the setter.
He said dat dis time de paper is not easy.
So, maybe a more than average pass...?

Shall go study for tml's D&T now.
And maybe a lil more physics then to LALALand.
Shall wake up at 5 for breakfast agn.
Fasting... Wad should eat tml???
Today morning instant noodles.
Later, bananas???
Think I not having anything heavy.
Okay. Shall really start my revision now.
잘가~

P.s. My dear, promises are meant to be broken...

CA2 Day 2

2010-08-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

Haiz...
Today cheena and chem paper.
Cannot make it.
Cheena: i almost lost 20 marks cos teacher say put ur pens down le i haven fill in the first 2 section de ans in to ans sheet...
Then i chiong finish.

Chem:
How to do calculation and etc?
Dunno. anyhow lo.
Then paper finish.
After skool.
Nothing go home slack.
And did some revision.

MrJ:
Told u not to be hero le.

Tml if u really be hero, i really will make sure i ignore u!!!

Kay. Tml common test.
Shall study then slp le.
BYES~

CA2

2010-08-02T22:13:00.005+08:00

HIHI!!!

Hehehes. Even though u asked me not to post today, i still will la. =P
I know u wan me to study for tml's test.
But, i'll do dat lata.
Now blog first kay?

Firstly, lets start with some pics, or rather, 2 pics:

As u can see...
I M WEARING SPECS!!!
And hahahahahas!!!!
The teddy that Mr J gave me as birthday present!!!
Cute right???

Common Test dis morning.
English and SS.
Both can die!!!
KILLING ME MAN!!!!
I used up almost 80% of my brain cells for these 2 papers!!!!

English:
The passage was on elephants(?)
The passage read read read but all i know is ELEPHANT!
Very unlike me right?

Well... Dat's how it is when Sinyee meets summary.
Dis time round, Summary won.
Sinyee, K.O!!!
But still, managed to finish the paper.
Word limit 130 but i write 136.
Nice enough?

SS:
Quite simple.
But cos of the time i wasn't able to do my SBQ properly.
I did my essay first.
Dat's normally wad smart students will do.
Cos essay 12 marks.
SBQ only 6.
So i finish my essay first.
Do do do do do till half way, I took a peek at my watch...
SHITTY MAMA!!!!
Not enough time!!!
Wad to do???
Essay faster chiong finish.
I was scribbling all my answers on the paper.
So, teacher, when marking my paper,
do pardon me for my hand writing.
It isn't as neat as the starting of the essay.
But still, u should know probably wad i m trying to say la.
I anyhow ans SBQ.
I just write down anything that came to mind.
Maybe only a just pass???

After the paper, everyone was complaining about the lack of time to complete the paper.
Hahahas.
Talking about time management...

After skool, stayed back in class for chem remedial.
Miss Ong recap and reteach on somethings which were not taught properly.
Or should i say, we dun understand.

After remedial, went home to prepare to meet Mr J.
Met Mr J and dakorkor at viva.
Then, we headed down to meet dasao.
When we reached, Gina was also there.
Going for tuition too.
So, 3 of us sent 2 of them to tuition.
Hahahahahas.
Reunion with Gina.
Hasn't been talking to her much recently.
So a lot to catch up with today.
But, while talking to her, Mr J got abandoned alone.
Hehehehes.(My Dear, sowie~)
Unfortunately, she had to go for her tuition.
So there goes our reunion.

Then dakorkor went home while Mr J sent me home.
Mr J kept commenting dat i looked cute in specs.
Hahahahahahas!!!
Should have seen how i was like to my kids last time.
Missed those days.
Miss N06~
Miss XW Zone~
Miss N336~
Miss N18*~
Miss WL Zone~
Miss CHC~
Should i go back???
Thinking very long le.
But, dis yr, when i keep wanting to go back,
there would be things coming up for skool or CCA.
Haix~ Sec3~
Busy eh....

Well dat's all for today.
Mr J is sick agn...
So he went to LALALAND early.
So now, I shall go to LALALAND and find Mr J le.
Good Night~!

3-in-1

2010-08-01T00:31:00.003+08:00

Boo!!!
I m back from 2-3 days of no blogging...
Since Thursday, my birthday.

Thursday,
Facebook was flooded with blesses.
I love it~
and many msg me instead.
Just wanna thank each and everyone who wished me happy birthday.
THANK YOU!!!! *bows*
Went to skool as per normal, karyee, peishan & Mr J got me b'day presents!!!
Yay!!! I love love love Mr J's present the best!!!!
Trust me, I was joking about wanting a Teddy at first.
But, Mr J spent an hour to get me one.(so sweet~)
His leg must have hurt a lot.
Silly him injured his leg during soccer training...(get well soon uh... Esp when u went for the match just now despite ur just recovered leg... Tsktsktsk)
Cos it was my birthday, my classmates were "sabo-ing" me to answer qns given by the teacher and etc.
And noty noty me today secretly sneaked my phone under my table and used it.=xxxx
Many ppl msg me ma, so have to reply.(excuses) hahahas.
Shhhhhh. Dun tell Cher ah...
Dasao msg me happy birthday too!! Thanks so much!!!
After skool, autodesk.
Quite fun. But, I really wanted to attend training due to the accreditation I m having on Saturday, which is today.
Nonetheless, still enjoyed it since I can't avoid going...
After autodesk ended, went to the NPCC room to look for Mr J and dakorkor.
That's when Mr J passed me my present.
When his kids were there too. *commotion* hahahahas!!!
Then Mr J and dakorkor went to vista park to celebrate my birthday.
First time, except my CG, family and baobei whom I celebrated my 14 and her 15 birthday with under the mrt track.(cool right?) only 2 of us we sing song for each other and buy each other de cake.(missing those times~)
Well, dis year, I've got Mr J and dakorkor to help me celebrate.
They planned a surprise. But the candle kept gg off cos if the wind.
But still enjoyed the time spent with them =]
Thanks for celebrating my birthday!!!!

Friday,
Skool as per normal.
After skool, time to party!
Let's go party, now rock dat body~!*2ne1*
Held a farewell party in class for our dearest co-form teacher, Mr Nicholas.
And also celebrated the July babies' birthdays.
Fatini and me!!!!
After the party, went home to prepare for FSD training.
Came back to class after preparing and talked to junrong, Jessika and Janice about some stuffs.
I guess we were to engrossed in the conversation that we forgot about the time.
We didn't went for training in the end.
Went to meet Mr J and dakorkor after dat and headed down to civic Starbucks.
I studied for math, ss and FD GOLD in Starbucks.
CA next Monday, english and ss.
English no problem. But ss, BIG problem.
Really gotta buck up. Sec3, next yr N lvl.
I study study study but got stuck.
Got frustrated, so I studied for FD GOLD instead.
Mr J and dakorkor said dat it's their first time seeing someone who actually studies for FD. Hahahas. I special ma...
Following dat, Mr J and I acc dakorkor home. Hehes.
Dakorkor lonely uh... Cos he actually wan Mr J to acc him.
But, I booked Mr J on Fridays.(dakorkor, sowie uh~)
Mr J and I had fun tog.
Like every Fridays, I reached home as late.
Got some complains though.

Saturday(TODAY),
Woke up by Mr J's morning call.
I was really really exhausted from yst's activities, so I wanna go back to slp.
But I have to prepared my uniform for the accred.
Finish preparing and left home.
We were quite late when reached kembangan.
The bus driver dunno got problem or wad.
Dun wanna open the door for the passengers to board the bus.
In the end, we let the others board the bus first.
No more space for us.
Lucky we met a sir who was gg to the campsite too.
So we took a cab down with him. Thank you sir!!!!
Today's accred was kindda scary.
The Slow mark time which is hentak kaki perlahan hentak suddenly disappear from my brain.
I was saying cepat hentak kaki cepat hentak and hentak kaki cepat @/(:&?+]€|?%|<*...
Cos I was to nervous to think. No recollection to dat command.
Just anyhow bomb till I really cannot make it le then I asked my ma'am who was testing...
Theory and practical and UI went well.
I heard dat my UI got full mark... Nice~
At last, everyone passed FD GOLD. Yayyyy!!!
Met Mr J and dakorkor agn. Hahas. But then dakorkor went home after a call.
Left with Mr J, my sister and me.
We went to KFC to eat.
Then buy stuffs.
My sister bought balloons to play.
We play till quite late then go home. Hahahas.
The end...

Ending dis post with another verse from the bible psalm 139:13-15(NKJV)
13 For You have formed my inward parts;
You have covered me in my mother's womb.
14 I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
Marvelous are Your works.
15 My frame was not hidden from You,
When I was made in secret,
And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the Earth.

Life...

2010-07-28T21:08:00.003+08:00

Back from aunty Jenny's funeral...
Life is really so so so so so short... Haizz...
Thr last time I saw her was years ago(?)
She haven't changed much though...
Except that the fact that I won't be seeing her again...
Mummy cried just now...
Was controlling my tears alright...
Saw the funeral on Tuesday.
Walked pass without even noticing dat it was Aunty Jenny's funeral...
Pretty...?

At viva now with Mr J.
Well... Thanks for acc me uh...
After the event I just went to...
And ur leg uh...

Now, talking about skool today...
Sleepy...? Almost fell asleep during lessons today...
Why? Hahas.
Truth:
I slept late at night yst to chiong my hmwk. =X
Autodesk after skool till 6:30.
Fun? Quite. But freezing alright...
Tml still have another session...
I wanna go for training tml!!!!
Gold accred dis Saturday... Haven even started revising the commands...
Help me, someone...??? Hahahas.
Should be about it for today...
Will be back very soon.
Buai~

Sad...

2010-07-27T23:05:00.004+08:00

Sadsadsad!!!
I failed my English summary!!!!
내가 실패 처음!!!!*슬픔*
But dat summary test wasn't easy as well...
Have to do draft... No time to finish writing or checking!!!
Today after skool, remedial, teacher gave us another summary test.
No draft needed dis time. And it was quite simple.
Should be able to pass ba...
During lesson, msg Mr J, he was quite sad cos he wasn't selected as one of the _ _ _ _ _ _s despite much service to the skool.
But Mr J know his own prorities la. NPCC de CI dat name more important right.
Hahas. Cheer up. Maybe they msg the wrong number only la.

Didn't meet Mr J today cos I wanna sleep!!!
At night, my sister pranked Mr J cos of wad he said.
And she scared him...
Really sowie to have worried u~
And next time rem to save ur work first before clicking onto dat red close button...
Now u have to redo everything...
Hahas. Shall sleep soon.
Mass run tml morning.
Good night~
Gonna end my post with a verse.
"You guide me with your counsel, leading me to a glorious destiny"
PSALM 73:24

두 번째 주

2010-07-27T00:51:00.004+08:00

여러분 안뇽!!
난 오늘 너무 행복 해~

오닐의 활동:
하나, woke up in the morning today and it is 우리의 두 번째 주.
So woke up to msg Mr J happy anniversary!!! Hahas.
Mr J very cute la. Start work at 8 but he reached office at 7.08...
Mr J, 8 start work wake up at 6 not 5.30...
U have to sleep more le la.
Today morning was raining, my sister went to skool first and she took the umbrella.
그래서, I have to walk to skool under the rain.
Was pretty much drenched from head to toe...
After dat during lesson felt a lil sick and tired.
First time in classing slept without myself noticing it...

두, got back our current affairs quiz today.
Teacher say got ppl get as low as 2(?) and as high as 12(?) and the ppl who got 2 is not those who normally get low marks.
When she say dat, I tot dat I was the person who got 2/15.
Waited for my paper... LUCKY I get 11/15. Scare me.
Mr lee wasn't in class today.
Miss azleen said dat he wun be for awhile.
Wonder wad happened to him.
Someone told me something that he saw.
근대 I dunno whether it's reliable or not. So...
Dun care la.

셋, skipped FSD training along with quraisyah today cos i wasn't feeling well...
Went home and slept from 3-5 then woke up to prepare something for Mr J.

넷, met Mr J at 6+ and bused down to cwp.
Went there to walk only.
Then we walked from cwp to vista for dinner with dakorkor =]
Was quite happy to have dinner with the 2 guys.
With the both of them around, life wouldn't be boring at all.
Had spaghetti with fried egg, ham and hot dog while Mr J ate rice with chicken(?) if I'm not wrong...

최후로, Mr J and dakorkor sent me home.
Went to shower then...
Talked to Mr J before he slept and after dat msg dakorkor till I slept cos I took some medicine for my sore throat.
Hahas. Sleep le then wake up agn at 12+ somehow...
And here I am updating my blog.
Updating seems easy these dats cos of my mom's iPhone.
Types type type finish, done, publish post and TADA!!!
Hahahas. I wanna get one for my own!!
Then I can update anytime even when my mom's not home.
Hehhehehes. Gotta save up!!!
Dats all for today.
~끝~

My Sunday with U.

2010-07-25T22:20:00.003+08:00

Yo!
I am back for the second post today!
Today morning at 9+AM, went to meet Mr J for breakfast.
Mr J ate first as I was waiting for my sister.
Dat gal showered for half an hour before coming out..
Before dat Mr J and I went under the void deck to slack till my sister come down.
Suay me nvr charge hp then it died on me, leaving me with Mr J.
He happy happy cos I was msging dakorkor about FOP.
And since my phone died, I'm all his. Hahahas.
After dat, my sister came down to the carpark to meet us.
Headed down back to viva for breakfast.
Very guai today, I finished my food.

After eating, nothing to do....
We stayed there talking for hours and hours.
Mr J learnt how to EMO:
1) draw circles
2) draw hearts
3) ET*my style*
4) turning rounds with 2 fingers*wad I do most*
Really sian le and Mr J leaving for home soon.
So, asked my sister to call her daddy, choonhup out to join us.

After he came for a while, Mr J left.
leaving the 3 of us.
Got bored and we went to 583 void deck to slack cos the sun was scorching hot dat time.
Walking from vista to 583 it's like burning my skin le.
I cannot tahan!!!
We chatted a lot about the skool and some other matters.
Got to know a lot of things.
And now, I scared lata kena bashed up...
Hahahas. Why?
Cos someone told me dat somebody also like Mr J...
Hahahahahahas!!!!

Came home at 3+ and watched tv, rot and msg.
Mr J thanked me for my actions today.
Hahas. Wad did I do... OOPS~
And also he can actually tahan me...
Today I a lil sot.
The tone i used to talk my sis say very act cute. =p
Just now, my family just celebrated an advanced birthday for me.
The cake I choose de.
But they seem to not like it very much...
Ahahas. Well...
Awefully chocolate next time???
Ya. Dats about it.
MY SUNDAY!!!
~끝~

FD Gold...

2010-07-25T06:38:00.009+08:00

HIHI!!!!

Good morning ppl!!!

Must be wondering why i am up so early?

Hahahas.
Woke up at 5.30AM to morning call Mr J.
Actually planned to go back to sleep after dat.
BUT, suddenly dun wanna sleep le.
So, here i am.

Firstly, to Mr J:
I nvr blame U for telling me all those even though its early in the morning.
Cos, I'd rather U tell me than keeping me in the dark.
And, REST ASSURED!!!
All the things I've said to U are a confirmation to U.
Plz dun think too much.
He is just a friend whom i care for.
I care more for U!
So,걱정 마세요!

Secondly, to Gerald:
Sowie~
I was very tired after training yst so my reply was short.
And also sowie for the late reply.
But then u seem like u are ignoring me kays.
U hardly msg me eh...

Okays, now.
About YST...
Woke up early in the morning and wash up prepare to go to RC campsite for Footdrill Gold Modular workshop with Janice, Jessika, Habshah, Hazirah, Enelton and last but not least, Our dear chairperson, Quraisyah who went for OA Gold workshop.
Met Mr J at 7.20(?)
And he acc me to interchange.=]
So rush dat i dun have time for breakfast.
So, when we reached Kembangan MRT, went to cheers to buy something to munch on.
Then bused to the campsite.
We were late, so the VIs were rushing us at the counter.
After dat was slow slow slow slow slow slow slow march.
My legs are aching now.
Slow march need to jerk our legs.
*tried very hard to jerk*

But they say need to jerk more.
March all the way from 9+AM to 12+PM.
Then LUNCH TIME!!!!
I missed my phone!!!!
First thing i do, take earpiece out, stuck it in my ear and on music!!!
Time to partay!
After makan, more and more marching.
Fun! But, TIRING~~~
After slow march, we learnt how to command.
Now i know, commanding not dat simple.
Got technique de.
Introduce, aware,execute.
After the training, all FD de ppl are gg 2 3 2 3 2 3 2 3 2 3....
Even me, i was walking and in my heart counting,
left 2 3 right 2 3 left 2 3 right 2 3.......
Hahahas.
U should have seen how we were walking.
Totally hilarious!!!

Met Hidayah ma'am after dat and took a bus home.
Come back home, extremely tired....
Msg me, replies will be as short as "lol!" or "yo!".
So very sowie to all those who msg me yst night cos i got no energy to move my fingers much.

AND LASTLY, something i found from ShuHui's blog:

When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand.

When she wants a hug,she will just stand there.

When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later.

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, “I’m fine,” after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games.

When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl says she can’t live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, “I miss you,” ; no one in this world can miss you more than that.

When a girl is mean to you after a break-up, she wants you back, but she’s scared she’ll get hurt and knows you’re gone forever.

When a girl says she loves you, she really means she loves you.

And dats all for now!!!

~끝~

2010-07-24T00:16:00.002+08:00

Dis post will only be for dakorkor!
So yeah. Just chatted with u on msn just now.
Dakorkor ah... I know u stress. I also stress...
But in life, not everything will go as how u planned it to be.
I was shocked, worried, surprised and everything else when u asked me dat question.
But I tell u... U'd better not. Harm ur body, waste ur money.
Wad's the use...
Dasao should know about it right?
I think she should also not want u to do dat, right?
U wan, u drink beer wine or best, VITA C!!!!
I buy for u, and u drink!!!
Just dun do dat kays?
And dun stress urself too much ba. Since all these were caused by stress, try to relax urself a lil.
Teacher teach de: a lil stress is good but too much stress is just bad for u.
Rem dis:
BE POSISIF!!!!
&.....
Always look at the bright side of life~~~

2010-07-23T22:59:00.003+08:00

WAH~~~~~~~~!!!!!!
Today good and bad tiring day.
During lessons nothing much happened.
Everything happened after skool.
Hazirah, enelton, laykiat and xiuqi, are having practice for silver accreditation.
The 3 sec2s were okay, or should I say, rather good.
Except for the one and only.
Q. Her footdrills. wa lan~
CMI... Dun wanna accred her le.
Actually wanna post a lot on Q de.
But I think will be very bad, so...
Yea. Hahas. I wun.

After FD accred, cane home to rest.
Then just now went to vista with my sister to meet Mr J.
Very fun today. We chatted a lot.
Mr J learnt how to fold dat straw heart from my sister.
In the end, he ended up with heart with 3 holes.
But I dun mind~
Finish le we walked at the pasar malam.
Then buy bubble tea.
Go vista park sit down at the playground and slack.
We shared the grape soda.
Lucky not ice blended, or else cannot finish...
To jiayee:
Mei ah... Owned is not win. Is the other thing. Rem okok???
Because my sister dunno wad we meant by owned, showed her something straight forward. Hehehehes.
Then we continue chat chat chat till my dad called us to go home.
Dun feel like leaving but still have to... Sian.
Now rotting at home.

Shall sleep at 12.
Tml got gold accred workshop.
Need to reach campsite by 9.
Tiring ah... I rather go do CIP. Hahahas.

Finally...

2010-07-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey~
I am back from 888.
Just went to KFC for dinner with Mr J and dakorkor.
Hahahas. Not awkward at all...?
Ya. At least dats wad I think cos I have U with me.
Ate cheesy meltz. Chat chat chat a lil.
And I try to do my RCY de stuff a lil then talk talk talk again.
Yea. Then after dat Mr J sent me home (dakorkor also did. Half way.)

During English lesson, I got bck the slips of paper my fellow classmates have on for comments on my oral presentation.
Thanks DARLING!!!!!
All the comments she write was posisif.
And the only one to write sweet~ hahas.
And My LOVE, Regine!!!!
And to the rest of my classmates.
Many ppl ticked the fluent box for mine.
And there was dis person which u dunno who wrote dat my English very ang-moh...
I think it should be litze ba.
Cute~
my English got so ang-moh meh?
And someone actually commented dat I was soft.
The one and only to say I spoke too softly...

Today English and Chinese both got test.
Seems quite simple should be got pass ba.
Then after dat came physics and chem test.
Chem test very simple.
But physics, got careless mistake!!!!

So, apparently, I am not the only one who feels dat the paper was difficult.
But everything must be ready.
Emo during lesson and recess cos of dat.
But lucky I got U to comfort me and cheering me on!!
Thank you Mr J!!!
Gonna chiong hmwk now.
잘가~

SNAP SNAP SNAP!!!

2010-07-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

(내 강아지~)

(내 동생~^^)

(U ok, i ok, everyone ok.)

(She was trying to play PEEK-A-BOO)

(I think she was trying to lick me...????!)

Mass Run agn. As per normal. Perspire lots???
No rash!!! No Itch!!! YES!!!
No trouble!!!!
But i sibei tired de lo.
My stamina drop like an elephant falling onto Earth from the Sky.
After Mass run, lessons.
Got back chem test paper de results le!!!
16/20!!! YAY!!!
Only got 2 wrong!!!!
Learnt many more new things today during chem when Ms Ong was taking the class.
A lot to remember for one chapter...

FSD Training after skool.
RCY assemble at 3pm.
NPCC assemble at 4.30pm
NCC leh??? Go where le?
Mr Isham told us to assemble 3pm to reherse together de.
In the end, NPCC only got 1 faithful cadet and 12 RCY cadetS.
In the end, we just teach some sec2s who are replacing the NDP peeps.

We practice till 4.30pm and after dat is FA comp de training le.
Regine joined us too!!!
The sec2 cadets were so hyper...
They talk talk talk talk talk so much...
Shout at them also no use.
Cos at most shout nia, no punishments.
Should i punish them the next time...?

Mr J came to skool today!!!
Met him at NP room after training.
At NP room talk talk a lil then went to Vista.
Settled down at the food court and Mr J bought me chrysanthemum tea for me while he had mountain dew.
Was playing his iTouch de sudoku 2 together.
After finishing our drinks, went to Basic.
Wanna buy something, but dun wanna buy...
Make sense...??? (no...)
He sent me home after dat and went to meet dakorkor.

My phone a lil sot today...
Can't send out msg...
IRRITATING~~~~~~~~~~

Reach home le.
Sian like hell.
So, i asked my sister to take pix together since she requested to take the last time and since we haven taken any for a long time le.
So.... Ya. The pix are up there.
The rest of the pix were uploaded on my FB, or some others are nvr upload.
She was complaining about how CHUBBY she looked in the photos.
ZZZZZZ. As if she even looked as chubby as me...

Gonna sleep soon~
여러분, 잘가~

Mood: happy. Misses~

2010-07-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

I am Here to blog because Mr J asked me to... Hehes.
But matter of fact, I still will update even when he dun ask me to la.
Gonna be an extremely long long post today.

Dis morning got PE NAPFA retest for standing board jump.
No surprise cos...
As per normal for each and every year, I failed again!
Hahas. Then after that is mother tongue lesson...
Disappointing... I failed cheena!!!
Expected la. But at least a 20/50 ma. I only get 17/50 leh.
The paper really very hard lo.
I hardly recognize any word on dat paper.
How to answer the questions? Huh? How? U tell me how?
Haiz. Why can't I choose Korean as my second language instead...
Korean is so much easier then cheena...
It's like English de ABC.
Haiz... Suan le. At least got U to comfort me. Hehes.
Now I only pray hard dat I dun fail my chem test only...
Getting the paper back on Thursday.
Miss Ong is coming back to go through the answers with us. (YAY!!!!)
The chem paper was rather simple so hopefully I can pass with flying colours.

Today skool end at 12.45pm cos got o lvl cheena listening compre.
After I reach home, I have to take care of my mama.
Another noty one... Sick still eat durian...
See la. Vomit lo. After vomiting must replenish ur energy de ma.
Eat le then vomit then need to fill up again de ma.
Cook instant noodle for u, only eat a lil then the rest I finish for u.
Aiyoyo... Tsktsktsk. I made the sauce myself leh... Cos u say u dun wan spicy de.
Then end up eating only 3 quarter...

Actually meeting Mr J to collect somethings.
But, after lunch, full like hell then went to do hmwk.
Do do do do do till I fell asleep...
And I didn't reply Ur msg. (so sowie~)
then woke up at 5 plus go to my room to sleep then I realise dat the time very late le.
Check my phone, saw ur msg.
And realized how late it was. But then I still very tired...
So eventually, I went back to my lala land~~~
Didn't had dinner at night cos of the heavy lunch dat I had.

At night, before Mr J slept we talked on the phone including my sister!!!!
OMTian~~~ why...?
- she picks up fights easily.
- she always quarrels with my boy-friends eveytime she talks to them.
- once she dun like dat guy, she will hate them.
- Mr J hardly know her.
- I was EXTREMELY WORRIED dat she will hate Mr J!!!!

All those made her sound bad.
But, actually she very nice de.
At least to me...
For the first time in my whole entire life, both of them actually talked like they knew each other for decades.
All my worries for quarrels... POOF!!!
Disappeared... They talk talk talk and laugh laugh laugh.
I think my sister fancies Mr J...
To jiayee:
Meimei, dun anyhow hor!!! Dat korkor not available Liao!!!

Hehes. But it's a good thing dat they get along well.
Or else next time like enemies again... Jialat ah...
And the way Mr J talk to her is so CUTE!!!!!
Especially the msg. I saw everything!
But Mr J like very blur cos 2 girls talking to him.
But still, glad that they can get Along well. =]]]

Well, shall hug my dog to sleep now...
Nitey nites~

Ps: u ask me blog then u also must tag kays? And also update ur own blog!!!

To: Mr J

2010-07-20T01:07:00.000+08:00

Today. Very nice day.
But then I now si bei worried de ok...
Mr J ah... Next time sick dun eat fast food le la.
Wun die without fast food de.
Drink pepsi somemore... Nvr die before ah.
And U vomited...
Say I not worried is fake de la.
But at least U told me about it.
U'd better take care of Urself OR ELSE I WILL take care of U.
And really... Tml not feeling well then dun work okok???
Had a really great time with U today.
And I _ _ _ _ _ _ U for the first time! On our first week!!!
But it's kindda okay. If it's other ppl... Hahahas. Can die!!
U bad boy today ah...
First, sick still eat fast food...
Second, give U dat card ask U go home read, U read at the bus stop...
Third, ask U to rest at home tml U dun wan...
Wad can I do...? U are Mr J ma.
Today's CIP was so sian...
Nvr did much but at least not too tiring.
Shall finish my hmwk and sleep le.
Can't wait for tml.
Gotta go now... Nights~

2010-07-19T00:29:00.003+08:00

Today started off well with me waking up by Ur msg.
But went back to sleep after that.
Then finish hmwk went to meet U under my block.
Went to amk hub after dat.
Walk walk see see but only buy my contact lens...
Then sian le jiu go junction8 also walk walk see see. Hahahas.
Then returned to woodland library really too quiet le. I cannot than then we go take bus are woodland to waste time.
Today very interesting ah...
I took the initiative to return Ur _ _ _ today.
Instead of being awkward, it was actually quite nice...
Thanks for acc me home today and for everything!!
And BTW it's our 1week le!
And U are down with a fever.
Drink lotsa water ya?
Or U wan me to force U to take vita C???

BLOATED....

2010-07-18T02:58:00.001+08:00

Finally!!!! HOME SWEET HOME~~~!!!!
It's so good to be home esp after spending the whole day out without my lollipop!!!!
Tired but dun feel like slping now.
Hahahas. U should be slping le ba.
My hair still haven dry yet so will be slping lata.

Continue from hmm... yst(?) de post.
Went out with my aunt and morning was really hungry so my aunt bought me potato chips(my fave-spicy!!!) and we brought Dylan to skool and went to eat.
Korean Restaurant... More spicy stuffs.
Then to United Square. Kiddy place with all kids ard.
Bought Dylan's dino-s. The store was very interesting.
Saw many teddies(LOVE THEM) and something else interesting a stuffed puppy with Ur name on it. TOTALLY LOVE IT MANZ!!! Felt like buying it for U but i dunno if U'll like it.
Took a pic of it, but i shall not post it.
Hahahas. Then we went to Great World City Mall to get Dylan more dino stuffs.
By then my lollipop de batt only left with 2 bars.(regretting not charging the night before)
Walked around the Mall and i see more teddies!!!!
Okay... Now i want a life sized teddy!!!
Those things are just so so so so cute and irresistible!!!!
After finishing with those dino-s shopping and teddies viewing(?) actually planned to go home.
BUT, my aunt wanna go to the BIG CARNIVAL held ard Marina Bay and it was about to start so she can't send me home.
No choice but to tag along with her...

Parked the cars ard the casino area then we walked to the carnival place.
While walking there, we stopped for a lil while to look at the fireworks.
There was the NE Show gg on. Fireworks were very nice.
But it only lasted for less than 5mins.
After we reached our destination, i got very tired, throat very pain, suay me kena ulcer and i felt like puking...
I think i just ate too much for one day.
To be more detailed, too much spicy food.
Stomach wasn't feeling very nice...
And i felt BLOATED but hungry, which makes no sense.
So i tahan not eating through out the whole carnival and without my lollipop cos by then my lollipop was already dead.
So i used Dylan's iPhone. Thank God that somehow i got a ring to poke dat hole or else i can't even insert my SIM card.
Then texted U and BB dakorkor till the iPhone also no batt le.
Suay till cannot become anymore worse le.
After dat suffered not being able to use ANY phone.

Then went to a restaurant to eat.
Only had a lil porridge.
I seriously wanna puke alright.
But at least it tasted nice.
Everyone was eating to their hearts content while i kept thinking of puking...
After the meal, went to XiaoGu's house and get the iPhone charged a lil.
And from there msg U a lil then it went dead agn.
And now I M FINALLY HOME.

Just talked to U on the phone.
I dunno how she knew about it.
But dun think too much ba.
U sounded really troubled.
U've got me alright?
Tell me everything if U wanna me to tell U everything too.
So, U got problem or feel troubled, tell me!!!!
My lollipop is always waiting for Ur msg/calls.

And now, my hair dry le.
Shall turn in now.
Good night and Sweet Dreams everyone!!! =]]]]

당신에: 사랑해요

2010-07-17T07:05:00.002+08:00

Went for YOG FAs training yst after skool.
The training was quite interesting.
Even though they taught us somethings that we already know.
But there were also new things to learn just treat dat as a re-cap ba.
Then went home with Quraisyah, Habshah, Janice and Jessika.
We lazy to stand so we took a bounce-back from marina bay to woodland.

Woke up today morning and realise i accidentally feel asleep yst...
Sowie~
And agn GOOD MORNING~ _th day le. Hehes.
Can't wait for the 8th day and also...
18th day!!!! U should know wad day it is la.
Was really nice gg out with U yst night.
The ice cream really too sweet.(and everything came out of my mouth... OOPS!)
And wah super duper tired ah...
Now U know why le la.
And i promise: From now on, I'll tell U everything MYSELF.(dat's unless i really dunno how to tell U la... so, ya.)

Going out with my aunt lata shall be back at 1PM.
Till then...

보고싶어~~~

2010-07-15T22:35:00.004+08:00

Today. Yes. Woke up in the morning and it was U again who would msg me "good morning".
Then prepare and other bla bla bla.
Go to skool got attire check today.
Lucky me nvr get caught. Hehehes.
Today really can die 5 tests in one day. But Chinese teacher nvr come today. One less test to take.
But tml still have... Cheena... Die~
After skool, cca!!!!
Nothing much except for FSD do the drills till my arms gg to dislocate Liao le...
Learnt many drills today.
More trainings on next Tuesday.
Wasn't able to conduct my FA training cos everyone busy with our own stuff.
After red cross was nco meeting.
Sad case... VC gg change...
Dunno why but I dun think should change lo.
I very happy with all our posts le leh.
Now change le...
Dunno if there will be more problems or would there be a posisif change???

After red cross went to vista to withdraw $$$.
Then met U just to say good bye.
Nothing much today...
But. Hahas. The first time U saw me inserting ______ in a SMS for U.
So must get well soon!!!

제 3 일

2010-07-14T22:00:00.005+08:00

Today started my day with receiving a msg from U.
Like wad U always do.
Had lessons today.
Chem was so boring that Mr Tan who came to inspect the class fell asleep along with Rifqi, Regine and Ahmad who were seated in the same row as me.
Hahas. My row got 5 peeps 3/5 fell asleep during chem.
I almost dozed off too.
Can't even use phone when there is extra teachers in class.
The new teacher just reapeats the same thing again and again.
No wonder they fell asleep.
Lucky I did not eat during recess or I would be one of the students who fell asleep during chem lesson.
Physics was fun.
Learnt 2 new formulas today.
After that Mr Cheng told us a story about himself which happened to him when he was 23.
It was about how his right eye cornea got scraped off in the first 2 layers which took him 2 months to recover.
Well... Was kindda uncomfortable while listening.
But, it was also funny.
The whole class was laughing at how dramatic he was.
Can go be actor le la.

After skool went down to Red Cross HQ for First Aid competition de briefing.
Brought the 2 flag poles and Red Cross flag borrowed from HQ.
And also the Batam camp tee back cos got printing errors...?
After the briefing went down to Harbour Front with Jessika to meet U.
First time playing sudoku wor~
Quite good ah... Can finish faster than me.
Today talked quite a lot on the MRT.
But Jessika like kena PS.
Hahahahs. Today de MRT really a lot of peeps.
Till we have to wait for another train.
And yea. I wun let go de. But U keep shaking eh...
And... U made me transform to pikachu for 3 times today.
So now I very very very tired le...
Will be sleeping after I finish with Ms Azleen and Mr Nicholas' cards.
잘가.

~끝~

2010-07-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

Hahas. I think I am going to be like pikachu soon...
Yes. 10 times. I still become pikachu...
But it was nice being with U.
And wow~
Go out with U today and the ppl we met.
First, my mom.
And she asked me who U are after I reach home.
Hahas. I got nothing to say...
Secondly, my friends.
They also ask me the same question.
Thirdly, my cousins and aunty!!!
SHITTY MAMA!!!
Now waiting for dat question which I can guarantee they will ask.

And I know dat U are very tired today.
Hahas. I also. But honestly.
U really have a lil fever leh.
Go see the doctor okok???
No topic to talk about today.
And so it was... ABOSOLUTE SILENCE!!!
Only talked a lil.
Hahas. And when I say nothing it sometimes meant something.
Well... End of post.
~끝~
우리 의 second day.
And many more to go. =]
{제스퍼} ♥♥♥

Before...

2010-07-13T00:13:00.003+08:00

Well... I just felt like blogging before Sleeping.
Just now U really talk to me differently now.
Wasn't really nice leh...
BB dakorkor chatted with me and viian and leen.
Let's meet wake up next week!!!
Haven seen both u very long le.
so let's meet well next!!! Okok??

Btw, U should still be sleepig now.
Really sian now...
Hope u were still awake to talk to me.hahahahhas.
I miss u~

내 일

2010-07-12T20:06:00.005+08:00

Firstly, I'm so so very sowie~~
I did not realize Ur feelings till U told me.
So sorry for breaking Ur heart.
And pls dun emo.
Continue to be my friend.
But I dun mind if U dun wan to.
But I really hope that we still can be friends.
And I'm really really really sowie~~

To the other U, 고마워!!!
Thank U so much!!!
U know for wad la...ㅋㅋㅋ
Was very nice being with U.
But U also dun emo emo de okok????
I know U see the guys the msg a lil bu shuang...
But rest assured...
They are my friends.
Including my dakorkor.
Dun eat his vinegar can le.
And and and.... Dun mess up my hair.
I am so going to aunt stella's to get my hair fixed!!
Anyone wanna go with me????

Shall end here.
And hopefully I dun get bashed by ppl uh... Hahahas.
12 July 2010-17:16 =]]
제스퍼!!!
사랑해~
내 남자친구~!
영원히 사랑해!!!

Last post today...?

2010-07-11T20:39:00.003+08:00

Hahas. I back agn!!!! From not long ago.
So happy today!
I got to chat with Gina, my primary school best friend on msn just now.
Although only talk a lil, but at least I got to chat with her a lil.
Have been a long time since I chatted with her.
Hopefully we can meet again sometime to catch up with each other.

To U whom I know is supposingly reading now.
Wah I wait for very long for one reply hor...
And U saw my prev post right...?
Be careful.... One day i flood Ur whole inbox!!!
Yes... Happy waiting!!!
And U really very busy!!!
Hahahas. I replying Ur msg here.
Oh. Yahor... I forgot.
Today someone buy iTouch...
Good lo. Now I jealous le... Hahahahas.

And to the other U.
Hahahahs. Dis is like my 3rd post for today.
U got read dao sian ma??
And I haven read Ur blog yet even though I asked U to update.
But I gg to read it lata.

Hahahas.
Bye bye for now~

2010-07-11T16:58:00.003+08:00

Hihi!!!!
I'm back agn from blogging in the morning.
Cos the one in morning was only meant for U.
Really very bored today.
Slacking at home with nothing to do except watching horror movies.
But at least I have U to acc me. Hahas.
Very nice hor.
Can go out today...
While I am stuck at home...
If I continue like dis I am sure to grow fat!! *pouts*
Hahas. But anyways, congrats!!
On getting Ur bursary even though it's Ur 5th time le.

Now I'm lying on my bed blogging with the iPhone waiting for Ur msg...
U sure is one busy person.
And I saw Ur blog. Hahahas.
I got cheer U up meh...
I think it's the opposite ba...
U hear me cry through the phone for 3 to 4 times le.
And everytime is U cheer me up after dat de lo.

And lastly, to dat other U...
Why do U keep insisting that I like him...
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
And seriously...
I dunno how I am supposed to reply Ur msg.
But anyways, just dun emo anymore okay????
I dun wanna see dat word appearing in Ur blog!!!
Smile and emo also cannot!
절대로 안돼!!! 알랐어??
I only wanna see smiles in Ur blog.

And FINALLY!!!!!
My mom's going to sign up for free unlimited SMS for me so I can msg U as much as I like. And I WILL copy U who flooded my inbox with tons of msg the other time! Revenge!!!!!! Hahahahahahahahahhahas!!!!!!!

Answers to ur question...

2010-07-11T09:19:00.006+08:00

Hahahas. Dis is ur answer.
1/Cos u are always there for me when I needed help.
2/You listens to wad I have to say.
3/You comforts my when I am sad.
4/You cheer me up when I am down.
5/ And lastly, because.... Shitty mama!!!! Hahahas.

Dats all to ur question.

2010-07-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!!
I'm back from Aloha Loyang.
Today, many things happened... Hahahas.
Woke up at 6 dis morning to get ready to go to skool for speech day parade.
Hahahas. Was so tired lo. But not as tired as SOMEONE else la.
Sleep at 2 and wake up at 5... Hahahas!!!!
Today's speech day parade went smoothly except for some mistakes.
Even though the teachers say we did well but I think the teachers nvr saw HER mistake I think cos it's not very obvious.
But to dat person who did dat mistake. Pls la. Even the sec1s can do better than u lo. And who told u that u can move in a squad de. During speech day parade some more. Shame on u!!! Learn from ur juniors la.

After parade went to NPCC room to chat.
Then to RCY room to pack some stuffs.
Really had a fun time chatting.
Thanks to dat U who made my day today!!!
고마워!!!
Went home after dat...
Had a little nap before going to Aloha to celebrate Fang KorKor's birthday.
Quite bored there. I was the photographer for the day.
Nothing much to do.
Cos the only things I do is take pictures of the same thing agn and agn.
Got bored so I call someone to talk.
Thanks to u I wasn't so bored but nvr ask me to sing through the phone.
Cos i think will be a lil lagging and may sound different.
And U asked me not to drink.
But sowie~~~
I drank a lil cos my cousin offered me some.
Got quite drunk... But not very drunk.
Dat lvl of drunkardness actually made me say anything and everything.
Even my sister's secret. Oopsies~~~
And she was staring at me after that. Hahaha.
But my father was like so-so. Nvr care much also...
Then came home cos I was complaining so much and pestering my dad to come home.
Now my stomach feels weird...
Like stirring and I am very very tired and si bei sian!!!
Dunno if it's the effect of drinking or wad...
And to the other U. Dun emo la~ I msg him only eh...
Unless u jealous... Hahahas. Xp
Impossible though.
I today also nvr emo u say u wun emo if I din emo de lo.
Smile okok??? Like dis. =]
hahas.

Time to turn in now!!!
Or else I'll start talking rubbish again.
Nights~!

2010-07-07T20:56:00.003+08:00

Mass-run today...
Long time since I perspire so much...
The feeling is really... Dunno wad to say.
Dirty??? Uncomfortable??? Hahahas. Anything la.
Finally, I think I'm losing my allergy soon.
Good ah!!!! Troublesome... Always have to take medication one night before exercises... Extremely SHITTY MAMA!!!!
But no rash means no medication! YES!!!!
But no excuse to not exercise... *pouts*
Nvm... At least I can do anything I wanna do without suffering the after effects...

After skool, stayed back for SS remedial...
But many ppl not here so it was postponed to next week.
Also good. Got time to eat.
Was very hungry and weak cos dis morning nvr eat not even the chocolate I have every morning cos I cannot find it!!!! Dunno which shitty mama go finish my chocolate...
So I ate a lil for lunch.
After dat was training for the speech day dis coming Saturday.
Their drills improved!!!! YAY!!!
After training went to npcc room slack.
Then went home.

Haiz... Wad I fret would happen seems to be happening....
I am really afraid that one day, it really will happen.
Nonetheless, the only thing I can do now is to prepare for the worse...
So maybe I wun be so scared when dat day comes...??
Or will I...? Hope not.
It'll be living hell if the doctor tells me dat...
Hahas. Think the doctor will since I've been experiencing some of the symptoms he told me to be aware of...
*cross fingers* hopefully it's not gonna be bad news in September...

Jasper:
I today nvr run away hor.
I still went to find u myself.
Hahahas!!
And I am not gg to tell u.
The only thing dat I gg to tell u is I might be MIA-ing for awhile.

Long long long lonely day... =]

2010-07-06T22:32:00.005+08:00

Today really lonely la.
Recess time alone!!
Hahahas. Nvm!!!
At least I managed to finish my cheena hmwk.
Shen Lao shi gave us extention.
I sucks in cheena. So dat hmwk really is a challenge.
During class... Bleed!!!!
I tot a lil only lo.
Bleed le then PE stop.
But after recess.... Continue!!!!
It bled like I got a lot of blood enough to feed 2 vampires.
So asked for plaster from Jessica.
Lucky she have, or else I dunno when it'll stop bleeding...

After skool, training for speech day!!!
Okay... The cadets really must improve their footdrill le.
Hahahas. Actually wanna take my elite cadets.
But they all got split up into groups.
And I wasn't allowed to take any groups with my elite cadets!!!
But my group today okay la.
But they xia Suay...
My mood not too good today...
And I also not feeling too good.
So, for the first time I pump my cadets.
Hahas. But of cos I wasn't very very stern la.
Play play so they wun do the same mistake only.
Owe me 40, got 5 ppl including me so each person 8.
Ya. Very nice le. At least not each person 40.
Tml we are so gg to use the leaf And seeds.
Or else I will see chickens flying around...

Npcc dakorkor:
I will listen to u de.
But then do wad u ask me to...
See first ba. Cos I also must have time to do those things.
And no worries la and dun sad!!!
I'm perfectly fine... Maybe not perfectly but just fine la.
Even though I'm a lil sad too... Hahas.

Jasper:
hahas. I nvr run away la...
Not feeling well la. So I go home first.
Tml la. I wun "run away".

BB dakorkor:
korkor!!!! Psps. Nvr reply ur MSG today.
Got training all those so no time to reply u.
And when u online I talk very less cos I very tired le.
You dun mind hor~~~

Gerald:
hahas. Nah. Now u have also okay.
All I can say is welcome to my world!!!
But then still must stay posisif okok???
Not happy then talk to me la.

Regine:
i nvr call u ginger very good le wor~
only GINE~~ hahahas.
I lazy and no mood to pronounce re la.
And.... Ur Chinese dat hmwk Cher give de too short le la!!!
U think she will accept ah...
I think mine she also cannot accept le lo.
Anyhow bomb things inside...

Darling:
darling~ psps.
I today really no mood to talk.
Sowie for my very charcol de face in the morning.
But I promise tml wun charcol le okok???

2010-07-05T15:18:00.002+08:00

Watched "Whispering corridors 5: A blody pledge".
Dat show really very SHITTY MAMA!!!
I was so scared dat i scream la.
Okay... No one accept for some ppl heard me scream before la.
So... Imagine how scary it is...

Hahahas.
Well... Today no skool!!!
Supposingly is "YAY!!!"
But then... Is really sian dao i can go to my room and emo de lo.
But thank u Jasper, Sherman and Xinquan!!!
Sian do wad??? Msg!!! Hahahahas!!!
But then msg dao yi ban, my line SOT!
I just recieved Jasper's msg which he sent at 3:05PM.
Shupit right...

So reach 6 le. MSN!!! Gerald, XinQuan and Jasper!!!
BE POSISIF!!!!
Well... might be for diff reasons.
But... always look at the bright side of life~ dudu~ dudududududu~
Yeap Yeap~! Dat's all~
~끝~

I LIVE FOR YOU ALONE... ♥♥♥

I am z okay!

2010-07-05T00:07:00.003+08:00

Npcc dakorkor:
dunno if u will read or wadever.
Dun worry. I am okay.
At least I wun do wad I did yst...
Well. Ya I wun. For now at least...

Jasper:
zzzz. I really okay la.
Tml need to work!!! Dun talk talk talk!
And I am fine. Seriously 1090 fine!
At least not 0100 where I really will do stupid things...

Hahas. Was on the phone a moment ago.
Talking is a lil awkward now.
But. Hahas. Thanks!
Thanks to u two!!! I m much better la.
Well... 1090 fine.
And I will try my best not to think so much la hor.
Well... I may think about it for a lil.
But I wun end up hurting myself again.
Lastly, thanks for still being my friend.
I am blessedd to know u 2.
And BB dakorkor and Gerald!
Thanks guys!!!

I LIVE FOR YOU ALONE... ♥♥♥

I M BACK.

2010-07-04T10:01:00.003+08:00

Okay... Back from being dead, resuracted...
Hahahahas. Many things have happened since my last post.
Especially recently.
But nonetheless, the most important thing is that everyone is happy now.

Hmm...
I really pity or sometimes dislike those guys.
But it's thier choice...
Only... Even if it's ur choice, dun drag other ppl down the ocean too.
Heart-breaking eh...
Okay. Should go do my journal le.
Or else HQ ppl will chase for it.
Will be back soon~

I LIVE FOR YOU ALONE... ♥♥♥

2009-09-08T00:17:00.003+08:00

i'm back after weeks.
The Musique, Notre Lien will be stopped here.
If u're intrested to continue reading it, u can visit http://z14.invisionfree.com/Quainte/index.php?showtopic=9155&st=80&#entry12180617
Credits : kyowen
It was a fic story written by her.
There are many more fic stories on Quainte, do visit http://www.quainte501.com/
if u wan to read the fic stories or to get to know more about ss501 or to gather at the quainte chatango to chat with other ss501 fans.

Just now, i was watching some vids and came across these vids dat totally freaked me out.
But of cos it freaked me out.
It was rated for 15 and above.
But i still watched it.
Here are the vids:

Hope u enjoyed the vids.
I think most ppl should have freaked out like i did.
And oh my TIAN!!
I just saw 2 large lizards behind me just now.
Sounds like fighting.
Encountered dis for the 2nd time dis yr.
Scary... They just fight and suddenly jump out...
With the noise they are making... it's really scary.
Esp at the middle of the night.
Well, i'm turning in now.
안녕히 주무세요!
(good night!)

Chapter 5- The past and the present

2009-08-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

Chapter 5 ; The Past & The Present

[Nobodies P.O.V]

A little girl aged around five to six years old wandered through a hallway.

“Mummy! Daddy! Where are you?”

She continued to walk down the hallway until she reach a room situated at the end of the hallway.

Knocking gently she then opened the door.

What greeted her was the sight of her mother, hanging from the ceiling….dead.

“Mummy!”

[Kyo Wen’s P.O.V]

I sat up in bed with sweat dripping down my forehead.

It was that dream again. The dream that haunted me every night since the day my mother hung herself.

Unable to go back to sleep I glanced at the clock that showed it was 4.30 in the morning.

Sighing, I got out of bed and got ready for work.

After checking my appearance in the full length mirror, I walked down the stairs towards the kitchen.

As I opened the cupboard my phone rang.

I reached into my pocket and pulled out my phone.

“Hello?”

I was curious of who would be on the other side of the line so early in the morning.

“Kyo Wen ah. Hyun Joong won’t wake up!” complained Jung Min.

“Oppa? What are you doing up so early?”

“Have you forgotten? I’m in charge of waking the others up”

“Yah, it’s only five in the morning! You’re suppose to wake them up at five thirty”

“Oh. I thought it was five”

I could just see Jung Min’s embarrassed expression in my head.

I laughed to myself.

“Yah, Kyo Wen ah, why are you laughing to yourself?” asked Jung Min.

“Oh, it’s nothing. Anyways, just let Hyun Joong sleep. I’ll be there in fifteen minutes,okay?”

“Okay”

I quickly hung up and grabbed a pack of biscuit and a box of fruit juice from the cupboard and stuffed them into my backpack.

Checking to make sure that I have everything in order at home, I grabbed my car keys and left for their dorm.

[SS501’s Dorm | Kyo Wen’s P.O.V]

“Morning!” I greeted the four zombies sitting on the floor.

They just looked up at me then glared at Jung Min.

“Yah, why are all of you looking like zombies?”

“The horse woke us up too early!” complained Hyung Joon.

“It’s called being punctual!” retorted Jung Min.

“Okay, okay. Quite bickering and go get ready. You aren’t going to turn up at the dance battle in your PJ’s are you?” I asked while eyeing them.

Kyu Jong slightly nudged Young Saeng whom then nudged Hyung Joon whome threw a fit.

“Is it that hard to go bathe? Jong oppa, you go bathe!” I ordered.

Kyu Jong reluctantly got up and dragged himself into the bathroom.

“Min oppa, you too” I pointed at Jung Min whom was lying on the floor.

“Do I have to?” he whined.

“Go!”

Giving up, he got up and went into the other bathroom.

Sighing, I walked into Hyun Joong’s room to wake him up.

“Oppa, wake up!”

I shook him vigorously but he continued sleeping like a log.

“Yah! Oppa!” I screamed into his ear.

I was going to get closer and scream into his ear again when he suddenly turned and I ended up having my lips on his.

Shocked, I pulled back and his eyes flickered open.

“Sorry” I muttered before walking out of his room clearly embarrassed.

“Kyo Wen ah, why are your cheeks so red? Do you have a fever?” asked Kyu Jong while he placed his palm on my forehead.

“I’m fine” I swatted his hand away and pulled Hyung Joon up onto his feet and sent him into the bathroom to get ready.

“Min oppa, can you help me prepare breakfast?” I called from the kitchen.

“Yeah, sure. Just a minute”

He then came running into the kitchen while putting his watch on.

“What are we going to have today?” he asked, looking at the ingredients.

“I was thinking of making pancakes. What do you think?”

“Great!”

We then started to prepare the batter and in about half an hour we had six plates of freshly made pancakes with maple syrup set on the counter top.

Jung Min pulled out a tray from one of the cupboards and placed three plates on it while I took the other three.

“Yah, come get your pancakes” I called to the others.

They quickly got onto their feet and scampered over to get their breakfast.

I passed Hyun Joong his plate without making eye contact with him.

“So, how are your preparations for the dance battle later?” I asked while digging into my pancake hungrily.

“Great, but I’m not sure if we will win” replied Hyun Joong.

“I’m sure you guys will do fine. Even if you don’t win at least you tried” I replied without looking at Hyun Joong.

[Recording Studio | Kyo Wen’s P.O.V]

“Jung Min, your hair is too flat!” commented Hyun Joong.

Jung Min then ran to the mirror and fixed his hair while Kyu Jong sat there warming up.

Young Saeng was busy texting and Hyung Joon was practicing the dance moves.

“Okay guys, gather round” I called.

They assembled in front of me and I smiled at them.

“Remember, it doesn’t matter if you win or loose. What matters most is that you do your best, okay?”

“Okay” they chorused.

I placed my hand out in front of me and they placed theirs on mine.

“Fighting!” we screamed.

As the boys were getting ready to go on stage, Hyun Joong approached me.

“Kyo Wen ah”

“Yeah?” I turned around then stopped when I realize we were standing too close to each other.

I quickly took a step back.

“I just wanted to apologize for what happened this morning” he said while starring at his shoes.

“Ah, it’s okay. Don’t think about that now, do your best on the stage” I patted his shoulder then turned back to help Kyu Jong fix his mic.

[Later | Kyo Wen’s P.O.V]

I stood beside the stage and watched the boys perform.

I was truly amazed at how good they were.

Throughout the week I was too busy to watch them practice and therefore this was the first time I was seeing the dance.

Dong Bang Shin Ki’s manager was standing beside me when he suddenly spoke up.

“They are quite a talented bunch” he commented.

“Yeah, they are. Dong Bang Shin Ki are talented too” I replied with a smile.

“How long did they practice?”

“About a week”

“Ah….”

Our conversation ended there and the boys exited the stage.

I quickly went into the changing room to look for them.

“You guys did great!” I praised them.

The Dong Bang boys turned and look at me as I had screamed from the entrance.

“Oopss, sorry” I apologized before scampering over to the double S boys.

“Kyo Wen ah, was there a need to scream?” asked Jung Min with a teasing smile.

I just knocked him on the head lightly then turned to Hyun Joong.

“Yah, you didn’t tell me you guys were THAT good” I complained.

“I didn’t want to blow my own trumpet” he replied with a grin on his face.

Then a girl about a year younger then me came running into the room towards Kyu Jong.

“Oppa! You were so great up there!” She boomed with a bright smile on her face.

“Kyo Min, don’t run all over!” scolded a man in his mid 40’s.

I took a good look at him then my face fell and my body filled with anger.

“I’m so sorry, but my daughter is a really big fan of yours and was very excited when I told her I managed to get us backstage passes for today’s show” explained the man.

“Oh, it’s okay” replied Kyu Jong with a smile.

“Can I have your autographs, please?” pleaded the girl he called Kyo Min.

“Sure!” chorused the boys.

“Wait!” I stopped them.

All five boys, Kyo Min and her father turned towards me.

“What’s wrong Kyo Wen?” asked Young Saeng who saw the anger in my eyes.

“Kyo….Kyo Wen?” stuttered the man.

“You’re Kyo Wen?” he asked.

“Yes, I am” I replied coldly.

“Kyo Wen ah, it’s really you! I’ve been looking for you for so long!” he extended and arm out to touch my face but I pushed it away.

“Don’t touch me!” I screamed.

The double S boys and Kyo Min starred at me while the Dong Bang boys stood there watching with curious faces.

“Kyo Wen ah, I’m your father. Don’t you remember me?” he asked with tears streaming down his cheeks.

“I don’t have a father! Even if I did, he died the moment my mother hung herself!” I screamed and ran out of the room.

Tears were streaming down my cheeks like a dam had broken.

Why did he have to appear after so many years?

I had made a declaration that my father had died since I was six.

He was the cause that my mother hung herself.

He was having an affair with my mother’s best friend and she couldn’t take it anymore.

She didn’t want to tell me because she thought I was too young to understand.

But my aunt that took me in had told me what had happened.

I grew up as an orphan in an orphanage since I was seven as my aunt was going to get married and her husband objected to the idea of adopting me.

Those days were not days that I would like to ever remember again.

I finally came to a stop as I reached a nearby park and sat down on a nearby bench.

I cried so hard my body shook.

I never thought that I would meet him again, not after so many years.

My mind drifted off to the time when I was five, when mummy, daddy and I were at the beach celebrating my birthday.

I was interrupted by someone screaming my name.

“Kyo Wen! Kyo Wen ah, where are you?”

There was more then one voice.

I wasn’t ready to see anybody so I stood up and walked off.

But before I could get any further I felt someone pull onto my hand.

“Kyo Wen!” sighed Kyu Jong.

I starred at him then tears started to roll down my cheeks again.

He pulled me close to him and soothed me.

Soon, all the other four boys had joined us and enveloped me into a group hug.

I didn’t want to let them see me like this but I couldn’t stop.

About fifteen minutes later I had calmed down and my tears had stop coming out.

“Sorry” I mumbled under my breath.

“It’s okay” replied Hyun Joong while he patted my head.

“Let’s go home” suggested Young Saeng.

“No! You guys have to go back for the ending ceremony!” I protested.

“It’s not important and I’m sure you do not want to go back there” replied Jung Min.

“It’s okay, come on!”

I grabbed Kyu Jong’s hand in my right and Jung Min’s in my left and dragged them all back to the studio.

Dong Bang Shin Ki and the MC was already on stage when we got back.

The crowd was obviously curious at why SS501 wasn’t on stage or anywhere in sight as they cheered when the boys enetered.

I quickly ushered them up the stage and resumed my position at the side of the stage beside the Dong Bang boy’s manager.

He just smiled at me when I stood beside him and I replied with a smile.

I had my full attention on the boys when suddenly I felt someone tap me on the shoulder.

I spun around and was met by Kyo Min.

“Erm, hi” she said shyly.

“Yes?” I asked, not wanting to talk to her.

I know it’s not her fault but I wasn’t ready.

“I just wanted to say hi” she replied with a smile on her face.

Her smile resembled mine, it was an inheritance from ‘our’ father.

“Well, hi” I replied not knowing what else to say.

“I’ve always wanted an older sister” she suddenly said.

I looked at her with a weird look then sighed.

“I’m not ready” I just told her bluntly.

She seemed hurt but I was just telling her the truth.

“Well, I’m sorry. I don’t know what happened between mummy, daddy and you but I really like you” she said with a sad glow in her eyes.

“Your mum and dad was the reason for my mother’s death” I shot back. Venom dripping with each word.

She jumped back a little at my sudden outburst.

“Sorry” I mumbled then turned my attention back to the boys.

She obviously got the point that I did not want to speak to her and just stood the quietly behind me.

The MC was about to announce the winner of the dance battle.

I was nervous and I could see that the boys were too.

“Kyu Jong oppa, fighting!” screamed Kyo Min from behind me.

So, she likes Kyu Jong I thought to myself.

The boys fidgeted on stage and I gave them an encouraging smile.

“And the winner for tonight’s dance battle is……..DOUBLE S 501!” announced the MC.

I screamed out in joy and the boys all stared in disbelief at the MC.

“Well, we would like to thank our company DSP for giving us time to practice and to our choreographer for teaching us patiently and of course to our parents for supporting us with whatever decision we made and lastly to our manager Kyo Wen for always being there for us. Thank you” finished Hyun Joong.

As they came down the stage I ran over to them and hugged them all.

“I told you that you could do it!”

“Yah, you look happier then us” joked Hyung Joon.

“Well, I am” I squealed happily.

“Congratulations oppa!” said Kyo Min whom appeared suddenly.

“Thank you” they replied.

“Erm, can you guys give me your autographs now?” asked Kyo Min whom glanced at me.

The boys all turned and looked at me and I just nodded my head at them.

They happily signed Kyo Min’s autograph book then took a picture with her.

“Come on guys, we have to go now. You have an early schedule tomorrow”

“Okay” they said their good byes then as I was about to leave Kyo Min ran up to me.

“Unnie, thank you for letting them sign my autograph book”

“It’s nothing, there’s no need to thank me. It was them who was willing to sign your book in the first place”

“But still, thank you. Can I have your number, unnie? So I can contact you in future and we can go hang out?” she asked with a hopeful look.

I didn’t have the hear to say no, so I gave her my number and left.

[SS501’s Dorm | Kyu Jong’s P.O.V]

“Hyung, can I talk to you?” asked Kyu Jong.

“Yeah, sure. What is it?” asked Young Saeng whom was in his room.

Kyu Jong closed the door behind him and sat down beside Young Saeng.

“Hyung, please don’t laugh at me. But I think I’ve fallen in love” confessed Kyu Jong.

“What?! You know very well that we aren’t allowed to get romantically involved with anyone!” boomed Young Saeng.

Kyu Jong clammed his hand over Young Saeng’s mouth to shut him up in fear that the others might hear.

“Why don’t you use a mic, hyung” sighed Kyu Jong in frustration.

“Sorry. But you know that, right?” asked Young Saeng.

“Yeah, I do. But I just…I don’t know”

Kyu Jong buried his head into Young Saeng’s pillow and screamed.

“Kyu Jong ah” called Young Saeng.

“What?” he sat up and fiddled with the leg of his pants.

“Who is it?”

“Eh ....”

(to be cont.)

Chapter 4(Musique, Notre Lien)

2009-08-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

Chapter 4 ; Stressed No More

[Next day | DSP’s meeting room | Kyo Wen’s P.O.V]

The boys and I were asked to assemble at the meeting room at nine in the morning but it’s now 9.30 and yet there is still no sign of Kim Jung oppa.

“Do you think this is about the punishment?” asked Kyu Jong.

Jung Min’s head snapped up from the book he was reading and starred at me.

“I’m sure it’s nothing. Maybe he just wants to see how you guys are doing before the dance battle tomorrow” I replied, flashing Jung Min a reassuring smile.

He just kept quiet and hung his head.

I quietly kicked Kyu Jong’s leg under the table and gave him a ‘did-you-have-to-say-that’ look.

Not knowing what he did at first he then sensed his mistake and smiled a sheepish smile.

“Kyo Wen ah, is Kim Jung oppa going to come or has he forgot?” complained Hyun Joong.

“I’m not sure, let me call him”

As soon as I pulled my phone out the door opened and in came Kim Jung oppa.

“Oppa ah, you’re late!” I scolded, jokingly.

“Sorry, I got caught up in some matters” he replied.

“Hyung, what do you want to talk to us about?” asked Hyun Joong.

“Well, we’re going to discuss about Jung Min’s punishment of course” he stated.

Jung Min whom was already slowly disappearing in his seat then slumped even lower.

“Oppa, can’t you just let this slide for once? I mean after all his hard work this is just the first mistake he made and he cleared it up”

I quickly pulled out a magazine from my backpack and placed it infront of Kim Jung oppa.

There was an article on Jung Min’s case in it and they had done him justice by pointing their fingers back at So Hee for threatening Jung Min.

“If I do that then all the other artistes would just go out and create more problem for me”

“It’s okay, I’ll take whatever punishment you’re going to give me” interjected Jung Min with a determined face.

The other four members all looked worried but ready to defend Jung Min if anything serious happens.

“I’ve discussed with the board members and we have agreed on a punishment for you Jung Min” he pointed the statement right at Jung Min and gave me a ‘don’t-interrupt’ look.

I sat back into my chair and rolled my eyes at him.

“I will accept your decision” replied Jung Min, taking in a deep breath.

“And so, I shall announce your punishment. We have decided on putting you in charge of all the members needs. For example, you’ll buy the groceries, do the chores and most importantly wake them up” explained Kim Jung oppa with a smile on his face.

The five boys and me all practically had our jaw hanging right to the ground.

“Yah, oppa! You almost scared me to death” I screamed at him.

“What? I wasn’t giving you the punishment. Why are you so afraid?” he shot back.

“This are my boys we’re talking about, of course I’m afraid” I replied.

“Your boys?” he asked giving me a mischievous grin.

The boys too sat there and cocked an eyebrow at me.

“Wha…what?” I stuttered.

“Since when did they become ‘your’ boys. I remember you cursing me every single day for putting you in charge of five horrible kids” teased Kim Jung oppa.

“Yah, that’s in the past! Anyways, I have been looking after them for the past two months now and well…. I realized they aren’t that bad”

“Awww…..”

The boys stood up and gave me a group hug that I would have declined a week ago but accept willingly now.

I suddenly shot out of my seat.

“Oh my god! What time is it?” I asked.

“Ten fifteen, why?” asked Hyung Jun.

“Yah, there’s a recording at ten thirty!” I quickly got up and pulled the boys along with me and rushed out to the car.

“Oppa, step on it. We have to reach there by ten thirty!” I ordered.

The boys started struggling in the car, kicking and hitting each other by accident while changing into their outfits.

But, they managed to change without gaining any serious injuries.

The worst was a kick Kyu Jong suffered that was delivered by Hyun Joong.

Anyways, in a record time of seventeen minutes we reached the studio and rushed out of the car towards the recording room.

[Recording room | Kyo Wen’s P.O.V]

They had started the show without waiting for the boys.

Upon seeing the boys the MC’s resumed their original speech and announced that all five of the boys would be performing UR Man.

Hyun Joong leading the rest quickly grabbed a mic from the assistant and got on stage.

Everything was smooth sailing from there on.

The crowd cheering with all their might, the boys giving their all during the performance and the endless envious comments I got from other managaers.

“You’re so lucky to have got to be SS501’s manager. I wanted that job so badly” whined my fellow course mate whom had entered DSP with me, Shin Min Ju.

“Yah, Kara’s not bad” I replied.

“I know, they’re really nice but it’s not like you don’t know how much an SS501 die hard fan I am” she sighed dreamily.

I shook my head at her and lightly tapped her on the head.

“Get a grip of yourself, you’re going to scare them” I joked.

“Yah, atleast they’ll remember me,no?” she continued with her fantasy.

The boys then came in through the backstage door.

“Kyo Wen ah, I’m developing a bruise” complained Kyu Jong pointing to his slightly bruised leg.

Min Ju practically started hyperventilating there.

It was her first time meeting SS501 up close and personal after working at DSP for months.

“Yah, Hyun Joong ah, how hard did you kick Kyu Jong?” I bent down and examined Kyu Jong’s bruise.

“It was an accident! I couldn’t get my shoe on with the car rocking back and forth” defended Hyun Joong.

Then we heard a high pitch squeal coming from behind me.

I turned around and sure enough it came from Min Ju.

The boys starred at her in astonishment.

“Eh, guys this is my course mate Shin Min Ju. Min Ju, this are the double S boys” I introduced.

“Nice to meet you, we’re double S 501” greeted the boys while bowing ninety degrees.

“Nice to meet you, I’m Min Ju. I’m a really big fan of yours! Can I have an autograph?”

Astonished, the boys just nodded and Min Ju jumped up and down in excitement.

The Kara girls then came out of the changing room.

“Unnie ah, you seriously have to stop being such a fan girl” they commented.

“Yah, it’s none of your business” she retorted while sticking her tongue out at them.

I bowed and introduced myself and they did the same.

Feeling awkward the boys excused themselves and ran into the changing room.

“I guess I’ll see you around then”

I waved goodbye to the glowing Min Ju and the Kara girls before entering the changing room.

“Kyo Wen ah, your friend is really like a fan girl” commented Young Saeng.

I laughed and shrugged my shoulders.

“Old habits die hard I guess” I said.

“What do you mean?” asked Kyu Jong whom was looking for something to eat.

“She’s been so crazy over you guys since the day I first know her”

“Really?” chorused the boys.

I nodded and sat down next to Kyu Jong.

“Oppa, do you need help with the groceries later?” I asked Jung Min.

“Yes! I’d love it if you could go with me” beamed Jung Min.

“Yah, Kyo Wen, why do you only call Jung Min oppa?” complained Hyun Joong.

“Yeah, when did you start calling the horse oppa, anyways?” joined in Hyung Joon.

“Yah, what’s wrong with me calling Jung Min, oppa?” I retorted.

“I’m not saying it’s wrong but if you’re going to call him oppa then you have to call us oppa too!” whined Hyun Joong playfully.

“Stop picking on Kyo Wen” Jung Min said from the other side of the room.

“We’re not picking on her. Yah, when did she start calling you oppa anyways?” asked Hyung Joon again.

“The day I ran away from the studio” replied Jung Min.

“Gyahh, that’s so long ago”

“Yah yah yah, fine, I’ll call you guys oppa. Happy?” I gave in.

“Yes!” they all chorused except for Jung Min.

I shook my head at their childishness but inside a felt a warm fuzzy feeling.

[Supermarket | Kyo Wen’s P.O.V]

“Oppa, have you gotten the cereal?” I asked.

“Oh no! I forgot!”

Jung Min quickly made a u-turn with the shopping cart and headed towards the cereal aisle.

“Hey!”

“Hi”

“Yo”

“Hello”

Popped out the four other members of double S from behind a shelf.

“Yah! What are all of you doing here?” I asked, shocked.

“Shopping” replied Hyun Joong.

“Dressed like that, you’re going to get run over by fans” I simply replied.

“It’s okay. It’s good to interact with fans” replied Kyu Jong.

I knocked him on the head and walked off to look for Jung Min.

“Yah, dongsaeng ah” screamed Hyung Joon

I quickly turned around and ran back towards him.

“Shhhhhhh……… Do you really want to be run over by fans?” I hissed.

He immediately shut up and made a zipping gesture.

I sighed and pulled them all along to the cereal aisle where Jung Min was happily picking out cereals.

“Kyo Wen ah, which one do you think Kyu Jong wants?” asked Jung Min while holding a box of Coco Puffs in one hand and a box of KoKo Crunch in the other.

“KoKo Crunch” replied Kyu Jong with a happy smile on his face.

“Oh okay, KoKo Crunch then”

As he was about to put the box of cereal into the cart he suddenly realized that a different but familiar voice had replied him instead.

He then whipped around and almost kissed Kyu Jong whom was standing right behind him.

“Yah, you almost kissed me!” cried Kyu Jong.

The other boys and I stood there and laughed.

We laughed so hard I thought my sides would split.

Then suddenly….

“It’s SS501!!!” screamed a girl.

“Uh-oh…” uttered Young Saeng.

“Run!” I screamed.

We all took off out of the supermarket leaving the cart and all the groceries behind.

We ran in all different directions but ended up bumping into each other over and over again.

Finally as I was about to run straight into a boutique I felt someone pull me into the emergency exit.

“Yah!” I screamed.

“Shhh…..” hushed Kyu Jong.

“Yah! You scared me” I lightly whacked him on the head.

“Sorry”

“Where are the others?” I asked looking around.

“I have no idea”

I was about to call Hyun Joong when suddenly the four missing boys jumped out from behind the pillar.

“Surprise!!” they screamed.

“Yah, stop doing that!” I scolded

The boys then pulled out a square box wrapped in present paper and handed it over to me.

“What’s this?” I asked, dumbfounded.

“A present for all your hard work”

I didn’t know what to say. I never expected anything in return from doing this job. After all, I am being paid to do this.

I stood there speechless then a smile slowly crept across my face and tears rolled down my cheeks.

I felt happy and touched at the same time.

Once upon a time, I had thought of this boys as a burden but now, I can never think of any other thing that I would treasure more then their friendship.

I threw my arms around them and hugged them all.

“Thank you so much” I managed between sobs.

The feeling of family warmth washed over me. I have not felt this way for so long now.

chapter 3

2009-08-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

Chapter 3 ; Honesty, the best policy

[Kyo Wen's Aunt's Cafe | Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

The double S boys and I sat quietly in my parent's cafe waiting for Jung Min's ex.

The bell above the door tinkled indicating that someone has entered.

Looking up from our seats there she stood. Dressed in black she looked like she was ready to attend a funeral with that expression of hers.

"So Hee..." called out Jung Min in a tone we have never heard before.

It was a tone where you could hear the love and sadness flowing within him.

Hyun Joong placed his hand on Jung Min's shoulder as a sign on moral support as I approached her.

"Ms So Hee?"

"And who are you? I only agreed to meet Jung Min here" she replied with a snobbish tone.

I wanted to beat the life out of her but I restrained myself.

"Please, do take a seat" I managed to choke out while resisting the urge to choke her.

Young Saeng sensing my anger tugged on my shirt and shook his head indicating that I have to stay calm.

Taking a deep breath I sat opposite of her beside the others.

Jung Min starred at the cup infront of him not making eye contact with anyone of us.

"Park Jung Min, I only agreed to meet you here as we have things to be settled. I did not agree to come here with such a big crowd around" stated So Hee in a flat tone.

"Shut up will you" Hyung Joon exploded with rage.

"Yah, Hyung Joon. Relax. We aren't here to cause trouble" came Hyun Joong's command.

So Hee glared at us with a menacing look.

I reminded myself that I had to stay calm for the sake of Jung Min.

"I came to know that you have been threatening Jung Min, Ms So Hee. And I would like to settle this today" I got straight down to business as I did not want Jung Min to face this woman any longer then necessary.

"Threatening? Is that how he said it? Well, listen here little girl, this matter is regarding us adults while you little one have no right to interfere" she mocked.

I took a deep breath and calmed myself.

"Apparently this has all the matter to do with me as soon as I was appointed as SS501's manager. And please, are you threatening Jung Min?" I replied more furious this time.

"What if I am? It's the most he can do for me after I had to waste a year hanging on to someone I totally despise" came her harsh remark.

Jung Min cringed and Hyun Joong not being able to stand this anymore stood up and screamed right into her face.

"Shut up you! You have no right to judge Jung Min as you are rubbish to the society! Not working for things you want you choose the easy way out while hurting those around you! Do you have a heart?! Well I guess you don't since you look like you aren't even human! You know what, we won't bow down to you! Go ahead post all those pictures out and see who would suffer. I swear you would then dissapear completely from our lives!"

With that said Hyun Joong grabbed Jung Min up and pulled us all out of the cafe.

Apparently it was a smart move to have cleared out the cafe for the day or Hyun Joong's sudden outburst would have made it onto the front covers of every magazine in Korea by tomorrow morning.

"Hyun Joong ah..." I started.

"Sorry, Kyo Wen. I couldn't stand her anymore" Hyun Joong apologised and turned away to face the street.

I smiled and hugged him.

"You were so cool back there! I totally wanted to whack the life out of her!" I shrieked like a kid.

The members all looked at me dumbfounded. They were expecting me to start screaming at Hyun Joong for ruining everything and putting their image on the line. But, this sudden cry of joy from me has set them all speechless.

"What? It was cool. I'm sure I'll figure another way out without having to bow down to that woman" I stated confidently.

Jung Min then started laughing and we all joined in.

What's better then sharing a few laughs with friends.

"Yah, I'm hungry" Kyu Jong said while putting on a puppy face.

"Let's go celebrate!"

All six of us went to the nearest supermarket and grabbed everything we wanted from frozen pizza to carrot juice.

[SS501's Dorm | Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

"Cheers!"

We clanked our glasses together and laid back to enjoy ourselves without bothering about anything else.

"Hyung, how could you stand that girl?" asked Hyung Joon while opening a packet of chips.

"I don't know, it seems stupid now. I can't believe I felt so bad when she broke up with me" confessed Jung Min.

"Ahh....well, love makes us blind,no? Anyways, what doesn't kills us only makes us stronger, right?" I said while surfing the net.

It was then that I stumbled over something that drained all my happiness out of my body.

There on the computer screen were about twenty pictures of Jung Min and So Hee.

Afraid to let Jung Min see it, I turned off the screen and tapped Hyun Joong on the shoulder.

Raising an eyebrow at me I indicated for him to follow me out to the balcony.

"What's up?" he asked.

"The pictures are up"

"What?" his eyes grew so wide I was afraid it might fall out of it's sockets.

"It's up on the net, I jus saw it a moment ago when I googled SS501"

"Aish, I shouldn't have said that just now" he frustratingly messed up his hair and downed a bottle of beer.

"Relax, I'll find a way to clear this. Your job is to make sure that Jung Min doesn't go on the net or on the TV. We don't want him to think that it's all his fault"

Hyun Joong nodded his head and we returned back into the room acting like nothing happened.

[Later that night | Kyo Wen's place | Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

I scrolled through the searches that popped up when I googled SS501.

Almost all of the internet entertainment portals have posted up the pictures.

I quickly dialled for Kim Jung oppa's number.

"Oppa!"

"Kyo Wen, I was just about to call you. Have you seen the pictures?"

Kim Jung oppa sounded mad and panicky at the same time.

"Yeah, I have. I was just about to ask you if you saw them"

"What is happening Kyo Wen?? Is that really Jung Min?"

"Oppa, are you at the office? I'll come over now and explain it to you"

"Yes, I am. You better have a good explanation"

He then hung up on me.

I grabbed my jacket and put on my sneakers before making my way back to the office.

[Kim Jung's Office | Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

As I entered Kim Jung oppa's office I could hear the phone in the office ringing.

Kim Jung oppa answered the call then slam it down hard.

"Oppa..." I called out.

"Kyo Wen, what is going on? I've been receiving calls from paparazzi's since the minute this pictures popped out on the internet!"

"Well, it's like this"

I sat there and explained everything that had happened excluding the part where Hyun Joong screamed at her as I knew Kim Jung oppa would kill Hyun Joong for that.

"Why didn't you tell me this earlier?" screamed Kim Jung in a fit of anger.

"I'm sorry" I starred down at my shoes not knowing what else to do.

"Now is not the time to regret your doings. We have to find a way to clear this"

I sat there quietly for a few moments then an idea came to my mind.

"Oppa, do you trust me?" I asked with a twinkle in my eye.

"What are you up to?" he asked

"Do you trust me?"

[Next day at DSP's lobby | Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

The lobby was packed with reporters from various companies. A stage was placed at the centre of the lobby. On it was a long table arranged together with five chairs. On the tables were five pieces of cardboard bearing the names of each SS501 member on it. It was nearing the time of the press conference. I busily attended to the needs of the reporters then went up to check on the boys.

"Hey guys, it's almost time. Are you ready?" I asked with an encouraging smile plastered on my face.

Hyun Joong looked up at me with a weary look.

"What's wrong?"

"Hyung came in earlier and asked us what we were going to say. Jung Min told him what you asked us to say and he totally objected to it" explained Young Saeng.

"And?"

"He changed the whole speech" continued Kyu Jong.

I turned to look at Jung Min whom was sitting at the corner of the room worry written all over his face.

I slowly aproached him and placed my hand on his shoulder.

"Hey, it's going to be alright" I smiled at him to let him know that we're all with him.

The other four boys too came over and comforted him.

"Everything will be fine. No matter what, remember we're with you!" cheered Kyu Jong.

"We're SS501, through thick or thin we will remain as one. If you fall we will fall with you" said Hyun Joong while giving Jung Min a brotherly slap on the back.

"Do your best, we're with you through it all!" said Hyung Joon.

"Here, I thought you'd like to have something to drink before you face the media later" Young Saeng handed Jung Min a bottle of carrot juice and smiled.

They might bicker often but when any trouble occurs you can see how much they really care for each other.

I smiled at all of them and Jung Min smiled too.

"Okay, it's time now. Let's go" I said.

"Yah, SS501, FIGHTING!" they cheered before leaving the room, ready to face the furious crowd of hungry media.

As soon as the five boys came into sight the media went crazy. Snapping pictures, trying to shove each other out of the way to get better pictures and asking all types of questions.

The five boys calmly took their seats and greeted the crowd.

I stood close by incase they needed help.

A reporter then stood up and shot a question directly at Jung Min.

"Jung Min, is that really you in those photos? What's your relationship with that girl?"

The media then once again started to shoot questions at the boys.

My heart ache to see them enduring all this. But I have to stay strong to help them out.

Before I could take any action to silence the crowd. Jung Min spoke.

"First of all, yes, it is me in those photos"

The crowd burst into whispers or disgrace towards Jung Min.

Wait, he's not using the speech I set for him.

And I don't think he's using the one Kim Jung oppa set as well.

Then I understood that Jung Min is standing up for himself and is expressign what he really feels.

"But, I am not afraid to admit that she is, or was my girlfriend and yes I have slept with her. I am not going to deny this fact. What I did was not wrong. All I wanted was to be loved for who I am and not for what I am. The love I showered her with was all pure from my heart. I told no lies to her and I tried my best to make her feel loved. Without any doubt I have to admit that when I was told that I was being used all along I felt like dying. What more when she threatened me with those photos I couldn't think but to admit that I was a fool"

Taking a pause he took a sip of water.

"I would take full responsibility of my actions. It is my fault that this photos could be taken as no part of it is fake. All punishment that DSP wants to give me I would willingly accept it. But please, do not think bad of SS501 as they had played no part in this scandal. Please, forgive me."

As Jung Min ended his speech tears were rolling down his cheeks and he quickly wiped them off.

Kyu Jong, Hyun Joong, Hyung Joon and Young Saeng then stood up and hugged Jung Min.

And, the crowd burst into applause.

They were taken aback by Jung Min's honesty and touched by his speech of how he only wanted to be loved but got hurt in the end.

I myself had tears rolling down my cheeks.

I was proud, I was touched.

At that very moment I felt like a proud parent being able to raise five wonderful children.

Wiping off my tears I approached the boys and hugged them.

We broke apart and smiled at the crowd.

"Thank you all for being here today to listen to Jung Min's explanation. It would be up to all of you to write but we do hope that you would do Jung Min some justice. Thank you once again"

The boys were then ushered off the stage away from the cameras, away from the questions.

2009-08-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

Woah. Hmm. I think ppl must be thinking dat my blog is dead.
Seems like nobody came to read...
Still gonna blog anyways.
Btw, is anyone free to go to Orchard with me?
I want to go to The Heeren dat HMV to get some CDs.
Now, many ppl seems to be busier that ever.
Haix...
Dis week i feel so empty.
Actually been feeling like dis for the last 3 to 4 weeks.
Even though i went to CGM last week.
But i did not went to svc.
Had a family dinner at home.
For the past 3 weeks to 1 month, been feeling so down...
Like i'm all alone, left out, with no one around me...
The feeling isn't good at all.
I felt so small...
Felt like i've backslided.
Even though i change CG le.
But the only ppl i can share my probs with is still Eileen, ONLY.
Where are my friends?
I dunno.
Those who seems like friends weren't friends any more.
LoLz.
Wow i sounded like a loner...
But anyways, ya, like dis lo.
My life la.
okay la.
Gonna post the next post to continue the SS501 de story le.

The 2nd chapter...

2009-08-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

Chapter 2 : Jung Min ah...
[SS501 Dorm | Kyo Wen P.O.V]

"Jung Min ah! Jung Min!"

The four members of SS501 and I were looking high and low in the dorm for Jung Min.

But it seems like he isn't here, there isn't even a sign that shows he has been back.

"Any signs that Jung Min came back?" I asked Young Saeng.

"No, it doesn't seem like he came back"

All the other members came out and just shook their head.

Where could he have gone?

Wait a minute, could he have gone home?

"I'm going out to look for Jung Min, you guys bathe and go to sleep. I'll see you guys tomorrow morning!"

I dashed out of the house and towards Jung Min's home.

Shit, it's already past eleven. Would it be okay to be banging on their door this late? Oh, who cares, Jung Min comes first!

I quickly knocked on the door repeatedly until I heard someone coming.

As soon as the door opened I knew that Jung Min isn't here as his father stood there starring at me in shock.

"Ahh...Sorry to bother you so late in the night but is Jung Min home?" I asked.

"No, he's not here. Is something wrong?" asked his dad with concern in his voice.

"Oh no no.... everything is fine."

"Ah,okay"

"Erm, I'll be going now. If Jung Min comes back please do call me" I extended out my business card and bade Jung Min's dad goodbye.

Where could he have gone.... With the last tinge of hope I have left I pulled out my cell phone and dialled his number. It rang once, twice, three times and as I was about to hang up he answered.

"Hello?"

"Jung Min ah!" I squeeled in happiness.

"Yeah?" he replied in a monotone voice.

"Where are you? You're not back at the dorm and you're not at your place! I'm really worried!"

"Why?" his one word replies were getting on my nerves.

"What do you mean by why??? You threatened to quit SS501 and you were not answering our calls and you're no where to be found! What do you mean by WHY?!?!" I screamed into the receiver earning myself a few stares from passer by's, not that I cared at the moment.

"Relax, I'm fine. I'm right behind you"

"Yah, what do you mean by.......behind me....."

I slowly turned around and true enough there he stood smiling at me.

I was furious yet reliefed at the same time. Furious that he ran away just like that and refused to pick up my calls, reliefed that he is safe and no longer a fuming mad Jung Min.

"Jung Min ah, don't do that again. You almost gave me a heart attack"

"You're too young to get a heart attack little dongsaeng" he then ruffled my hair.

"Don't do that!" I quickly smoothen my hair back into place.

Then I starred at Jung Min's expression. He might appear to be smiling but I could see that there is something bugging him.

"Oppa, is something wrong?"

"Woah, am I hearing right? Did you just call me oppa?" teased Jung Min.

"You are my oppa. Is it not right to call you that? And don't change the topic" I changed my expression into the 'manager-in-charge' look.

"Okay okay, dongsaeng. Would you mind if we talk about this at a more comfortable and private place?"

"Hmmm...okay. Come over to my place then"

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[Kyo Wen's place | Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

I had brought Jung Min back to my place since he refused to return to the dorm.

"Jung Min ah, do you want anything to eat or drink?"

"Yes! I'm famished!" He came bounding into the kitchen like a person that hasn't eaten in years.

I pulled out a frozen pizza from the refrigerator and popped it into the oven while Jung Min prepared the drinks.

After the pizza was done we went out into the living room and started to eat.

"So, are you going to tell me what's wrong?" I asked Jung Min.

"How do you know that there is something wrong?" challenged Jung Min.

"Cause you have it written all over your face" I retorted.

"That obvious?"

I nodded my head in reply and urged him to spill.

"Kyo Wen, have you been used before?" asked Jung Min with a solemn expression on his face.

"Well, no. Not that I know of actually. Why? Did someone use you?"

He didn't answer but he just nodded his head.

"And?"

"Kyo Wen, I'm in trouble. Big trouble"

I could see tears threatening to fall from Jung Min's eyes. I wanted to know badly what's wrong.

"What happened Jung Min? I'll help you"

"You can't help me Kyo Wen, nobody can"

"Be positive Jung Min! If I can't help you I'm sure the double S boys can. Please Jung Min....you have to tell me. I'm your manager, and your friend"

Shocked when I said the word friend, Jung Min quickly covered up his expression and starred at me with a serious look.

"I'm being threatened"

"What??? By who? With what? Do we need to call the police?" A thousand questions popped into my mind.

[Jung Min's Flashback | The explanation of the threats | Jung Min's P.O.V]

"Hello?"

"Jung Min-shi, are you free to meet me now?" came a female voice from the other side of the line.

"Yeah,sure. Where do you want to meet?"

"I'm outside your house now"

"Oh,okay. I'll be out in a minute"

I went out to meet her and I was really happy. As with my busy schedule it wasn't often that we got to meet and I missed her.

"So Hee, I missed you!"

I was about to hug her when she moved out of my way. That was when I sensed that something was wrong.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"We're over Park Jung Min" came those words that sent my world crashing down into a million pieces.

"But why?"

"Don't you understand? I've been using you all along. How stupid can you get" she sneered at me.

"But...."

"Yah, Park Jung Min, look at this"

She threw a brown manila envelope at me. When I opened it I was shocked. In there were about 20 pictures of me in bed with her!

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Smart for once. I want you to pay me a million won and declare to the world that you want my hand in marriage and I'll decline you publicly"

"What good would that do to you?"

"It will boost my popularity of course. And you're a smart boy, I'm sure you know what's the consequences if you don't listen to what I tell you to do,right?"

[End of flashback | Back to Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

"What?" I screamed.

Jung Min just hung his head and began to sob.

"Why didn't you tell me about this?" I wrapped my arms around Jung Min and comforted him.

"I was afraid that you would think that I was a fool" came his soft mumble.

"Aish....Jung Min... Is that why you threw a fit and ran off like that back at the studio?"

He nodded his head.

"I was afraid that once the pictres come out I would bring the group's reputation down with me"

"Why are you so stupid? You're a team, no, we're a team. We'll settle this tomorrow as a team,okay?"

"Okay...."

"Now, go get some sleep. We have a long day ahead of us tomorrow"

[Next Day at SS501's Dorm | Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

"Kyu Jong, Kyu Jong, wakie wakie~" I cooed into Kyu Jong's ear.

He stirred and opened his eyes before sitting up. He looks cute when he just wakes up.

"Look who's with me" I pointed at Jung Min whom was standing at the doorway.

"Jung Min!"

In his excitement he forgot about the sleeping Hyun Joong beside him and accidentely stepped on him.

Hyun Joong howled in pain and shot up.

Kyu Jong quickly got off the bed and apologised profusely to Hyun Joong.

Jung Min and I stood there and laughed.

"Kyu Jong ah, you should have told me that you found a new and efective way to wake Hyun Joong up" I teased.

He smiled sheepishly at me then remembered what he was going to do before he stepped on poor Hyun Joong.

"Jung Min, you're back!" Kyu Jong hugged Jung Min so tight he couldn't breathe.

"I can't....breathe" choked Jung Min.

"Ah, sorry!" Kyu Jong quickly let go.

"Kyo Wen ah, now I know why you were appointed as our manager" chirped Hyun Joong after he was done howling in pain.

"Why?" I asked, confused.

"Cause no matter what, you know where to look for us" he indicated Jung Min.

"Oh...actually, Jung Min found me" I blushed.

"Wait wait wait, don't waste time! Wake the other two I have something important to announce"

I turned back to serious mode and shooed the three of them out of the room and into the next room to pull the other two out of bed.

After fifteen minutes of endless tugging everybody was assembled in the living room.

"Erm, Jung Min would you like to tell them yourself?" I asked.

He shook his head so hard it looked like it was going to fall off.

"Okay.. Well, Jung Min oppa needs our help. Like, he really needs it"

"Okay. How can we help?" Volunteered Hyun Joong.

"He's being threatened by his ex-girlfriend. And I'm planning to settle this by today. Are you guys in?"

"What???" echoed the four guys.

"Is that a yes?" I asked timidly.

"Of course it is! Nobody messes with SS501, right guys?" boomed Hyun Joong.

They all nodded and Jung Min smiled.

I was proud of them. This was what a real team should look like.

I stuck out my hand and they all placed theirs on top of mine.

"Fighting!" we all screamed.

We had a group hug and they all when to get ready. I sat at the living room smiling to myself. I was never so proud of them before today, they really have shown me that they've got the team spirit. Maybe they aren't so bad afterall.

Musique, Notre Lien

2009-08-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

Was reading a story online yesterday.
It's a fiction story.
But i enjoyed reading it.
Hope u'll like it too.

I'll start with a brief introduction of the main cast and a short cut of their lives.

Kim Hyun Joong
24
June 6 1986
Leader of SS501
Easy going, honest and straight-forward
Quote : "Being famous is not all glitz and glamour, it comes with a price"

Kim Kyu Jong
23
February 24 1987
The high and low vocalist of SS501
Shy, generous and friendly.
Quote : "It's tough but if I were to be given a chance to choose, I'd do it all over again"

Kim Hyung Joon
23
August 3 1987
Main vocalist and rap of SS501
Childish, fun to be with, and humorous
Quote : "Being famous is not a walk in the park, you've to work hard for it"

Park Jung Min
23
April 3 1987
Low vocalist of SS501
Charismatic, self centred at times, and humorous
Quote : "It's not as I thought it would be, but all in all it's still hard work"

Heo Young Saeng
24
November 3 1986
Main high vocalist of SS501
Quiet,shy and just
Quote : "Fame has thought me loads of things, the hard way"

Lee Kyo Wen
21
April 8 1989
Manageress of SS501
Outgoing, organised and a child at heart
Quote : "It's not easy looking after 5 grown men, what more if they sometimes act like kids"

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"Kim Hyun Joong! Wake up, you are going to be late for your schedule if you continue sleeping!"

Kyo Wen shook him hard willing him to get up but to no avail.

"Kyu Jong, get the others up while I try to get Hyun Joong up"

Kyu Jong quickly left to get the remaining members out of bed while Kyo Wen thought of a way to wake Hyun Joong up. Finally, she used the oldest trick out of the book and pinched Hyun Joong's nose and covered his mouth making sure he has no other way to obtain oxygen. Stirring, Hyun Joong finally woke up and shot out of bed gasping for air as soon as Kyo Wen let go of his nose and mouth.

"You're finally up! You're going to be late for the shooting, hurry up and get ready"

Groaning he climbed out of bed and got ready. Meanwhile Kyo Wen went over to Jung Min's room where Kyu Jong was screaming for help. What she saw made her sigh in annoyance. Jung Min was pulling onto Kyu Jong's hair and he refused to let go.

"Jung Min-shi! Let go of Kyu Jong now!"

She tugged at Jung Min's hand and dodged a punch he threw at her. Furious she pulled off his duvet and tore his panda eye mask off.

"Wake up NOW!"

This was the scene you'd see every morning at the residence of the hot rising group SS501. They have a habit of sleeping in and waking them up is a huge problem. Kyo Wen has always thought why she had been given this job as soon as she entered the company. It's bound to take a few years off her life. Oh the horror of it all....

Chapter 1 ; Over so soon?

"Hello, we are Double S 501!" chorused all five members of SS501"

"Yes, it's Korea's hottest rising boy band of the year, Double S 501! Please, do introduce yourselves" chimed the MC of the show.

"Nice to meet you, I'm SS501's leader Kim Hyun Joong"

"Nice to meet you, I'm SS501's sexy charisma Park Jung Min"

"Nice to meet you, I'm SS501's centre Kim Kyu Jong"

"Nice to meet you, I'm SS501's shy prince Heo Young Saeng"

"Nice to meet you, I'm SS501's baby Kim Hyung Joon"

"Jung Min, you said you were SS501's sexy what?" asked the MC whom did not get what Jung Min said earlier.

"Charisma, sexy charisma" replied Jung Min with a laugh.

"Ahhh... You know it's weird how you can introduce yourselves like that and still seem so cool whereas I'm sure if I said that people would be yelling for me to get off the stage" joked the MC

SS501 craked up laughing and were then asked to perform Deja Vu. After their performance they had a question and answer session with the fans before ending the program.

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[Off set | Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

"I almost forgot the lyrics! I was so nervous!" exclaimed Hyun Joong as soon as he got into the dressing room.

"Well it's a good thing that you didn't then" I replied him while handing out bottles of water to each member.

"Kyo Wen, what's next on our schedule?"

I picked up my palm pilot and checked their schedule. I smiled as there wasn't anything else planned for the day.

"Nothing, you guys have a loose schedule this week as Kim Jung oppa wants you guys to practice more for the dance battle with Dong Bang Shin Ki next week"

Their face litted when I said they had a loose schedule for the week but feel again when I mentioned that they had to practice more for the dance battle with their seniors next week.

"And I thought we could have some time off for ourselves" grumbled Hyung Joon

I just smiled at Hyung Joon's desperateness to get some time off and returned to clearing up their stuff from the dressing room.

"Are you guys ready to leave?" I asked them as I scanned the room to make sure I did not leave anything behind.

"Sure, where are we going after this?" asked Hyun Joong while rubbing his tummy.

"I get it, we'll drop by some place to eat before we head over to the studio" I replied getting the hint.

"Yay!" cheered the five boys.

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[In the van | Kyo Wen's P.O.V]

"So, what do you guys want to eat?"

"Kimchi!" screamed Hyung Joon.

"No, I want ramen" protested Hyun Joong.

"No no no! I want fried chicken!" exclaimed Young Saeng.

"I'm on a diet" said Jung Min.

"Any thing is fine with me as far as we get something to eat" said Kyu Jong while pressing away on his PSP.

"No! I want my kimchi!" Hyung Joon threw a mini temper.

"I still want my ramen" protested Hyun Joong.

"I want..."

Before Young Saeng completed his sentence I interjected.

"Okay okay, we'll go get everything you guys want and bring it back to the studio and you'll eat there,okay?"

"Fine!" chorused the three bickering twenty year olds.

I shook my head and told the driver to stop by at this places. Seriously, how could 5 grown men act like kids.

"Kyu Jong ah, what do you want out of kimchi, ramen and fried chicken?"

"Chicken"

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[Studio | Kyo Wen P.O.V]

The four boys sat around the table and ate like a pack of hungry wolves while Jung Min sat in a corner and read.

"Jung Min ah, are you sure you don't want to eat?" I asked.

"Yeah, I'm on a diet" he replied without looking up from his book.

Giving in I walked over to the rest and sat down beside Kyu Jong.

"So, have you guys picked the song that you would use for the dance battle?" I asked pulling out my palm pilot.

"Nope" came Hyun Joong's short reply.

"Okay, then you can pick on out of the pile of CD's that's sitting in the corner over there" I pointed to a pile of CD's that Kim Jung oppa had picked out for them.

Nodding, the four of them resumed eating.

After lunch, they started to practice as soon as they picked out a song. The choreographer thought them step by step and they picked up the dance quite fast.

Then the worst happened. Hyung Joon accidentely knocked into Jung Min and sent him sprawling onto the floor.

"What did you do that for!" screamed Jung Min in anger.

"I'm sorry, it was an accident I lost my footing" apologised Hyung Joon

"You almost made me break my arm!" continued Jung Min.

"Come on Jung Min, it was an accident and Hyung Joon apologised" I extended my hand out to help Jung Min up but he refused to accept it.

"Jung Min ah, don't waste time. I'm planning to go home early today" chimed in Hyun Joong.

"Shut up! I'm not going to practice anymore! Not with someone so clumsy around!" and with that said he stormed right out of the studio.

"Jung Min! Wait...." I was about to go out after him when Kyu Jong held me back.

"He needs time to relax, he seems a little troubled this days"

"But, he threatened to quit!" I protested.

"Just let him go..." sighed Hyun Joong.

The four remaining members all sat in different corners of the studio. A gloomy look plastered on all their faces. I tried in vain to contact Jung Min but he won't pick up. Is this the end for the 5 member group??

2009-08-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

I'm back.
Was talking to Mrs Puah on the phone just now.
About skool stuff and some other things.
After dat went to youtube to watch a Korean movie "Hansel and Gretel" its the korean version of Hansel and Gretel le.
The show is nice.
But dun watch it while eating.
Scraed lata u dun dare to eat.
The show ending very nice.
The centre part a little... erm...
Scary, disguating, and many more to describe.
Esp the part where the guy foundout dat he was actually eating human meat.
Dat part is super duper yuckies.
He was like staring on the meat in the fridge and remembered.
Though scary and disgusting, still must watch.
Very nice.

Btw, last Sunday was church 20th anniversary it's so fun.
The CHCC Band totally rock the house man!!!
And the anniversary gifts.
Very special.
Shall upload the pics soon.
After svc, went to the kallang leisure park which is near by.
Actually wanna celebrate my birthday there de.
Dat was when we planned la.
Evelyn came too.
So Johnson asked why she was here.
Then they say celebrating my birthday, then i think he not happy la.
After dat we went to Marina Spuare to celebrate.
Totally no mood for dat day lo.
So i listen to music.
Then their time to say me.
Help me celebrate i whole day luisten to music...
Yalo. Like dat lo.
Shall stop here for now.
♥GOOD NIGHT♥

2009-07-29T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Hmm. Not thing to post.
Only there is one thing very interesting.
Baobei and i went to celebrate our birthdays on Sunday,
cos her birthday was yst and mine today.
Its something like an emo birthday celebration.
Only got Baobei and i we went to swensen's to eat,
after dat bought cake for each other.
Went under the MRT track sit down and sing birthday song for each other.
She sing for me, i sing for her.
Everyone was like looking at us in a funny expression lo.
And tried very hard to blow off the candles,
cos the candle is those type which can't be blown off easily cos it'll light up on its own again.
After dat sit down talk a little then went home.
Wanna wish her HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.
Hmm. dat's about it for now.

♥BYES♥

2009-07-19T15:22:00.002+08:00

Went to svc yesterday.
Svc was really good.
What pastor shared really made me thought for a while.
I might be attending church, prayer meetings, Cell Group Meetings and etc.
but i've already blackslided spiritually.

Hmm. Not much for today.
Listened to a new song(korean) by U-KISS.
The song is called Not Young.
Teenagers would love the song lo.
Dat is if they knew the meaning of the song la.

Here is it:

Hoped you enjoyed the song.
Cos i did.

Gotta do my homework now.
Till next time...
♥BUIA♥

2009-07-15T22:38:00.002+08:00

HI i'm back.
Haven't been blogging for the past 1 or 2 weeks.
To be accurate, 9 days.
Cos i'm lazy to blog. xp
But today, someone asked me whether i've updated my blog.
I was very shcked cos i didn't know dat there's still ppl reading dis blog.
So i'm back!

Firstly,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to EVELYN(mummy)
Hope you enjoyed ur "birthday celebration".

Just now, i was watching some vids of SS501 from youtube.
And i saw dis vid which is so funny.
It's in korean, but there are subs.

They are so cute right.
I love them and their songs are very nice.

Starting to fall in love in korean songs and shows recently.
After watching "Boys Over Flowers", "We Got Married" and some other shows like "XMan"
and there is another show where they show SS501 in Japan completing some missions.
These shows were very interesting.
I liked WGM the most.
It's very funny.

Now, if you've got the chance to check my HP or wad, u'll see mostly korean songs by
: SS501, Hwang Bo, SNSD, Seo In Young and Eru and some songs from the show
"Boys Over Flowers".

To me, those songs are just fantastic!
I love SS501 the most.
Not only are they singers, they are singers who sings perfectly.
They puts in effort in singing and they danced smoothly.
Although they made mistakes sometimes, but its very cute.
Here are 2 vids of Hyun Joong, young saeng and hyung joon's cute mistakes.

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Dat's all about them.
Gotta turn in soon.
Shall stop here.

♥NITES♥

2009-07-06T20:36:00.004+08:00

LOLS.
I feel dat my blog is so dead la.
"2 weeks" blog one time or 2 only.
Haix.
No time to blog.
Monday, skool.
Very tired went to sleep nvr use com.

Tuesday, same.
Dunno why.
Seems like wad mummy, Leen and others say de are correct.
When it comes to sec2 u'll be tired de.
I really damn tired.

Wednesday, went visitation with Eileen.
Queenie and Damien kena chicken pox.
But Leen and I kena before le.
So we nvr care.
-Hope they recover soon.

Thursday, no RCY so went home to slack.

Friday, the day.
CGM at Riverwalk.
The first N336 CGM Leen and I officially attend.
In case some of u are not aware, Leen and I transfer back to Johnson's CG le.
Please dun ask me for reasons.
Unless u die die also must know the reason.

Saturday, no svc.
Decentralized svc dis week.
Nothing to do.
So, we planned steamboat at Leen's house.
Ppl who attended: Leen, Boss, Viian, Mummy.
Mummy came very very very late.
Cos she went to Orchard with her mom.

Sunday, svc in the morning.
Woke up to get ready to meet Viian, Boss, Quan, and Leen.
The Leen, Viian and I reached on time.
The 2 bosses were late, cos Boss tell Quan to meet at 10.30 instead of 10.15.
When both of them finally reach, 10.30 liao.
Got on the bus and rushed down.
Wasn't late la.
Nvr missed anything.
After svc, the other members e.g. xueli, leyee, agnes, dennis, minghui and etc. went dragon boating, while Leen, Viian, Quan, Boss and I wen to Marina Square to eat, play and walk walk.
We went to eat the curry chicken noodles, it's taste nice.
After dat, went to price stage to diao toys.
All i only got was dis, an ELMO a small one.
But it's very cute.
Can't upload the pics now.
Maybe the next post ba.
After dat went to arcade to play.

Boss need to go home cos he gotta book in so Leen and Boss went home first.
After dat, Viian, Quan and I went to suntec to walk walk, see see.
Right after dat, we went home.
Well, dat's all.
Gotta do my hw le.
Tml got skool.

2009-06-23T00:48:00.002+08:00

Now a days i really think dat Evelyn sounds like
my mother more than she sound like Evelyn.
Know why?
I was talking to her on MSN.
She told me alot of things which actually my mother would tell me.
For example, something which happened.
Dun wanna reply that person's sms, dun wanna pick up his calls and etc.
She'll say "cos u nvr make the right decision and u're confused is it?"
I replied think so, she say "nvm it's over."(so caring)
"next time think carefully before making any decisions ok?"
For dat, i was thinking "BOY, IS SHE EVELYN OR MY MOTHER?!"
Haas. Well, at least i know dat she loves me. =]

Was watching videos on youtube just now, it's kindda like a game wher
e u've gotte tease uropponent till he/her can't say "of course" and u win.
The game is so interesting and funny la.
They were asking stupid questions and they have to know how
to use some teqniques and strategy and most importantly, brains.
The game is called "Dangyunhaji" in korean.
Should try playing dis game one day.
Should be fun.

I think it's time for me to turn in now.
Have to meet Mummy at pioneer tml
for her MUSOS 2nd round of audition.

♥LOVES♥

2009-06-14T15:06:00.003+08:00

Hi guys, i'm back.
Haven't been blogging for around one month.
My com was down.
Now i'm back.
3 coms at home now...
Cool.
Me and my sis played like nobody's business.

Having June holi now.
Quite sian.
Rotting at home or sometimes just do CCH stuff.
Went to church office to call up some children
with Cheryl and Alicia Ho.

(Taking pictures while/after calling the children)
Had soccer rock camp last week.
Went home on the first night.
Cos kena severe rash.
Needa go see the doc.

Haix.
Too bad lo.
I missed out the fun part.
The "J7 night".
Team 1 won 3rd.
The children recieved thier prize on Saturday from
F.I.R. cool right.
On dat week, CCH also invited Jarod Lee to perform.
He sings so well.

After CCH, went down to Expo for svc.
Dis week was The Celebrity Weekend.
Cool eh.
There was alot of celebrities who went on stage to perform.
Jacelyn Tay(Mediacorp, SG),
Niu Nai(Taiwan),
Vaness Wu(Taiwan),
F.I.R(Taiwan),
Danny Yeo(Mediacorp, SG),
Genecia Luo(Miss Singapore),
Sandra Angelia(Miss Indonesia),
Moluccas(Indonesia),
Liu Geng Hong(Taiwan),
Ou De Yang(Taiwan),
I think there's some more.
But sorry, my memory isn't dat good.

And now, some pictures:

(During the grooming class)

[Teacher Alicia(Leo) sms-ing someone during camp,
we were actually taking care of a girl who cried)

(Our drom... or should i say, thier bed in the dorm
cos i never slept there before...)

♥BYEES♥

2009-06-03T00:16:00.008+08:00

Hi readers,

I'm back to blog.
Went out with mummy and
her CHEC friend, Jared.
A very socialable guy.
After dat.
Met Mrs Puah at Junction 8 MFM.
Cos she went to skool.
And just return from skool.
Just right.
She was at Bishan.
And she was waiting there for her husband.
She came to teach me math and
taught Jared and mummy some POA?
Haas.
Interesting.
Afgter dat, Mrs Puah and Jared started to talk about
Account and other stuffs.
Very complicated to me.
After dat, Mr Puah came.
Man, he's sure ia a lucky guy to have such
pretty, smart and nice wife.
First time i see Mrs Puah talk to a stanger
which she just got to know for just 5 mins?
And i only got to know him for dunno how many hours only leh.
But Mrs Puah talk to him like thay are friends for years le.
Cool eh...
Here are some pictures(mostly or all with mummy only) :

Taken in the toilet.
I looked pale...Evelyn said i looked like Eileen...

Lets continue by bloggin g w ad h a ppened yst.
Went out with Desean a nd friends.
After dat actually wanna go home but saw Amanda,
Jiaqi, Xinmin and f rien ds.
And Amanda was going to AMK so i went with them.
Went to walk walk after dat went to Fair Price and i bought:
8 DAYS Magazine(cover girl was SUN)

She looked gorgeous.
Agree?
After dat bought durian puff from 4 seasons and
some sushi from fairprice.
Dat's all.
Time to sleep.

♥NITES♥

2009-05-31T20:34:00.008+08:00

HiHi
I'm back from camp.
And finally, wanna know why?
Cos it's not fun lo.
But instead u know wad happen?
I kena rash.
Cos i can't sweat or touch sea water.
Went for abseiling and sweat a little only.
Rash start coming out le.
The place there is very near changi airport lo.
3 mins 1 plane fly by.
Then landing planes low flight.
Very very loud and noisy lo.
Some more, the dorms very very hot lo.
Can't even sleep la.
Wanna shower, 3 ppl 1 cubicle 5 mins.
sian lo.
Some more wanna go to toilet must take of ur shoes lo.
How to go to toilet.
Cannot la.
Like so troublesome okay.
Over all the camp still okok la.
At least got friends.

Was using facebook just now.
Saw dis vid dat blew off my mind.

She's very cute right.
I wonder if we have children like her in CHCC too.
Next dis song quite nice de.

End here.
♥NITES♥

2009-05-25T00:11:00.010+08:00

Hey readers, sorry for not posting for so long.
Busy and tight schedule...
Btw,

HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY JIANQUAN!!!

Sorry for the belated.
Cos i nvr blog.
Btw, went to celebrate Quan's birthday at Mind Cafe.
It was so fun.
We played a game called "first hand" all 4 players
must follow wad the card ask us to do
/wad the card show.
I was so confused so mine ended up like a Roti Prata,
flipping here and there.
And before dat, a dino game where there is bones and cards.
Each colour of cards have 9 cards and 5 of us played,
so we only used 4 bones.
How to play the game?
There are 5 decks of diff coloured cards.
U'll need to change ur card with
others till u got all the 9 same coloured cards then take a
bone. The one without a bone losses.
We were screaming so loudly and crazy-ly while playing.
Lucky we were at the second floor.
Can't imagine wad would happen down stairs
when we scream.

Gonna upload the pics taken for Mrs Puah's birthday.By Imanina.

More to be uploaded the next time i blog.

2009-05-17T11:14:00.003+08:00

Today is Uncle Kong's(Pastor Kong's father)Birthday.
Cool. Pastor Kong was so happy to have Dr. Kim Sung Hae
(The wife of the pastor of the world's largest church)
who is also pastor Kong's spiritual mother to
celebrate his father's birthday together like a family.

HAPPY 80th BIRTHDAY UNCLE KONG

Yesterday, Dr. Kim Sung Hae preached about
"Open wide our mouth".
She's preaching the message on "Intercession"
she said something like dis
"Pray eagerly, do not pray in doubt."
Cool right.
Now i doubt myself.
Did i really pray believing dat God can do it?
Or did i prayed in doubt?

End here.
Going back to watch svc.

♥LOVES♥

2009-05-16T00:35:00.003+08:00

HIHI.
I'm quite happy today.
And today's post will be quite long.

Firstly, cos there's no mass run today.
Instead, there was a briefing on the sec2 camp.
Haix. Dunno can dun go ma.
EMERGE '09 also around those 2-3 days lo.
Sian... I wanna go EMERGE!!!
Dun go camp also shuang.
U know why?
Cos it sounded very dangerous.
But fun too.

Secondly, i got back my results for chinese and science.

Science: 54/100
Chinese: + oral total-51/100

Very happy for science cos only like 1/4 of the class pass.
I was one of them cool hor.
Oh ya. And chinese.
Always fail de wo finally can pass le.
But teacher say cos of CA1 i think will fail.
Sad...

And during LCD lesson u know wad happen?
Mr Junas say: Erilyn's group go to AVA room.
Your group chosen to represent 2n1 for the career act or wad.
It's like so xia suay lo.
Why not other groups, why us?
Then tml need to take the vid over again.
Cos the video's too short.
Very scared lo.
Afraid dat we'll accidentally say the wrong thing on stage.

After skool, went to Tamp Safra to meet
Kenneth and frineds(Brian and chor beng)
Brian talks alot lo.
And chor beng the quieter one.
Haas.
Went there to play pool/snooker.
But i didn't play la.
Was talking to my darling all along.
Cos i was a little shy.
Hees.

After safra, went to a basketball court near by
and they played basketball with 2 other guys.
I dunno who they are la.
But the boy seems to know them.
Well, i dun really like basketball,
so i called darling to talk again.

After basketball, headed down to tamp mall.
Brian and chor beng ate there.
Then they left.
So left with me and Kenneth.
Wad do we do?
We went to starbucks.
I bought a large cup of ice chocolate.
And then started talking.
Wad happened to the drink?
I can't finish it.
Cannot waste ma,
so Kenneth helped me finish the rest.

After starbucks, went to this badminton court near by.
Kenneth actually wanted to look for his uncle.
But he wasn't there on dat day.
So we sat down one corner at the badminton court to talk.
Then he started to play his guitar.
Played alot of songs. Hmm...
Quite much la.
Spent 1 hour there.

Then went to the 59 bus stop to take bus to tpy for CGM.
CGM was okok la.
Shared a testimony about my exam results.
And ya.
MeiTong going to thailand next week.

And dat's the end.
Btw, i'm going to sentosa next sunday any one wanna join?
Dun worry, it's not church de thing.
Only go there play play.
Friends who wanna join can contact me.
(should have my number right)

Hmm...
I'll upload Mrs Puah's birthday gift
from the class when i have time la.
There's lots of pics.

Going to sleep le.

♥NITES♥

2009-05-14T21:14:00.002+08:00

Woots!!!
I've got back my english, math and home ecoms paper le.

English: Paper 1(compo)-25/35
(situational writing)-33/40
P1 Total-58/75
Paper 2(section A)-29/40
(section B)-13/40
P2 Total-42/80

Math: Paper 1-38/50
Paper 2-27/50
Total for math-65/100

Home Econs:27/50

Saw my math?
Dis is the very first time i pass my math in Sec 2.
Really wanna thank daddy for teaching me math.
Not only did i pass,
still got B3 leh.
First time...
Haas.
Excited. Can't wait till i get the other subject results back.
Shall end here.

♥BYEE♥

2009-05-12T20:28:00.006+08:00

Finally!!!
Exams are over.
Not excited at all.
But i'm excited to get back my results.
After all those hard work.
And 20 hrs of studies per week.
It's all over!!!
Means now i can sleep more and relax more!!!
Woots!

Today Cheryl and Darling came my house to prepare
for somethings. Shall not say wad it is.
But got clues:
Hees. Know wad we doing le ma?

While we are doing this, Cheryl is taking pics of herself.
Eviden c e:

After dat, both of them left.
I'm alone.
Bored with nothing to do.
So, took pictures.
only one la.
Deleted the rest.
Here it is. It's e dited.
Hees. very ugly right.
Without fringe.
Like bald.
Right. Should end here.

♥BYEE♥

2009-05-10T20:19:00.002+08:00

HIHI!!!
Firstly,
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY
to all those mothers out there.
Especially to mother(blood mom) and mummy(evelyn),
both of you helped me and taught me alot.
Thanks to both of you so much.
*maucks*
Even though mummy isn't married yet or
even 18 yet but she's my mummy.
One who taught and coached me.
Hees. Mushy eh.

Ending here.

♥LOVE U♥

2009-05-08T19:27:00.004+08:00

Hey 2N1!

Mrs Puah has just signed up in facebook,
do add her=]

Haas. Just found out dat i've not been updating.
So, here's the next entry.
Have been busy with exams lately.
Alot to do.
I've got faith dat i can pass all subjects.
With the teaching of math by daddy(ivan) and james teaching science
and lastly Peixuan helping me with my chinese, math, science and history.
Confirm can pass de.
Cos they teach till wanna vomit blood le.
Alot to cover.
Esp daddy teaching me math.
Then finally after 3 days i understand how to do math le.
Hees. XIN KU NI MEN LA, Daddy,James and Peixuan.
Thanks for the "coaching" for my science, math, chinese and history.
(Peixuan, looking through a dictionary)
And i wanna "bao liao" Samuelson and Erilea is attatched!!
Actually not counted as "bao liao" la.
Most of the peeps know le.
Now i wonder.
Will jeanette and my gan di (ming xuan) get together?
Okay la.
Dun wanna say so much.
To Samuelson: Take good care of Erilea!!!
To the couple: Pray dat both of u will last long. =]

Gonna end here.

♥BYEE♥

2009-05-01T23:17:00.004+08:00

Argh!!!
I'm sick!!!(Hees. Very cute right.)
Kena sore throat...
Stupid lo. Wan sick cannot sick, dun wan sick then sick.
Sore throat some more.
Cannot sing lo.
Then yst CGM i sing and keep coughing.
Talking about CGM.
I very tired lo.
At Barry's house at Kallang.
Far right?
Some more it only starts at 8.
Now u know why i get sick easily these days?
Cos i've got not enough sleep.
Exam stress, CG stresser, Family stressest!!!
Haix. But like wad someone said before,
"Unless u sick till u can't get down of the bed,
or cannot walk, u need to come for CGM."
So i went. But i reach home at only 12:15.
Lucky today hoilday, arbo, i dun think i can survive lo.
Btw, went out with my father just now.
We both lesser dis week compared to 2 weeks before dis.
Today only buy two bottles of wine,
2 pkt of quadrantini, 1 tin of biscuit,
chicken, and some more snacks and no more le.
Very little after dat went to chong pang to shop and have lunch.
And went to buy shoe.
Haix. A bit small for me lo.

Okay ba. Should end here le.

♥NITES♥

2009-04-29T23:43:00.005+08:00

I REALLY CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE.
For the past few months, i've been acting like it's just not me.
I forced myself to do things i don't want to.
Sometimes i just find it meaningless.
I've been acting like wad u know?
A TOTAL JERK!!!
Everytime when i attend svc or CGM.
It's like "Wow need to act again.
Great." Those type.
But to them it's like who cares.
The past Fridays, Saturdays or Sundays used to be the day
which i enjoy the most.
But look at what happens now.
It's a nightmare!
Some of u might get offended or wad.
But i dun care.
I've been trying so hard.
I really can't go on.
I even had the thought of backsliding
everytime i think of the three days.
But attempting suicide is a child
play to me.
Plus it dosen't give u much pleasure too.
So y do i even border to do it.
The past memories which cause me to do dat was really
one which cannot be changed or forgotten.
Plus at dat time, i was really going through too
much dat i really can't take it any more.
I really dunno wad to do.

2009-04-29T21:09:00.001+08:00

LIKE A STAR

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel I'm alive,
When everything else is so au fait
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song of your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

aghhhh
na, na, na,na,
naaa naaaaaaa
[Like A Star lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

ohhhhh
na, na, na,na,
naaa naaaaaaa

Now I have come to understand The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'Cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
Yeah-yeah
oh
Oooh......Ooohhhh..
ohhhhhhhh....

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I won't let my guard down for anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands.

2009-04-28T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hihi!
I was just preparing for tml's eng exam paper and searched many webs.
Suddenly i came across this very interesting web of eng slang dic.

http://www.ingilizce.tk/?page=02/slangdictionary.htm

It's so interesting lo.
some examples.

Liquid laugh: vomit
Lippy: lipstick
Earbashing: nagging, non-stop chatter
Sunnies: sunglasses
sanger:a sandwich
Seppo: an american
Exy: expensive
Drink with the flies: to drink alone
Ankle biter: a small child
Aussie (pron. Ozzie) : australian
Aussie salute: brushing away flies with the hand
Compo: workers' compensation pay
Dead horse: tomato sauce
Figjam: "f*ck i'm good; just ask me". Nickname for peeps who have
high opinion for themselves.

Think i should stop here wanna know more,
just visit the website on ur own.
Back to my preparations.

♥NITES♥

The past...

2009-04-26T15:39:00.006+08:00

Haix... Sian ah... Now at home doing nothing lo.
Viewing some vids from the past...
Haix. Really missed those days.
Haiyo. Mummy ah.
The vid u upload of my birthday hor.
Very unglam leh.
But nvm.
I still like it.
NoNo. I dun like it.
I love it.
Hees. I wonder wad everyone's doing now.
I'm supposed to attend YiZi's birthday BBQ at Admiralty.
But. I heard daqt someone's going so i didn't go le.
BTW, EXAM'S STARTING!!!
So Darling. Hope dat u can help me with my math.
Haas. My GOD!!!
Yst i cried for so many times ah.
I also dunno.
Suddenly think of something, then i started crying le.
Dat was at home la.
After dat went to Expo for svc.
I cried again during worship.
It's also because of dat matter.
My Darling even worse.
She went to the airport to fetch her mom.
Then she CRY CRY CRY!!!
Haix. But it's not dat we love crying so much.
We just don't want 'dat person' to leave.
If 'dat person' leave the gals will confirm cry de can.
Wah. I think i gave too much info leh.
Some ppl might know wad i talking about.
Okay i'll stop here about this topic.

Next, wanna say...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VIVIAN CHOW!!
Sorry for the Belated birthday wish.
Went to celebrate Viian's birthday yst.
We bought a necklace, ear ring and a hairband for her.
We went to cineleisure to eat and chat.
Even though it's fun. But.
Nothing to do lo.
Actually wanna watch movie.
But, nothing to watch.
Here are the 2 pics.okay. Should end here le.

♥BYEBYE♥

2009-04-21T18:25:00.037+08:00

Haas. Too much to say.
So. I'll summarize it to the shortest possible paragraph.
So i'll use pictures.
So this post u'll see mostly pictures, pictures and pictures.
Haas. Here are the pictures.

Well went to cut hair yst.
Well as u see in the pictures.
Erm which is way at the top top top.
Haas. There is one pic with Eileen with a dino right.
Dat was wad "Boss" got for Eileen.
Leen and i was so shocked.
MAny ppl tried to get dat dino but to no avail.
But he just diao one time he got the dino le lo.
Then leen and i was like 'HUH??!!!'
And the other pics leh.
No time to talk about those la.
Haas. Btw, today got sci prac exam.
Then onion ring wad de.
Haix. Fail le la.
I totally dunno how to do de lo.

Wanna share something which i found very interesting.
I found it when i was viewing Carol's blog.

(1) Fine:
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and
you need to shut up.
(I think this is quite true, but shouldn't use that too often though. Men are
slightly slower and they take more time to get it.)

(2) Five Minutes:
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes
to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing:
This is the calm before the storm.
This means something, and you should be on your toes.
Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead:
This is a DARE, not permission.
Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh:
This is actually a word,
but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men.
A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and
wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and
arguing with you about nothing.
(Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay:
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man.
That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and
when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks:
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint.
Just say you're welcome. 
Unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and
she is not thanking you at all. 
DO NOT say 'you're welcome'. 
That will bring on a 'whatever'.

(8) Whatever:
Is a woman's way of saying FUCK YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it:
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told
a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself.
This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?'
 (For the woman's response refer to # 3.)

Cool right.
Haas. okay ba going to do my HW now.

♥NITES♥

2009-04-13T18:38:00.007+08:00

I'm back.
As i promised.
I'm going to blog about wad i did for the last one week.

Monday: Skool.

Nothing happen no pic.

Tuesday: Skool.

Same nothing much happened.
Only normal skool days.

Wednesday: Skool and CCM after skool.

CCM dis time was better.
At least the teacher came to her sense
and nvr scold us le.
See, no use scolding us de.
Now nvr scold us feel better right.
Nvr scold us we won't make too much noise,
Won't make u angry.
MUCH BETTER right.

Thursday: Skool and went to hall for Oral after skool,
after skool went to class to rest then went to report for RCY.

Had home econ practical test on dat day.
Pics...Hees. Erilyn. Know wad she doing?
She's using her hp secretly.
Dun wanna let teacher know.
Smart right.

Haas.

Gotta go first le.

♥BYES♥

2009-04-12T22:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting for the last one week.
Quite busy through out the whole week.

Monday: skool
Tuesday: skool
Wednesday: skool, CCM
Thursday: skool, RCY
Friday: CCH, CHC
Saturday: CCH, CHC, N284
Sunday(which is today):
Finally one day to rest...

Haix.
Too tired today i think i'm only going to post
the pics and the other thing tml.
Cos i'm going to sleep le.
So tired.
Yawns~

♥GOOD NIGHT♥

2009-04-05T16:31:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was The Biggest Egg Hunt for CCH.
And also , it was Johnson's birthday...

HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY JOHNSON!!!

It was so fun. But i only managed to get one pic in the whole event.
We broke the record again.
Dis time we've all got 1,500++ children participating in the hunt.
After the hunt, Eileen and i went home to rest first.
After dat we met again to go down for svc together.
Svc was great. Pastor Kong continued preaching on the relationship thingy.
After svc, Eileen and i went to get some flyers from T. Glordia.
After we got the flyers, we were thinking if we should
go and celebrate Johnson's birthday.
Cos we wanna go but like very wierd or wad.
At last, we decided to go.
So we asked Quan to help us to tell Johnson,
cos we thought they they're together.
But little did we expect to see Johnson
when we're walking to the mrt station.
We saw him and was quite shocked.
Well, he saw us too and asked us why we so shocked.
We didn't really reply la.
Gwen and Shuhui went to the toilet to "tuo shi jian".
They went to the toilet for quite long lo.
After dat Shuhui tell johnson dat she needa change
pad and wether can use his house toilet.
So we went up to Johnson's house.
When Johnson open the door,
he got so shocked to see dat someone's actually in his
house dat he closed the door straight away.
Funny lo. Sang a birthday song to Johnson after
we entered his decorated house.
After dat, there were alot of performance by the members.

And after all these...
It's SABO TIME!!!

I've some pics too.

You must be wondering why the y are ga thering there right.

They were gath ering there for this. The food.

Johnson's unwrapping the presents.

SABO!!!
Johnson tearing down his "30 wallpaper".

That's all for yesterday.

Today, slack at home.
Sian...

♥BYES♥

Sports Day.

2009-04-03T14:54:00.007+08:00

Tuesday:

Today, got health screening.
Nothing to do. So wad to do?
Take pics lo.Dis pic dunno why i take also la. But quite nice.

Was taking NAPFA test today.
Haix. Very sian. I think i failed standing board jump, shuttle run, pull up and sit up lo.
Other thing i fail nvm sit up, the teacher very bad lo.
She minus 4 sit ups which caused me to fail.
Stupid la. It's not like i cheated for the test lo.
Haix. Dun wanna say any more le la.
Here are some pics.As u can see, the weather very hot!!!

Today:

Today was sports day.
Finally, our class tee came in the morning.
Changed to class tee.
After dat, Habshah came to me and Erilyn and ask us if we can run for relay.
Well, we nvr think so much just say yes lo.
Then, after dat, we felt like backing out.
Very nervous lo.
Wad happen?
When the teacher ask us to sit in our rows.
I saw my row de competitors.
All run faster than me de lo.
When it was our turn to run i sian diao.
Cos i wonder how to run.
The floor is not flat de lo.
Got alot alot alot alot of humps.
Poor Erilyn, she kept dodging the humps.
Dat's why she slowed down.
When it was my turn i shock lo. But too bad.
Miss Thia before dat got say.
We must run. Then ok. Run lo.
Gotta confess. Run till half way through i got a bit tired lo.
Cos i hardly eat anything today morning.
But, still sprint to Quraisyah there la.
Problem lo. I think i ran till i can't stop properly.
I like going to fall like dis. SIAN AH.
Haix. At last we've got last.
Cute hor. But nvm at least we tried our best.

♥BYES♥

BORED!!!

2009-03-30T16:05:00.002+08:00

Well, i've got nothing to post today so.
I'll only post a picture of my FAVOURITE CG.
Done.

♥BYES♥

2009-03-29T22:18:00.003+08:00

Well if u realise.
There's no title for this post.
Cos i'm too tired to think of one for this post.
Well, have not been posting for the past days,
well reason being dat i've need to attend to other things first.
On friday, went for CGM at TPY.
Yesterday, i didn't serve, rested at home cos
i'm sick and David ask me to rest at home.
After dat went to Expo for service.
As usual we are late again. Hahas.
Today, served morning bus and after dat went
to yishun to eat with mummy(Evelyn).
So within the 3 to 4 days this is my first time using the com.
Well, firstly, logged in to facebook.
I was so shocked to see Pastor Eileen to comment
on one of my photo albums.
Is it just cool or wad.
LOLZ. Okay lets blog about wad i did today.
Well today was the first time i'm taking a Sunday morning bus.
I actually dun feel like serving cos was very sleepy.
But i already say yes, so.
Just go lo. But after dat i think dat it was quite fun after all.
My bus today only got 4 kids.
Ben, Sam, Darren and Manshun.
These 4 kids were easy to handle, they'll listen to u de.
Very guai. So today i can end earlier and have my meal.
Met with Mummy to eat at the japanese food court.
The food there was very nice.
After dat we went to the library to borrow some book
and after dat we went back home.
My father finally bought a printer.
YES!!! I finally can print things le.
Arbo very hard to do my projects.
Shall end here with a pic of Sun which i've editted in
photo bucket cos i've got nothing better to do. haas.
Will blog again soon.

♥NITES♥

COOL...

2009-03-26T15:42:00.002+08:00

Just found out something,
everytime i find a song nice,
i would listen it many times and suddenly...
the sing will appear kindda popular or nice to others.
My blog this song(my life would suck without you) is one of them.
I was listening to it 2 weeks ago.
That was when no one was listening to dat song.
Then suddenly i saw dis commercial in TV and they played this song.
And i was thinking.
The previous song which i've heard(hot and cold) by Katey Perry,
was also played when i went to Bugis Junction with Wanyi.
And this also happened to many other songs which i've listened to.
E.G. So What by pink.
Cool right.

Btw, I'M SICK!!!
Rotting at home now.
Went to see the doctor just now.
She's so friendly, when she was checking my heartbeat,
she actually found out that i suffered with osteoporosis.
She's very smart hor.
So she started to question me about it.
She asked my whether i'm wearing the braces.
And she asked when i'm going back for another check up.
She adviced me to wear those braces la.
Or else it'll be very ugly and i'll suffer when i grow up if i don't wear it,
cos i'll look ugly if i wear spaghetti straps or bare back or
many other type of clothes.
Well, it sounded quite scary to me.
So, for the next check up, if the doctor asks me
whether i wanna get braces or not.
I think i'll go for it.
Well, it's for my own good anyways.
Well, it's quite cheap consulting this doctor,
the other time, it cost $40.
Same clinic, different doctor, and dat time,
also got sore throat with no fever.
This time got fever, but dat time sore throat
was extremely TERRIBLE like wad the other doctor said.
Dis time. It only costs $24.
My mother was also very shocked to hear dat too.

Should stop here=]

PS: i missed u even though it's only one day we didn't meet. Cya tml.

♥MISS U♥

Haiz... Why is it always like dat?

2009-03-25T16:48:00.002+08:00

Sian...
I'm sick come home during chinese class.
Class was quite fun.
But i'm really sick la.
So, bo bian go home lo.
Got a little fever. And sore throat!
I hate it man.
Sore throat. Cannot sing! Cannot shout or scream at my sister.
But heard from Erilyn dat those peeps who dun pass up holi assignment by tml,
Madam Radiah will tell Madam Sung(skool principle)
sian lo. Cos i'm one of them! WTH!
How to pass to her tml lo.
I dun think i going to skool tml leh.
Dat means my name confirm pass to Madam Sung de lo.
Sian... How to find Five news paper article?
Then Erilyn ask me to pass up the one Madam Radiah rejected.
I think i'm going to dat lo.
Or else i also will die de ma.
But i think i'll have to go to my aunt's house if i wanna redo.
Cos i dun have a printer at home!!!
Haiz... Sian ah!!!
How?! Wad to do? Tell me! How?
Really very sian.
I'm too tired.
Some of u say i EMO just tell those who say i emo,
i'm really stress so, if u say i emo, i dun mind.
But dun try to comfort me or wad.
It won't work.
Stupid history make me stay so late at night but teacher dun wan.
F***er la.
Hai me get sick, cos of dat i only sleep 3 hours lo.

Haiz... okay ba.
Should end here.

♥LOVES♥

It all sucks!!!

2009-03-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

IT SUCKS!!!
Today, Madam Radiah asked us to pass up our holiday homework.
Very sian lo.
The photocopy machine in the bookshop no ink.
So, bo bian, went to the general office to print.
The staff ask me go to printing room, went to the printing room,
the person say actually cannot print anything without teacher's permission,
but yet she still helped me print.
Nice right.
But after dat.
Madam Radiah say pass up, give her de work she reject.
She say she want de work is news paper article.
Then we do de is features.
Then poor us, need to redo everything again.
But i dunno where to find those news paper articles lo.
Go internet search also cannot find.
News paper, trust me, will take u very long time.
So now i just do lit first lo.
Tml then decide wad to do for history.
Gotta go now.

♥GOOD NIGHT♥

I HATE H*****Y!!!

2009-03-23T20:53:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!!
I so hate history.
So many things to do.
1/2 of the class kena detention lo.
Cos we nvr do our history homework.
Know wad we did in there?
We copied the whole chp5 i tell u. My hands are aching till now.
Mdm Zaliha still complain. She say i scribbled on the paper.
Wah. Like of course la. My hand very tired le leh.
Dun have energy to write still need to write of course i scribble la.
Okay. Back to the history homework:
It's very hard lo. I'm still cracking my head to find out how
to do the assignment lo...
It's so H-A-R-D.
But lucky i have Peishan, Siewhoon, Darling and Erilyn to
help, me.
Siew hoon say she tml help me photocopy the article.
Then after dat she help me with the summary.
Very good right.

Haix. Another problem i still need to finish drawing the
storyboard lo.
OH GOD...
All these homework are making me stress!!!
Why must draw?!
Cannot print?!
My art very lan leh.
Haix. Sian la.

I almost fell asleep during history class lo.
Only slept for 3hours yst.
I think i'll have to sleep late again today...
Or else my english imposibble to finish.

Btw, sorry Leen, bomb u last minute.
Cos kena detention. PS.

♥GOOD NIGHT♥

THE PARTIES!!!

2009-03-19T23:17:00.021+08:00

OKAY!!!
Today's post will be a long one.

Firstly, wanna say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANYI!!!
Lets flashback to yesterday first.
Went to celebrate Wanyi's birthday with Viian and Eve at plaza sing.
Before dat, Wanyi and i went to take neoprint at causeway.
Well, i saw shocked. Cos the price for takin neoprint dropped to 6 bucks.
So i still have 2 bucks plus in my timezone card.
It was very fun celebrating Wanyi's birthday.
We shared alot about our lives and all.
Haas. We went to eat at pizza hut.
Total cost- $50++. 4 person.
Okay la. Quite worth it la. When we finish we still sit down there chit-chat.
Then Viian bought a flower to replace a cake for Wanyi,
cos our budget quite low.
Okay. Here's the pics.

We were joking about so me t hin g i suppose...Haas. Viian posing for the ca mera. =]Wanyi opening her prese nt.Wanyi and Viian playing with the br acelet i think.Haas. Wanyi's stare. She was actuall y sharing a testi i think.Haas. Wanyi, givin a speech on how s he f eel about the celebration
and her birthda y wis hes.This pic was taken outside plaza sing.
We were chit-chatting outside there on a "bench".
Here are the neoprints took at causeway.

Today's party was extremely fun!!! Partied at W ood sville condo. Many kids came. We played games and talked. Well, my team i tell u, very hard to co ntr ol, except for the 2 girls. One of them was Charissa(i dunno weather i spelt it correctly la) an d the other ona was her younger sister, they were so cute. Haiz. The indian kids in my grou p is mu ch trouble to me. They kept running about. Ask them to sit down was like killing me !!! Th ey refuse to listen to me. Then need to chase th em all those. So i decided, i take to the toilet instead. Come back then see how. But when i got back. T.David wa s popping the balloons cos the kids dun wanna listen to him. They kept playing with they ball o ons, which kindda irritated him. The sound of the balloon was extremely loud, everyone was shocked. And finally they got QUIET. After everything ended,we stayed back to clear out t he mess. After dat, went to Swensen's a t causeway. Wanna know why? Cos David treat us to Sw ensen's very nice right. He actua lly wanna treat us KFC de then we requ e s ted Swensen's instead so he say anything lo. After ea ting we all went home. Dat's all. But wait... i Still have some more pics.The teachers who organised/helped o ut for the party.
Let samuel replace David for th is photo ba, he was
bringing the kids home dat's why he's not in the pic.(For the pic on top)Teacher's intro (left to right)
T.Eileen, T.Cheryl, T.Sinyee , T.Alicia, T.David(Replaced by Samuel).
P.S.: Sorry ah T.David.Alright. Dat's all for today.
I'll blog soon.

♥GOOD NIGHT♥

Sunbeam place outreach

2009-03-16T16:19:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a fruitful day,
helped out in an outreach for the students from Sunbeam Place.
Heard dat they where children which either their parents were in jail or etc.
Brought them to a community club to learn circus tricks.
Went there with T.Xinwei, yvonne and Crystal.
We learnt hoe to spin a plate with a stick,
learnt the chinese yoyo, balancing a feather and juggling scarfs.
But too bad. Picture takings aren't allowed...
Or else i'll take many.
They're just too cute!!!

After the outreach.
Went to Lot1 to eat with Crystal and Yvonne.
It was nice knowing them, they were very nice people.
Crystal's the one who acted as Janelle in "Special" drama.
She's a chio bu man! Plus she's good in acting!
Cool right. Hmm. After we eat went to MRT Station to wait for Yvonne's friend.
They are going to study.
Crystal and i stayed back to see how jester(they guy whom Yvonne liked) looked like.
After dat, 3 of us went seperate ways.
Well i went home after dat.
And dat's all.
I'll blog again soon.

♥GOOD EVENING♥

Skool carnival.

2009-03-15T17:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the skool carvival.
It's quite fun.
Mrs Puah brought her CG members there too.
Cool right.
Mrs Puah, Mr Goh, Mdm Mas, Mdm Sung, Ms Thia,
Mr Flavian, Mr Tan, and Mr Justin
Was the teachers i know kena dunked.
Erilyn and i was dunked by Junrong.
And poor haque was dunked by Andy 3 times.
Poor Mr Goh.
Our fave maths teacher!
Haha. He donated $3 to dunk himself. Funny right.
U must be wondering who would be so stupid to do dat right.
Well u see. This is wad we did. We lied to him.
We told him dat we were going to dunk Junrong but short of $5,
so this kind and innocent teacher just gave us $3 to dunk him.
Wad he didn't know was dat the $3 was actually used to dunk him.
So, in the end he paid us to dunk himself.
We're just too smart right.
And also very naughty.
We dunk our teachers!!!
I was all wet lo.
trust me.
being dunked is not very fun.

This is a pic of Mrs Puah. Being escorted to the dunking machine.

After the carnival, went home to change them go to church.
When i reach expo, i waited at coffee bean for Eileen.
We're late!! haas.
After svc went to coffee bean to fellowship.
After dat all of us took the train home.
Eileen and i was too tired we slept in the train.
Didn't managed to take any photos.
Hmm. Should end here.

♥GOOD NIGHT♥

One of the best day in skool.

2009-03-14T01:06:00.009+08:00

Hey people!!!
Guess wad. the skool's carnival is tml!!!
I'm so so so so... Excited. Went to help out to make the
ice lollies and decorated our stall.
We're selling Fishballs and Ice lollies!!!
Cool rights. It was lots of fun preparing everything took some pictures too.

Here are the pictures.As u can see, our dear sexy teacher, Mrs Puah was looking
at the cam in the picture. Haas.

Here, u see siewhoon and peishan filling up the plastic tubes
with syrup. We made alot of mess in the F&N room.(syrup all over)As u see, both of us are just too bored. Haas. So we took some pictures.
Well, quite nice la. Except for the eye bags. Haix.

Actually still got alot other pictures de.
Those pics disappeared after i transfer ALL the pics into the com.
Stupid com!!!
I want a laptop!!!!

Oh ya. I went to CGM just now. Damn far. Toa Payoh. Still needa take bus in.
Then after CGM. I just took my report book out to compare
pri skool and sec skool de results.
But who knows.
Meitong saw it. She took my report book to see.
After dat, she said dat she wanna speak to me.
At first i was very very very stunned.
But afetr she talked to me. I think it's okay le.
She talked to me about my results.
Cos i failed my chinese, math and science. Worst one, CHINESE.
She asked me weather i need help from the CG members.
I was thinking, my timetable like very tight le.
But i admit la. I really need alot of help in my math lo.
Ya. So after dat took Trevor's father's bus to Yishun to have supper.
Went home after dat. Dat's all for today.
Gotta sleep. Gonna be a busy day tml.

♥GOOD NIGHT♥